I have told the truth and I have given my opinions on news stories along with my predictions, many of which have come true.
In this long drawn out process to get the truth out there it has been hard and full if trials and tribulations.
Some subjects go crazy and some subjects crawl out of the proverbial gate.
Yet all I here or read is focus on the most popular subjects. But I do. It is called ‘the truth’ and I do this in the vain hope that things will change.
Except change only comes about when everyone realises what is going on and what is wrong and here I have my hands tied behind my back. I have to rely on others and it could have grown a great deal quicker than it has over six years. Even a little more than it did, say half as much again, would have allowed me to increase content as well as evidence.
I sometimes wonder why this is? Did people not bother checking documents or listen to the recordings because if it is a case of ‘Too Long Didn’t Read’ then I am afraid it become TLDR because no one listened on the first instance. Or took enough notice to spread the word about.
But then I wonder if it is my political stance?
In my head I am centre .. sometimes centre-left, sometimes centre-right but as most know about me I hate these terms anyway. It is about what is the right answer for me and always will be.
Maybe people think I am alt-right? Except I would not even know what makes someone alt-right and I certainly do not come off as far-left.
I see the viewers some people are getting and I think to myself ‘how in the fuck have the managed that? This is drivel and does not even class as entertainment’ or I might think they are barking bloody mad. Like Anita Sarkeesian and her mindless followers.
I wonder that maybe there are not many that are centre and because I am neither right nor left that is my problem?
I am well aware and have been from the start that I could have done almost anything and all barking mad and acquired a following ..
Hard and/or alt-right
Hard Left, Social Justice Warrior
Talked about Bigfoot
Talked about how the Earth is flat
Talked about the elite or all secretly reptile people
.. or some alien race which would have been more convincing that reptile people
Talked about SEX!
But in six years I have not done any of these things and nor have I leaned a certain way just to attract a crowd.
Like my grandfather and many friends have always said .. “You stick to your guns .. always!”
So I have been getting there the long way round.
Except life does not always allow you that luxury of taking the long route and it certainly is not fun anyway.
Then there is the issue of my daughter whose horrific stories that sharply peaked of late suddenly made me realise that this long route may turn out to be a death sentence?
We did find a reprieve which turned out to be a wolf in sheep’s clothing. All that was stated did not come to pass. This may be because a story he specialises in is very difficult to get into the media? I even contacted him to open a line of communication to have an open discussion about this.
Except despite the fact I know he read the email a few days ago .. he did not reply. At least not to me.
Meaning that ..
He saw that I was fairly intelligent and that scared him
He has already been warned off and figured “This guys smart, he may figure it out?!”
He has gotten tired of getting the story out there
He is an idiot and goes about trying to get this particular story out there all the wrong way or approaches all the wrong people, going after the big names which are all corrupted and biased
There could be other reasons we do not know about.
All the while my daughter is waiting for the ship she has been promised over and over and over again, because of a series if front page national tabloid worthy horror stories, is not sailing in.
Bearing in mind we have dozens of horror stories and all happening to just one girl between the ages of 12 and 25, check the magazines if you do not believe me, and your going to promise her a lifeline and then not deliver?!
Totally and utterly .. disgusting! Totally immoral not to mention completely unprofessional unless your idea of professional journalism is to promise the world just to get them to sign or allow you to print what you want and then have no intention of helping?
Yeah so I reached out recently to the only people I know would be understanding, take up elements of these stories I have been working on and put them out there.
Now I know this wont happen overnight. There is a hell of a lot to go through and a hell of a lot to fact check. I figured that eventually and at some point in the next two to four weeks I might get contacted and asked permission to speak to my daughter?
Yeah .. well there is this .. contract. Well .. unless they do what they promised they would do back in February they can stick this where the sun does not shine. That was February .. we will be in July in the next few weeks .. and not a fucking thing said. But I guess you got your cut, right? Maybe even being paid off to stay away?
If I ever find that out, sunshine, your finished, well and truly. Because you portrayed yourself to be sticking up for a certain demographic and then cut and run when the money was waved? Yeah .. no!
Even if there is no pay off .. life, my friend, does not sit around on its arse waiting for others to pull their thumbs out of theirs!
I have got fed up for years of pubic service famously taking forever to do anything but then expect you to jump through several hoops in just a few hours. Worst case of double standards .. ever!
I even got moaned at by oe public service last year for taking too long and in shock at this I said ..
“You do realise that this is taking a long time because of another pubic service, right?! You all famously take too long but when your waiting for something that lies with the responsibility of another public service that takes just as long as you do .. your complaining about it?!”
Frida did see my point .. with a sheepish look on her face.
So not we are on our umpteenth waiting game.
If nothing is mentioned in the next week at least I know I have tried to get my daughter’s story to Dave Cullen of Computing Forever, Sargon of Akkad and the Iconoclast.
They always talk about getting emails from random people but I could not find their emails!
It would have been nice to get the story over across the pond, so to speak, and the names that popped into my head were Tim Pool and Heather Southern. Again though difficult to find a way to contact.
Hopefully this will be picked up by someone as my daughter’s magazine story in the post titled ‘The Revealing Realities (The Fugliness Part 2)’ seems to have generated a lot of interest, not seen since 2,500 people read my run down of Aussie Flu .. probably because everyone was worried about themselves .. dying and all?
