Well I have taken my sweet time but I am finally getting around to posting about a couple of things that took place a few days back!

This time it is a quite laughable second reply from Virgin Media where they, first, once again do not deal with any of my complaint points at all, despite being over half a dozen of them. Secondly and even more laughable is that they state that if I do not respond by a certain date they are going to assume they … umm dealt with my complaint to my satisfaction.

They are either really, really, really stupid or that they think that I am and the rest of their customers are?!

So what I am going to do here is include the response to the latest complaint letter along with the response to the first …

… then I am going to copy and paste the letter which is going in the post today!

Now as I state in the letter I am giving them one more chance but in all honesty they have run out of time … in fact they all should have run out of time a couple of months back but never mind.

I send this response to them and even warn them about time running out for them to allow them to make the same mistakes, some stupid errors or same assumptions about how low an intelligence each of their customers possess.

Or to put it another way … as they piss me off I am just feeding them ever more rope and the more rope the farther the fall.

I am going to be sending off a letter to them after this one and it is one that they all get that I have dealt with lately. I may even go back through my lists of enemies and battles and decide there are more that need to receive the final letter?

If nothing more than to just highlight each of their names on this blog at the best possible time for the moment of maximum effect. Lol.

Ooh yeah and my reply to FOS is going to be extremely stern and extremely sarcastic, due to them stating that financial arrangement complaints involving direct debits and who is allowed to do what with them is a matter to bring up with Virgin Media and not them?! Lol.

These people are paid out of our taxes and they fail to comprehend a simple couple of questions?! STAGGERING!!

Umm … but I wanted to know the details as to why a direct debit gives morons, evil corporations and others carte-blanche to take whatever the hell they want, when they want and this is to do with Virgin Media?! Of course it bloody is you spineless piss-ants?!!

Complaint Replies …

Virgin COMP 2 Virgin COMP 1


29th September 2015

Dear Virgin Media

Acc: ********

I am sorry?

Was that reply your idea of a joke?

Best of all is the part of the end that states that if I do not reply by a certain date then you are to assume that I am happy with your findings?!


I pointed out several problems, not just the two very fucking major ones and you did not address a single solitary one!

Let us forget about the service you supply shall we, which is by far the worst I have used in an extremely bad bunch were not even a single one gets close to poor!

Also amusing is the claim recently in the media about the plan to have everyone in the world having access to the Internet by 2020?! Are you kidding me?! We cannot even get that in bloody London, let alone the rest of England and you cannot manage everyone in the UK having it by 2020!

Yeah … let us forget all of that for a moment and address the main two … I can only think that you just went into automated mode, no humans left at your company?

  • Five different amounts for the same bill ranging from £40 to £140

  • Three different due dates for the same bill as above

There are the two main complaints and you did not even attempt to explain either of these gross discrepancies.

How about some others …

  • Customer services assume your lying so not only rude your computers unable to keep records or communicate with other computers on your network

  • People phoning demanding money cannot access anything on any of your network, but can fucking phone me though demanding money

  • You … no, I repeat YOU stated that you were going to ring me and yet all I had was two women many weeks later demanding money, the first one extremely apologetic when I explained things to her while the other a total twat that did not see a problem, yeah like I am going to waste my time talking to a cold hearted moron like that

  • Have told you to close my account … absolutely without question and yet two above phone-calls come many weeks later to my surprise in some delay tactic to pile more fees onto the bill

  • The bill of which was far, far higher than the advertised price

So let us just sum up the more embarrassing things for you shall we? Or the parts where you lie to your customers and just assume that we are all incompetent? Or that you just deliberately hire incompetent morons?

Your an IT service provider who cannot get their computers communicating with each other and your people phoning demanding money do not have access to your network … umm or a phone … despite fucking calling me on one!

It is funny as I used to be quite proud of Virgin as a company but not anymore!

Now you get one more chance to address this issue and I promise you this one thing …

You will get one more follow up letter when it will then be too late, explains why and I can assure you that you are NOT going to like it … all the way to the very top.

Now do not say that I did not warn you. You have mere days to act. Mere days.

