I needed to get several things before I could effectively launch things into a higher stratosphere.

In fact waiting around for that issue to take place I wondered just how long it would take me to complete everything I need to do?

Before I could get anything else or in fact DO anything else that I need to do there was one thing I needed before all others. Something hat would help me acquire everything else a lot easier.

This something would also be key to expanding what I do.

I also would help me from coming home each time I have to leave the house and being effing knackered!

I was torn over what to do .. I had basically narrowed things down to two things and I did flip-flop between them, it has to be said.

Just like something else from two years ago I found myself waiting on others and waiting for something to end. From something that occurred way back in January 2017 where it is now almost August 2017.

There was delay after delay and not much in the way of reasons given as to why this kept happening and dozens of conversations have taken place over it. Very literally.

Along with this issue coming to an end .. well .. something else has occurred. An old story from a couple of years back is suddenly .. back on the agenda. Very literally it would seem?!

So it looks like that this old story involving public service corruption, the Police and some secret service agents might just now be about to unfold?

It is now beginning to look that it iss very possible that a great deal more, than even I expected, conclusions, reasons and events could be disclosed on here?

Trust me on this one .. if this other .. event is now coming to a close right now and roughly a few weeks after the one that ended now .. this would be just so surreal.

Anyone that has been coming here a long time may know exactly what it is I am referring to and if hey worked out that one and have workeed out this one too .. well I am williing to bet they just might be thinking ‘WOW!’ or even WTF?!’

I know I am.

Also .. what occurred is actually not over because only 50% of what was, was .. spread out. This kind of made things more difficult while at he same time was going to force change upon me. Though onee very, very major change I had contemplated for years. Though without the very primary tool I needed above all else made that change impossible .. due to my health conditions.

Not any more ..

I spent today firs waiting for someone to arrive at my home and then check something out. I then went on a journey where a certain connection failed and stalled the proceedings. After waiting outside and chugging on a cigarette I was then told we were ready to go.

This first thing I needed above all others could have taken weeks to find and acquire. I was half expecting it to.

It did not …




You better believe it!

Over the next few days, I’m not sure entirely when, I am going to have to go into overdrive.

In theory this could and should have been today but what I was actually told was that it will be midweek.

Once this occurs I’ve got to do a great many things and go to a great many places.

I’ve also been preparing the last couple of days and after a hiatus that had lasted a month. Or I thought it was happening previously, stated to prepare but then it became obvious there were going to be delays. Plus the .. hints, deliberate or otherwise, didn’t pan out. So I stopped and decided to leave things until I .. we got told something a little more concrete. Well we got concrete .. well the final actions had been made and despite the actual process being immediate it seemed it was being dealt with by a department that is not.

Oh surprise, surprise!

Anyway.. that has passed and now though it’s not concrete I do know it’s imminent. Very literally days in single digits.

Then there might a be a series of pauses? That is because there is so much that will quickly follow on from this. It means .. zipping about to a lot of place. A lot of places.

Some of these places won’t be covered until after they have been done. Or after the goal had been achieved. Others will be posted about while the zipping is going on.

Then there are the tools.

Then there are the .. crafting components.

Then there are the items that will be purely for pleasure, though these are not many it had to be said. Lol.

Then once that had all settled down there will be increased in frequency for what I do.

Better still are all the possibilities of other things I can do and/or cover that have been rattling around in my head for years.

There are things I’m currently thinking about.

Then there are the things I have forgotten.

Then there are the things that I have not thought up yet.

Trepidation. That is what I have a little of and have had for several weeks.

I’ve a lot to do and I don’t know if I have the energy or even the ability.

I’ll give it my best shot until it kills me!



This was posted three or four days late and .. well .. it is done! See my next post!


Well it had to happen sooner or later.

Except .. I did not realise what it was at first.

On my YouTube channel I try to inform people of the truth in many things, though mainly it is done via blogging but with the odd video to back it up. I actually plan on some big changes very soon.