Personally I was somewhat disappointed that the illness did not kill me but it instead persisted for a little over three damn months!
I cannot even die as this would be too much for my daughter and I would not want to leave her alone with her life, her health problems and the shitty and corrupt ‘evil trinity’ that is made up with the NHS at its head followed by the Local Councils and DWP. The first lies and in so doing helps itself and the other two. Everyone saves money .. it is a win-win!
I had no idea how just plain evil these so-called public services would turn out nor the tricks and lies they would pull along the way. It is sickening and I am quite ashamed of being human, in all honesty.
I also have no idea whether many involved are just plain stupid and do not know that they are acting as foot soldiers for an invasion of sorts, people’s homes and lives, or they are just complicit because they get paid. They may not like it but keep their mouths shut and do what they are told?
Yeah funny that .. was that not what a huge amount of people in the German army stated after World War 2. But then I guess it is different depending on who it is being murdered, persecuted and worked until they drop dead. Did I mention being starved to death which I am sure at times would like like a scene from the documentary about Belsen?
So does mass murder have different levels of how serious it is depending on who it is that are killed en masse?
Yeah .. so others working towards the same cause?
There are a great many I have a great deal of respect for. But then there are others I cannot help but feel deliberately talk about certain things to attract a certain group.
I call them Pandas! Pandering? Get it?!
There are others that go way over the top .. even appealing to the tinfoil hat brigade to get them worked up. If there was anyone that had reason to fear and suspect anything even coming up with the craziest reasons .. it has to be me!
However some things still sound like tinfoil hat theories to me and in all honesty I cannot say that each one is not true .. only that they sound like tinfoil hat theories and that is all.
I am sure over the last six years many things I have stated have sounded like tinfoil hat theories to many people? I know this because they sounded like that to friends and family members for a long time. Until my evidence started to build up. Rather annoyingly despite proving myself over and over and over again and people admitting I was right about a long list of things .. they still doubt the next theory.
That is something else .. literally watching faith drain away from the British public and I do not mean that in a religious sense.
There is one guy that always starts off sounding sensible but then reaches a point when it al turns and suddenly the more crazy sounding stuff all comes out. They put off so many people using this method. Yet they managed to attract a pretty big following at some point.
I also do not sell my own wares off on my blog or YouTube channel, hell I have not even gotten around to doing any videos on all this political stuff. Well Vlogging in other words. Not sure I would have anything to sell other than my skills and knowledge.
Two solicitors I worked for always stated I should teach. I always thought this might be cool on a smaller scale but I never really did anything about it.
I write and I take photographs while filming .. stuff. I try to acquire evidence too for posting at a later date. I write about a dozen different subjects and I could easily add four or more .. umm, more? But due to life and the public services and my health I have a hard enough time keeping on top of the ones I have. Would be so cool of I had the right environment to do everything I wanted as I could so so much.
While I was not getting anywhere fast with my political stuff and corruption I thought I could get the wildlife, reptiles, amphibians, fish, orchid, astronomy, computing, photography, films and music blogs among others up and running. That combined these would at least earn me an income?
It seems as if someone else has other ideas? LMAO!
Did I mention I know Wing Chun?
So the ones that go off the rails to stir up a crowd of obsessed people that believe in crazy theories through nothing more than fear and confusion because of they way they have been treated?
I call them Royal Pandas! Lol! A right royal pandering. Annoyingly it seems to work for them.
I have often even wondered that maybe it is not that people think I am a tinfoil hat conspiracy theorist and quite the opposite? Maybe I am not crazy sounding enough for many?
This is kind of like that which I stated earlier with being in the centre, roughly, politically where most people are either on the left somewhere, so I am against their tunnel vision narratives, get pissed off just as those on the right would do? I simply do not know it is merely a theory. So kind of stuck I the middle in no man’ land? Oh that was a good track by Mike Oldfield.
Well I did get one change in attitude of late and that was that of my sister.
Now as I stated previously my sister is a defeatist ..
“Martin, what makes you think any of this is going to work out in your favour? Nothing ever works out right for anyone in our family?!”
Compare that to what was said by her just recently ..
“Oh I know something is going to change very soon!”
She went from having far less confidence than me to having way more confidence than me because if I had any confidence at all .. my heart would not play up like it does and I would have been able to get far more done than I have of late.
I could easily get on top of things I need to get done and may be able to manage my Hypomagnesemia a lot better than I do?
I would also be out taking a lot more and a lot better pictures then I have been doing too .. which is somewhat .. annoying.
If I can just get around 600 pictures from using my professional camera across the board of the things I like to photograph I would be happy and can work with that.
It would be so cool to meet someone local, with a brain and not one sided or biased, that I would travel with for photography!
My problem is I can drop to the floor unconscious and for so many reasons too ..
Sudden Energy Drain
Sudden Death Syndrome
The other things concerning back, feet and shoulder pain are a different story. Those I can deal with .. resting every now and then is OK but if I am unconscious .. with a very expensive and irreplaceable expensive camera and equally expensive couple of lenses I would not want to survive anyway. If these were stolen.
Maybe I should place in ad in the North London classifieds?