Two pages. Do you think you can manage that? Not going to claim I explain too much for your tiny brains to manage, like some Police Forces and other public services have done?


Martin Haswell BSc



What follows is something I scribbled out in one of my many notebooks, paper based ones, a couple days back. I have done this a great deal lately.

Also I have regained an old Internet connection, due to the crap I have gone through with Virgin Media. I will add and will post up today details of the Virgin Media fiasco with their god awful complaint reply as well as yet another figure for the bill that is different to the other four … err or was it five? No it was four as it went from … ooh wait a minute … £40 to £124 twice then £140 once and then £93 twice and now it is £123 … err or £122. I think?! Anyway the point it it is (counting) four, now five out of seven bills for the same bill date.

Do not forget the three different bill dates of the 3rd, 9th and 12th September!

Yeah, who is going to set up a direct debit for a company like that?! No one with any common sense, that is for sure! In fact it is my belief that they should not be ALLOWED to set up direct debits when they have no obvious clue as to how much or when it should be paid! Bad enough if just one or the other but … BOTH?!

As I said I will get to that briefly in a following post.

This will be followed by another post on a later date that will, or should, be taken as a positive/conclusive sign to all that has gone before.

So yeah, due to the fiasco my Internet has been on and off, umm worse than it was under Virgin Media anyway. Now it is on … sort of, but this is only a temporary measure before I get a strong and solid landline again from a company that seems to know what they are doing? According to one member of my family that is not BT either, which was one of my early choices. Main choice at one stage.

Also I will add that someone I spoke to yesterday that was a previous customer of Virgin Media suddenly said something in our conversation about them … “I TOLD you not to go with them, DIDN’T I?!” I could only reply “YES, you did and I should have taken your advice”

See? I do have and admit to my mistakes. Lol.

However what with me being only one of three computer experts I know, with one other not seen for many years unfortunately and now retired and the other nearby I simply kept forgetting about and lost his contact details when I did, FIBROFOG. So really out of the regular people I am the only computer specialist. Anyone that knows their IT would know that most of the time you simply cannot go by people’s descriptions of computer and Internet problems.

Added to this was my belief that any IT and Internet provider simply could not exist being as bad as was described. Even if it was described like this by many! Though in my defence I do know two others that are still with Virgin Media and they have not had difficulties this bad. One is a family member and one a local friend. I have not been contacted by either one regarding any connection problems but this does not mean to say that there weren’t any.

Also I would not be told about billing discrepancies either.

Speaking of IT I have the time to do this because I am waiting for the delivery, via Amazon, of a computer motherboard as I am rebuilding a friend’s computer. This is likely to turn up between 1pm and 3pm so I am going to lose a day more or less. Except that I am not.

You see I have to now prepare for something I have been waiting for for the best part of five months, though could be six.

It is that I have alluded to for so very long a time now.

Yes the main one everyone is waiting for, or at least the majority that have been aware it is coming and admittedly it might have seemed of late that it will not arrive at all?

That was really never on the cards. It could get delays after delays but it was in a position and being handled by the Supreme Court whereby it case being buried would not be able to be explained away.

Now of course I was suspect of the news industry for a long time and also led them into traps to make them look guilty of certain things. Even so and even if I have been bang on the money, as my correspondence with them made it look, this would still take some ignoring. Self destructive to everyone within the industry, you might say?

So here is the little post I typed out the other day while waiting to see my GP regarding a Systolic Blood Pressure reading of 188 and a Diastolic reading of over 110. Oh and with the flu. I also just realised I had intended to have a conversation about my back pain! DAMN IT!!

Oh and I also got to mention the finality of my ongoing situation which he has known about since I registered with him. He simply went wide eyed and said “REALLY?!” to which I nodded and he said “Well that is fantastic news!”

No, this is something I am still holding back on but which I have been alluding to right here and is also the reason for the blog post title above this post.

Are we getting there yet?

In between typing posts and documents I will be laying siege to my house and putting things into little boxes and storing them right out of the way. Everything across the entire house leaving only a couple of big items to be dealt with later in the week or next weekend. In preparation for a date in the NOT so distant future.