Now I have a video for bloody ages back where I showed no less than three, 3, Advent Tegra Note tablets. Been there a couple of years and a few people have agreed, told me about them being cheated by PC World and even a few links.

Rather bizarrely I noticed that the video got quite a few dislikes? For telling the truth and trying to be informative?

Well .. I only noticed this because in just a few days I have had two very peculiar comments by people that .. well do not have much in the way of a profile. I think the first one had joined YouTube in the recent past?

Anyway first I had someone claimed that they was a PC World employee and that all staff used to laugh at people like me that bought this particular tablet as it was obviously crap and that people that bought them do not know tech?!

I roared with laughter over that because anyone who was into tech would have known that these might have been badged Advent but that did not mean they were made by PC World, in fact it was EVGA a graphics card manufacturer and was either the most powerful tablet PC at the time or not far from it.

I pointed this out and put it to him that he must have therefore known they were all faulty used ones they were selling and I asked if this was the case? He simply put ..

“scrub lol”

Then someone whined about my video and I must have mentioned wanting to sue the NHS in the video as someone put ..

“Suing the NHS?! WTF?!”

Ugh. The world is full of morons that listen or read something and then without knowing fuck all about the situation decide that you are wrong. I mean the fact that I have recorded evidence of it a dozen times over .. yeah that counts for nothing because these people blessed with divination powers are obviously very powerful?

Then I had another one and it stated I was cringey and there was another “WTF?!” about suing the NHS and I was like “Yawn!”

Why the fuck are people so fucking stupid and dense and they even went on to say there was no way that I had a degree in applied computing .. actually putting “My Ass!”

So I went and looked at their profiles because in my experience people that want to argue online but who are not too sure if they will win normally make up second accounts, or even more with some people, so they can disappear when beaten.

Yeah so .. actually three people in a row whining and a bunch of dislikes. When they acted as if the NHS was God himself I also put that they should go and watch videos on YouTube by Sargon of Akkad and Tim Pool. BEFORE I looked at a particular profile that had fuck all in it and two subscribers. The video feaured on their profile was one about gay couples .. I thought “Uh-oh? IS this … ?” I then read the About me and boom! LBGQT3LOON’s was mentioned.

It aalso stated about keeping up the fight. Lol.

I though “Ooooh for fuck sake, these some of these extreme left loons have found me!”

Well I suppose it was bound to happen eventually. I thought I had at least six months before I started getting the vile and the screaming that others more well known than me usually get?

But no.

Hopefully it will just quiet down again?

Really not in the right period of my life to deal with these people that call everyone names and other nasty things and then have the cheek to accuse them of being childish on top when only one of them has been calling the other names. Lol, I think that is just so fucking hilarious!

It is in the comments section of the video below with one being called Skyelar something or the other and the others you can find. Not many comments on that one. I just put that on my channel to warn others about faulty goods being sold to people and I later found out I was one of many doing this.

As I said to this Skyelar .. I have helped many people and even had men of the cloth thank me after listening to my proof that the NHS lie.

What made me wonder about the .. group that these people might belong to is that they .. well they really are ignorant of the facts when it does not fit their narratives or feelings.

I mean they havee missed the obvious here .. I do not have one Advent PC Tablet and nor do I have two Advent PC Tableets in the video, I have no less than THREE Advent PC Tablets in the video I still have and was refunded for on every single one of them well over a year after purchasing them. PROBABLY because they saw my YouTube videos and got all the staff to hit the dislike button, lol.

They are not ver going to come back to my channel, at least under the same name lol, but I am to stop helping people because .. they said so? LMAO!

THREE identical tablets owned by THREE different people, all of which were repaired between two and five times but I am talking shit, of course…


I do so wonder at times where some actors and celebrities live and roam?

Probably only get their news on the outside world from mainstream media and tabloids and magazines that seem to have leaned right over to the left over the past ten years or more?

It seems that just about every actor and celebrity has praised the fact that one of the oldest role models in TV history has been stolen by the political correct brigade.