I mislaid one of my pens! My Parker Premium Rollerball and hopping I have not lost the damn thing! (I didn’t).

It might be seen as expensive for a pen by some but it is effortless to use for prolonged periods which is something I have difficulty with.

The title I have come up with for this post might seem mysterious but then it is intended to be so.

Right now I am in the waiting room of my GP’s surgery and was not expecting to be here at all or indeed see him again for a few months after recent events. This will, however, be the last time I see him in person for at least 7 weeks.

I wonder at this point whether the title of this post will be sinking in to many of the blog posts readers?

The countdown is not only final now but is well into its length and it started out with the number of 21. A numbered period I had not foreseen but am most thankful for.

I should also like to point out that along with the odd recent events of being first recognised by someone I had never met before, for the second time I might add, but also hearing our law firm went bust the same day, some legal papers posted to me have gone missing.

This is the first time in 8.5 years that normal post has gone missing!

I was asked by the sender today if I had received them yet and I told them “No but I am now wondering if they were … intercepted?” and they replied that they had wondered the exact same thing.

I am currently waiting for my GP due to my ever fluctuating blood pressure and a reading of 188 for Systolic blood pressure after only taking readings for two days. The diastolic was around 111 too.

The sender of the letters also stated it was not the first time this had happened and I forgot to ask them to what others they were referring to.

Also you would note, or rather should note, that within the posts of this blog and a long, long time ago I contacted the Local Government Ombudsman. Oddly they were recently mentioned in the news, how curious is that? I cannot recall a time the LGO were mentioned in the news and I only discovered their existence a few years back.

Two letters and a signed form was sent to them twice, regarding that now handled by the Supreme Court, which they claimed failed to arrive twice. The odds on this are astronomical and in other words foul play simply had to be a factor.

As with all other ombudsman they initially made a lot of noise but then did fuck all, followed by the two posts that failed to arrive. They spoke to me on the phone and made a lot of noise and this will be asy to pinpoint and date as I was at a funeral. In fact I have told about my great grandfather being a test pilot for RAF and AVRO and that he died testing the Avro Manchester to which after his death they added two engines and it became the Avro Lancaster? Yeah I was looking for his grave at the time of the conversation and was in Fleet in Dorset.

Now here is yet another prime example of one of my traps, or more accurately one of my ever complex and intricate plans to expose organisations for what they are.

Hence why I find it odd that they are named in the news recently.

However in just several weeks time many will be asking where in the hell they have been for the last 4 years or more. You may well ask, what does he mean ‘four years’? Well four years is the length of time this court case has lasted and the prime candidate of the four for corruption, lies and horrific details that will shock the nation? Well a local council of course!

This is the same local council I contacted them about.

There are another three alongside them and one of these I not only contacted many times regarding all this but I also contacted THEIR ombudsman too!! The IPCC!

The nation will be asking where they have been during the last four years too!

The worst part of it for both these ombudsman and their respective public services will be that with all their size, money and legal teams one guy with nothing came along and ran ever decreasing circles around them!

The gravity of this not hitting home? Will, it should be but let me put this in another way …

In the last 5 years or more how much of the taxes have gone into running each of these organisations? How much did it cost me to beat every single one of them?



Back to the blood pressure and I purchased as blood pressure monitor because I was asked to and not because of my high blood pressure readings, because I was taken off blood pressure pills Ramipril and Amlodopine, but because my blood pressure was dropping via Postural Hypertension … hmm should that not be Postural Hypotension?

I often collapse upon rising from a crouched position and something from a seated position and have done this for twenty years. But lately it became a lot worse, since losing the use of a car to begin with and then after starting the blood pressure pills. In fact this is why I was taken off them after being told I would be on them for life.

I think I stated recently that my GP took my blood pressure after asking me to stand up? In so doing he was surprised at how much my blood pressure dropped. I pointed out that I did not feel a damn thing so what must the drop be like when I get dizzy, nausea or the blacking out completely?!

He then asked me to buy a blood pressure monitor. Which I did and received, finally, on Sunday 20th September 2015.

The following Tuesday night I was sitting on the sofa in a friend’s house and had put a 32 inch Samsung TV onto their kitchen wall ten minutes earlier. The bracket was already there and the process was simple, just a bit of faffing about getting the TV level. My friend reminded me ten minutes after sitting down that I had wanted to take my blood pressure readings after fitting the TV to the wall and had forgotten. So I did it right their and then and the two of them watched as I looked concerned that instead of the pressure reading around 200 before dropping back on the display it reached something like 260 and I though “hmm … I think this is going to be bloody high?!” before it fell back to the reading of 188. The normal reading, well for Caucasians as it differs from race to race, is around 115 to 120.


My GP seems to have forgotten that the BP Monitor was purchased for the law blood pressure reading and he also put me back on Ramipril. Oops! The drug that was causing me to blackout completely just before I do a lot of travelling?!

Well I had just better be careful. Might be better than to have way higher blood pressure than that reading of 180? After all nothing that has happened to me in the last few years will compare in stress levels and energy to what I am about to do for the next couple of months.

I certainly hope I do not find out that all this fucking about is all bout money and an expensive pill that could have remedied the situation? The NHS have enough trouble coming their way already!

Now then, about this damned house?!

Oh crap! No, excellent … the motherboard has turned up earlier than expected! This means I can go out and hand in my prescriptions as well as pick up the CPU cleaner and thermal paste I forgot all about!

Ooh yeah and I have to buy some little fine mist water spray bottles too!

OK so maybe the house might get done tomorrow now?!

But, no! I intend to do do effing something with the house today!! Lol!

I might delay this posting of this because I did not consider business working days in the numbers I was given. Mind you, you think the judge or solicitor would have stated ‘working days’?

Well I will know the answer to that one by the end of the next week as a meeting is taking place with the solicitor. Not me, you understand, my ‘partner in crime’. Though I am expecting to hear that they want to meet me during this meeting along with talk of the tabloid or TV News Press?

Hmm if it did turn out to be working days and did also need five days to ‘clear’ then we could be looking at five weeks?! Damn it!! Lol. Well, four more weeks which would take us up to the 28th October … ish.

Still … there is nothing to say it will not happen sooner … much sooner though I correctly predicted that there would be nothing in the couple of days or first full week, last week, and first half of next week. Well OK it could happen within three days of this post, theoretically, but I am willing to wager it will not.

Oh and yes we know what it is, just in case anyone was wondering. But I will divulge this at a later date due to being a tiny bit superstitious, lol.

Well think about it? We would have had to have been told to have been given the deadline to this all being received. Or rather they have been given the deadline?

What matters right now is that I do have a bit of time to get things in order and prepared. Maybe longer than I thought? Maybe not?

The important thing is that you do not have to wait in suspense for much longer and there are no more extensions to the previous predicted dates.

This is most definitely it.

I, however, well still be inordinately bored and twiddling my thumbs for a bit longer but at least I know now that this is the very last period of time that I am forced to do this!

Oh and I have had the flu too.

Anyone would think you need the patience of a saint?!


Well I can assure you right here and right now that the end date is must certainly set.

I will break news regarding this in likely about ten days but no longer than 21 days. That’s final as I have had word of this.

Most bizarrely and at the exact save time I get wind of a news story involving one of the group of radicals I was dealing with three to four years back?!


After all this time and all these years finally one of them his the news and its the story with the Breaking Bad in the headline. This is the first one of that group I exposed to hit the news. Well … the first I know of.

It is entirely possible others guy the news and I missed them? It is also possible they were apprehended and jailed and kept away from the media?

As I told my informant I did expect that once the first one was arrested and jailed that some of the others may follow in the following months?

This dude was not considered a major player by me. He was a fringe character who normally accompanied the main one who hacked into people’s accounts on Facebook and Hotmail and likely others? The one that was in possession of a 500 Volt fuse, something that would be illegal, and when I asked what it would be used for several electricians and tech guys did not know with the only possibility given me being “dirty bomb”. From someone who did not know what I was involved in at the time.

In fact when the Muslim man was asked what it was for he answered “dirty bomb” before being told to shut up by another Muslim.