They clearly failed to see just how many people would not like it. Outrageous really. A TV production company that completely got it wrong. Obviously absolutely no research whatsoever.

Funny that Colin Baker loved the idea .. I mean the fact he has four daughters would have no sway on his opinion of this move. You are very clearly wrong on that Mr Baker.

So it was refreshing to hear one other ex Time Lord to state he was a little upset and that was none other than Peter Davidson.

Hats off to him too for pointing out that which I had done, that yet another icon or in his words, role model for boys had vanished.

I’m sorry but the mere simple fact that you had to shoe-horn this into a show that’s had a man as the character for over fifty years simply removes credibility to the argument.

Dead. Done. Finito.

I just can’t figure out how they thought it was OK?

Added to this .. having 5, yup five, time lord related characters and the entire UNIT team changed into women just makes the whole thing worse.

It’s funny because a lot of popular YouTubers I watch in the UK, USA and Europe that talk about this sort of drive wonder whether white people have been conditioned to hate themselves? I’ve even heard some wonder if it was a pressure of guilt tripping about the distant past?

It was an interesting theory being contemplated but if ever I witnessed evidence of this out simply has to be Doctor Who.

Non gender alien species that now possess breasts? Obviously this alien’s evolution still has some remaining biological artifacts of days long past? Not quite so advanced then?

Funny thing too is the statement after statement that shows just how low the intelligence is. It’s really stunning.

As I said before .. life evolved into two genders at some stage. From fish to Reptiles and amphibians, insects too and ask the way up to mammals. Note I said ‘life evolved into genders’? Two.

But this advanced alien race managed to develop the ability to regenerate but could not shake off breasts they have long since stopped needing to use?

Maybe all time lords are test tube babies? Or clones? Designer clones? Ooh they must have thought they said ‘designer clothes’? Lol.

Must be a lot of people that don’t like this idea because the BBC had finally admitted that it’s split the fans down the middle? Probably because Peter Davison said what he did at Comic Con?

Yeah .. wrong again BBC.

You see that on the Internet that are defending the move? Well I’ve noticed something about them and that’s the fucking cheek of name calling of trust that don’t like the decision as ‘manbabies’ and other derogatory terms. Yeah it took me a couple of days when I realised something. They have never owned a dictionary and are somewhat thick.

You see the ones that are childish tend to be the ones actually calling others by derogatory names!

But it was a little while after when I realised something else. I had seen this complete lack of understanding before. A lot.

There is a funny twist to this which will be quite sad in the end as it will probably mean the end of Doctor Who. As many have said it’s Sylvester McCoy era all over again. Back then the show turned far too silly. Like they suddenly wanted to aim at 6 year olds. It feels so similar.

But this ignorance towards the English language and the meaning of words?

Yeah .. extreme feminists that many refer to as Feminazis. They sound like them .. idiotic, moronic and selfish. Thinking they have won a victory and especially after Donald Trump, they went giddy with glee.

Bit of a problem. They are not long term fans and don’t watch the show. But there taking too Twitter to attack rise that day they don’t like it, oddly including women that don’t like the decision, it would appear that it’s split down the middle. It probably is not.

Like I said previously I’ve seen a lot of reaction videos and out seems to be split into thirds. One third don’t like it, one third are unsure to one degree or another and scared it will mean the end of the show and one third do like it. How many have I seen that are Feminists? There have been some that were obvious.

I’ve still looked around and the ratio seems to remain the same .. out so it currently appears. I also continue to see children of both sexes also don’t like it.

Yeah .. go on, go and throw names and derogatory terms at children because .. feelings and .. narratives.

In fact it just occurred to me .. what does a hardened feminazi do if she had a daughter that is heartbroken at changing The Doctor into a woman? Lol.

Boy that’s an internal conflict I would rather not endure! Lol.

Jesus, there’s not much to enjoy in life currently and they go and take away the one and only thing worth buying a TV licence for!

It will be a large monitor instead of a TV for me when I get I’m due to buy one.

But then I wouldn’t want to give that wet wa… of a company a single fucking dime anyway.

I can’t look at their logo without seeing red at all the lives they have lost and destroyed and the fucking lies they come out with on their shit news channel.

Just watching someone stating to an American that Donald Trump hasn’t delivered on any of his promises..

I’ve no love for Trump but ..

Umm Barack Obama was in for .. is it eight or ten years? I forget..

Two terms for Barack Obama and no pulling troops out of the middle east. No closing of Gantanamo Bay. Oh crap .. there were two other things he promised he didn’t deliver and then lastly, the one he did. Obamacare that they have tried like hell to get rid of ever since!

Where were the questions to Barack Obama about failing on four out of the five major things that he promised after being in the Whitehouse the best part of a decade?

It’s really funny how these things stand out to me now like the proverbial sore thumb.

Jesus Christ BBC you might as well put neon signs on all your TV personalities heads that reads ‘Blind, Stupid and VERY FAR LEFT! Except when it comes to paying salaries out acts of self preservation’. Better make that one of those very tall top hats like you see in the Dr Seuss books?


I hope to God Mr Baker has nephews and they ask him one day of it’s possible for them to get breast implants. Then in total shock he stammers “Why? Why on Earth would you want to do that, my dear boy?!” and they reply ..

“Because we want to be just like the Doctor?!”


How about someone talking about how they seem to be successfully creating a hive mind? Had this sent to me by a friend just this morning. See below.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Two former Doctors clash over Jodie Whittaker casting –

The Hive Mind ..



Oh how I laughed.

So yet another news report comes out into the open that highlights the hypocrisy of those on the left, or more accurately like to give the impression that they are left?

You had better believe it.

Oddly it comes just as the same organisation in said report also creates a world wide reaching tsunami with a big change that has never occurred before in something like 54 years.

My hated BBC released it’s employee salary details.

Once again the world goes mad, or rather a relatively small, yes .. fraction wise, get triggered, start posting comments online that then gets a majority of the other side triggered.

Triggering the trigger happy!

So a list of people that are paid hundreds of thousands per year has caused mayhem because women are missing from the lists in a big way.

It is funny how this push for equality when it comes to paying salaries simply fail to realise we live in a capitalist society. But they want communist like things to occur in certain areas. That suits them or benefits them.

Whether this is right or wrong I cannot say. Because I do not know the details.

Now it could well be that it just turns out that men are more popular on TV and I would imagine this would certainly be true for certain times of the day? For instance someone on TV during the working hours has more woman watching them than men? Due to stay at home wives or mothers that prefer to bring up their own children and not pay for someone else to do it? Just throwing that out there off the top of my head, of course.

I have no issues with any woman being the star of something and in some cases getting the same pay but .. I simply cannot even bother to read this stuff, especially if it is lengthy. Because your speaking about people that earn hundreds of thousands per year, in this instance. In others, say like movie stars, your talking about millions or even tens of millions. Sorry .. cannot get invested with that.

Every single time I speak to anyone about this, mostly men but some women, I get the same things said to me. ‘If thre was a woman that could beat Muhammad Ali then yeah, OK’ was a very recent one and I had never thought of that myself. I claimed the main one I always do, ‘Well if they fill the same amounts of seats and play over the same amount of sets in Tennis?!’ and then I said about just having one Tennis tournament at Wimbledon with both the men and the women playing each other.

The way I see it is that a bunch of people want to force evolution and evolution simply cannot be forced. In some things.

I also stated that until the seats are filled to almost capacity and for the same ticket prices in women’s football you cannot expect the same salaries as the men which are already beyond ridiculous. And to my mind these salaries in this day and age and with all the financial turmoil felt recently, are nothing short of insulting to most people.

I have noticed some bloody big purchases in football this summer and we still have around 5 weeks to go yet!

I was deeply involved in the gay community some years ago and I have been asking people recently if they know what they call ‘straight’ people? No one seems to know and I have not come across anyone in ten years that is aware of what they call straight people.