In fact this ricin guy, Mr Ali, had several names more a focus to me than him. The guy with the giant fuse also taking part mobile phones on a regular basis with another guy.

The links to this man and the story below. But don’t expect too much information.

The question I have now is that have they dealt with the others? Are they about to deal with the others? Or, worryingly, have they missed the others or now alerted them and they will disappear into the either?

As I stated this story came to me at the same time I got told about a certain Supreme Court/High Court hearing.

Even my ‘partner in crime’ thought it was highly suspect the two snippets of news came the exact same day.

If the case was delayed due to this story and other investigations all u can say is feck me they took their sweet time! I had planned to arrive in the area four years ago and get everything I needed in a matter of days or weeks. Certainly days if I had access to the right equipment!

Hopefully these answers will reveal itself in time? Or other names will start hitting the news?

Breaking Bad fan jailed over Dark Web ricin plot –


Well I will be a monkeys uncle!

Jeremy Corbyn won the Labour leadership battle!

I am pleased about this. Not because I am left wing because I’m not and I hate those terms anyway. It’s bullshit.

No I’m happy about it because not only is he straight talking like Nigel Farage but also Tony Blair and Gordon Brown both piped up and sign their noses in to tell everyone but to vote for him!

Now I’ve complained for a very long time that Tony Blair was a pratt. I wanted him to get in originally and thought things would change for the better. They didn’t.

The NHS lying and ignoring I exposed and the local councils corruption and lies, cheating and failures as in … our own Supreme Court case was going on when that dickhead was in power.

Not Gordon Brown, pratt that he is too, nor David Cameron, with him being a bigger pratt! Nope, it was Tony Blair! Pratt!

What annoyed me and continued to annoy me is that I thought to few people realised this and he is still seen as the messiah by the idiots at the BBC. Maybe others too, I don’t know.

I watched as other countries had their populace turn against the site versions of politics and arsehole politicians but had not seen anything like that here. Well but in that scale though UKIP did get millions of votes, not as much as I’d have liked.

But when Jeremy Corbyn came along I liked the straight talking I was hearing and the evading of the usual stupid questions from journalists spouting the same old shit that was as bad as the politics we have had of the last decade or so. Funny how they have loved to state for years that the politicians were out of date but so is their journalism. Trip then up, quote the controversy in their faces going there trip up or get mad. Utter tripe!

Despite the rumours and predictions I thought the Labour party members would go fur the same out of date and lying Blairites like Andy Burnham or Yvette Cooper?

A Jeremy Corbyn win weighs have been impressive and raised my eyebrow but … this? This was amazing! A quarter of a million votes I think I heard. Three times what Andy Burnham got!

The main reason I liked that he won? Because maybe … just maybe people are realising that the politicians have been out of touch and without compassion or intelligence … err or truth for that matter and this if the beginning of a sea of change?

So yeah I like this win.

I very much like the idea of two men, representing left and right that are both straight talking. Not like any of the idiots of the last decade or two that I would never vote for in a million years and didn’t.

I’ve only voted in the last two elections. General and European elections and voted UKIP both times.

There now exists the outside possibility that I might … just might be tempted to view for Labour. Though I will have to wait and see if Corbyn died not go for ideas that are obviously wrong or will be obvious failures purely because they are the left thing to do. Or in his eyes ‘the right thing to do’? No. Just no.

Don’t make decisions based on the message it gives out how you think it makes you look. Do what is right, what will work and what is fair across the board!


Not wanting to look or sound like a Cyberman I have often thought about how wasted my life has been.

What I mean is that this entire blog is a detailed explanation of everything that has gone so wrong in my life and the lack of events in it that have actually been good.

This is one very big reason I am looking forward to as well as getting frustrated by the Supreme Court case that keeps getting postponed.

The fact remains that I have a long list of health problems. These have been around a long time that have been completely ignored or completely missed by people that should not be Doctors. This has caused a complete failure of the system and lack of proper support to aid me in creating a life and career.

The ailments are my Fibromyalgia Syndrome (dozen pains, memory issues and embarrassing ones numbering 120 odd), Hiatus Hernia, Oesophagitis, Damaged right knee, chronic facet arthropy along with some kind of neck problem … well it’s been a pain … or three. But added to this is the fact that both my father and uncle died in their mid fifties. I know my father and grandmother suffered from Fibromyalgia so don’t know if it played a part in their early and untimely deaths? None of them were keen on Doctors or Hospitals. Petrified of them in fact. So there is absolutely nothing to go on at all.

In other words I might only have ten years or so left? Oddly I was put under a lot of pressure to be tested by everyone in my family. Because I was the next oldest one in that lineage left alive.

The funny thing about it all is that unlike those three family members that have all passed away I did go to Doctors and hospitals. Something they were surprised about due to their own fear of them.

But take a look at the archive to this blog. Look what good it did me. I gave then every chance over and over again and they failed at 90% of the time. Of course as well as self diagnosing, correctly, several things I then discovered dye to pills prescribed that they were already aware of at least one issue. I have evidence of the cover you of a second ailment. These were my Fibromyalgia and the physical problem with my knee, how bizarre then that these are the ailments that class me as disabled.

I was aware that I was disabled over ten years previous to being diagnosed and yes I did type over 10 years! Thirteen to be precise.

Due to all this and the fact I’m faced with about how much longer I might have I have often wondered about having my mind transferred into an artificial man … or android.

In fact before I started thinking about this and whether it would be possible in my lifetime I also wanted to replace my feet with robotic ones. My spine replaced with an artificial one too. My arms are about the only thing that’s never been a problem, though there is a slight issue with my right hand, lol.

Below is a link to a BBC article about this becoming possible and apparently there are others like me and they are called ‘Transhumanists’. Might be a better option than ending up with a ‘T-1000’ ripping through a town … or time, lol?

I wonder if they would run a survey on people to see who deserves a shot at this based and the crappy lives they have had along with the pain they endure?

Blimey! I might just stand half a chance of winning that one?!


The people hoping to continue to exist through technology –


First off I must apologise …

..well to any who may patiently wait for my next post and awaiting the impending doom for many organisations.

I’ve lost my Internet connection over a row with Virgin Media and told them to cancel my account … six weeks back. They still seem to think I’m a customer and requesting money and threatening debt collectors because I’ve not contacted them despite repeated complaints and requests to cancel my account.

Funny as I cancelled my account, as I showed on here, and my service was cut off many weeks ago!

That indeed was part of my problem with them but there were over a dissent other things.

I earlier stated that our Supreme Court case was coming to an end? Apparently not.

“Two weeks from today and its finally over” is what the solicitor stated three or maybe for Wednesdays ago this Wednesday, 16th September 2015.

Then I got sought out in a friend’s store and recognised by a Policeman I never met before?!

That same day I get told the law firm had gone bust!

On checking the law firm was closed down by the Solicitors Regulatory Authority for reasons unknown and the owner turned out to be the same man who represented me in the same case twenty years ago nearly!
I explained that this occurrence, although highly suspect to me and friends, won’t affect the case much. Maybe a few days or a few weeks delay?

The normal procedure of the SRA taking legal cases and handing them out did not occur, as I expected, and the solicitor handling it took it with her to her new law firm.

Now it gets stranger still when a car was hired to get to a meeting that they were late for but turned did not matter because the client was the only one booked in all day! I thought they were told the cheque was waiting? After all this was four or five days after the final date and two weeks after the legal firm was forced to close.

Another meeting which was third to fifth one since we were told we won and surely this time we were given the figures, punishment details of the guilty and a date for the cheque?

I then list contact for four days when the four preceding days had three requests made to me for money.

I thought the money had been paid and my ‘partner in crime’ either did not want me around for awhile as they spent it, like buying a house in a location I told them no to, or had been turned against me? It has happened before and I don’t know who did it. But just the seed of doubt being placed was running through my mind.

But then my phone did something it had done only five days beforehand. On the Friday night, after the Tuesday meeting, suddenly my phone sprang into life and dozens of messages and notifications came flooding in! Including several from my partner in crime with one requesting money. Well that was unexpected and did not sound good!

Then via text messaging I was told that they were getting £750,000 and the case has been adjourned until the end of October 2015?!

I simply could not believe it!

A flustered phonecall while hiring a car sounded like this was it.

There had been many calls for a meeting only to not get what was promised and another date being given! I never dreamed it could happen for like the fourth or fifth time! It did and another six weeks!!
Remember that this has now spent three years being heard across the Family, Civil, Magistrates, Crown and High Court which will be a ridiculous bio to the taxpayer on its own merits?!

Now it has spent six months at the Supreme Court which if you do not know is so extremely expensive that even multi millionaires in the single figures would struggle to afford the fees! Because the fees cab run into many millions.

I … I was simply stunned and then furious about this.

I have had to prepare things, plan things, buy things and have also put off many things because every now and then we are told it’s over. Only for it to turn out it is not over and having anywhere between a week and a couple of months added!

After being told be a compensations clerk they needed to speak to the defendant before very long several weeks went by and nothing. Then told it’s Supreme Court jurisdiction, I knew fur years anyway, then told a week. Then told another week. Then told two weeks. Then told two months. Then told another two weeks and that this was final. Only when we got there we were told another six weeks.

That is 20 weeks! On top of the 3 years.

Will they hand over compensation at the end of October or will it be delayed further? Will it be another six weeks without explanation or another two months or perhaps more?!

I am starting to wonder whether this will tip over into 2016?! If someone had said this to me three months ago I would have called them bonkers!

Everything was proved and we were told we won. All the Supreme Court had to do was decide who gets what. So what the fuck is going on?!

My ‘partner in crime’ is always slow to tell me things and difficult to get on the phone when you need answers.

I friend called me on the phone and when he heard he went mad. He simply could not believe what was happening in this case and asked if there had been any compensation demanded for the inconvenience!

Added to my own preparations for a fucking long list of dates that never occurred I also have a serious problem with my blood pressure. As I suspected the 24 hour monitoring was only now and then. The GP agreed when I pointed out that not only was it an uneventful day for nausea and blackouts but that the machine had to trigger a test at the exact moment I had the blackout! So a pointless goose chase!

Still, despite nothing really happening other than a slight nausea feeling at a time the machine was not testing me, I registered 179 Systolic Blood Pressure! The machine was on to test my drop in blood pressure!


As a result of the latter he did not want to prescribe blood pressure pills and did not know what to do.

He requested that I purchase a blood pressure monitor. I have not done this because my bank account has dropped lower than ever before due to funding someone for God knows how many months because of the dickhead Supreme Court and clueless solicitors! Oh and the Department of Work and Pensions.

My friend went a bit ballistic over that bit of information and pleaded with me that I need to stop paying out money and get the things he knows I need.

Forgetting the 3 or 4 things I need for my bike and the cameras needed I’ve put off for the last five months I also need shoes with Ortholite insoles, the blood pressure monitor annnd … hmm I’m always doing this! Something … else? Now .. what .. was it?

There are a couple of little items I need to be able to go away.

But I’ve been wondering if I ever will go away?!

I am suspecting foul play, of course.

From day one I stated to all involved and all those not, that I do not trust anyone and that is literal, including the courts all the way up to and including the Supreme Court.

I’m wondering whether I’m going to be proved correct on this last point?
They certainly have not got a clue or sorry for the inconvenience, something I have even known at least one judge involved to apologise for! Even when it’s caused by the opposing side of four people with the blame being the head of the council failing to appear in court. Yup! The head of the council failing to appear in court and the judge apologising for putting the victim through all this.

I’ve had a humongous Vada, I think it is, hiking rucksack sitting downstairs for weeks which then fit relegated to my bedroom Ottoman for many weeks. It’s been thrown back into the wardrobe where it usually resides with my other ones.

When your disabled and get no help with cars or bus passes you tend to collect different backpacks fur different things. None of this waste of time cheap rubbish either. Well OK a couple of cheap ones I bought before I learned. Then I bought Kata, Berghaus, Vada and Victorinox packs!

“What’s the fucking point of leaving you there?!” I exclaimed as I threw the Vada across and into the wardrobe!

I’ve made some requests. Due to my suspicious mind I’ve decided that I will not sit by any longer while they scheme to bury this case. ‘Bury’ because it’s bigger than the Rotherham Council case!

So I have some things … incoming I will place on here. Just to shed some … light on the issue.

Also I’m still in London. Just about. The Supreme Court is in London. Not good. But for the Supreme Court, it isn’t!

I’m going to make more requests over the coming six weeks, as I have another fucking six weeks to twiddle my thumbs, and on the date given they had better be final and decisive.

Because in November I will be attending the Supreme Court in person and demanding a whole long list of answers!

They really won’t want that because I care not of who they are and their titles. It means nothing to me and you have to prove yourself to me, not expect respect or for me to revere you. Or fear you in fact.

Your titles, power and money mean nothing to me if I suspect you of being corrupt and you had better have some answers.

Like why have you decided to make six courts look both incompetent and wrong in their three year handling of the case?!

Why does everyone have no respect of the public purse and just think it’s their to spend on their every whim?!

If it comes to this I will very much be looking forward to the face to face meeting!

It will even be cool enough for me to dress very smart and look intimidating! Won’t even get closer tiu reality on that point but it will give a cheese message!

Always look at waistcoats and an excuse to buy one and now this may well be coming my way?


How would I explain a bad day by being utterly annoying?

Today would be a good day.

It’s not supposed to rain for starters … it currently is, making typing difficult.

I left the house wanting to get some things in the house prepared. Despite the fact that I now won’t be hearing a date tomorrow that allows me to book a ticket out of town.

I left with the intention of checking out one item … mobile broadband, thanks Rio Virgin Media’s incompetence and greed. PC World only had EE ones and despite these being 4G they are boy only limited but 3G in my house is virtually non existent. Despite the fact every single company states it’s strong and fast, not a single one of them has been.

I live in Enfield, not Timbuktu. Technically North London.

I don’t buy one … again!

My next items are easy plastic flower pots, small bag orchid compost and a metre by half a metre humidity tray.

B&Q have not got the pots!

There is another nursery near me so I check Sainsburys for any new blu-rays. Only the Monsters sequel I can’t recall the subtitle of. But it was supposed to be rubbish yet tree cover has four out of five stars all over it. Quick check of Amazon and … no. 1.5 out of 5.

My second blank of the day and its only been an hour!

I decided not to look at new shoes I need and decide as I’m aching to grab some fried chicken and go home.

Except as I’m now close to the store I realise I forgot to get cash from the ATM?!

I decided to continue on to get the pots I need, the orchid compost and the humidity tray.

I get to the nursery and they have the pots, cool! Except no orchid compost they normally always have in stock!

Fuck it!

I pay for the pots and leave. I get 500 yards and realise along with it raining and the weather said no more for two weeks I have forgotten the fucking humidity tray!

Aye Chihuahua!!


Oh yeah. When I got caught in the torrential rain I totally forgot I had normal pair of trainers. So yesterday … err think it was, I put on the Puma trainers. I had not had anything in the way of foot pain for weeks.

One of those rare occasions when I thought I could actually go back to bit being so careful with my shoes? Perhaps the Fibromyalgia cycles things and u might get some rest bite?


Hence I was thinking of shoes today as I wear half sandals.

EDIT: I get indoors after fighting with the blog apps on the phone, one of refusing to upload some simple text, told you it was utter shit here, I knock my bike as my house is far too small, and knock the pots I just bought all over the place!

I then shout out loud “For fuck sake! Is anything else going to go wrong today?!”

Go out for a possibly five items. Come back with one and in pain.

But according to the morons that win this God forsaken country the public transport runs like clockwork and there are no issues with getting across London on it as they are plenty of seats and you can do it all without being forced to stand still!!

Good God, I hate days like these!

All because everything is run like shit and no one had the stock in anymore, provide the service they claim to or even sell goods that are actually new!

This country?

One of these days people in the United Kingdom might actually wake up?

I long for that day.