I know this because they would talk to each other, tell each other stories in front of me and the ‘label’ would slip out. Then the person that uttered it or someone else would pull a face and it would go silent. I would then look around to see them all looking at me, they would then apologise and I would burst into laughter. They would then be surprised at this and all burst into laughter.

We are called ”SCUM’.


Before I tell you my initial thoughts about that label I will first tell you what a my friend said to me once. It was she I was close with .. matey .. pally you might say. Butch, gay, Scottish lesbian. Let us get that out of the way.

One day we sat in a pub having something to eat on Holloway Road in North London. She turned to me and said “Do you know what? You have totally changed me since we have been friends!” I asked how this was so and she answered “Before I met you I would never walk into a straight pub, bar or restaurant .. but .. you hang around with me, hang around with my friends and will just go anywhere and do not give a f*!k!” I burst out laughing and asked if she was serious. I had not personally noticed anything myself. But I was .. both a little flattered and pleased that I had, had a positive effect.

There were very likely other things they benefited from with me.

I have not seen them in over ten years now.

Now do you know what I thought at the time? With the label of ‘scum’? I thought that this had come about because they had obviously gotten a hard time from other people throughout their lives for being gay.

Do you know something else they learnt from me? You do not have to be an idiot as well as straight and in turn I learned that things are just the same in the gay community. The relationship problems are really not that different to those that are straight. My friend had broken up with her lover while we were friends. I was someone sh could talk to. Even about her relationship.

People are just that, people.

So do you know what else I also think these days along with the evolution being forced when it cannot? I see parties bashing others over the head because they have had a hard time. So much so that they want the entire system, or at least parts of it, to go swinging the other way and so much so that when it gets there it will be equally unfair.

Sometimes these things are just plain bonkers and extremely expensive and that no public service or private company would ever put into practice. You know like having forty two different toilets, opr some ridiculous number?

What makes all this even worse is that they are just the entertainment monkeys. They appear on TV in some program or others or even in the news and an audience made up of Seals that clap their hands like furious idiots each time they say or do something they like. They then expect more money next time?! Riiight.

In the case of the news they are even twisting the facts to suit their leftist leaning narrative or plainly lying their fucking socks off. Oh and lest we forget that they avoid some very massive stories like they are afflicted with the black plague!

None have saved lives and in fact it could turn out that many times over the past the news has caused breakouts of violence? But I am sure that others have looked into that and probably published things that make it look very likely that they did, or did indeed actually do?

What is certain is that none of them have saved any lives that I know of while doing the entertaining monkey bit?

But a walk through the local Sainburys and it appears that all of the tabloids have these salary discrepancies all over their front pages?!

But wait a minute .. everyonee in entertainment and everyone in sport too have agents? This has been the case for a very, very long time and everyone fucking knows it. What everyone and their brother, and sister, also knows damn well is that these agents work to get the best salaries. Ergo they are going to be very different and that goes between one man and another and a man or a woman.

Right, have you got that? Has that little obvious truth for a long, long time sunk in yet?

They use agents and the agents work to get the best salaries/contracts for their clients. Someone does this for them. Not them themselves .. someone else.

Would it not be prudent to approach the agents and ask them why there is a discrepancy?

It is clear that they are either clearly cut off from reality or they simply do not care and think that 90% of the public are blithering idiots? Well they might have something there? It is entertainment and these forms of entertainment, indeed all forms of entertainment, all exist in a capitalist society.

What is bizarre is they speak about control of the media in other countries, North Korea being a prefect example, and yet they do the exact same thing. That is until something so big happens that they simply cannot avoid it without it looking completely obvious to absolutely everyone.

The BBC operate in the exact same regard as the NHS in this instance.

NHS cannot ignore things like Cancer in patients but anything else that is not going to kill someone or result in football size blisters, making it fucking obvious, they can avoid dealing with by lying about. I know .. I lived through it .. for twenty years plus. Though I only started to suspect around .. umm .. somewhere between 2005-2007. Took another 5 years before I knew for certain. Another couple of years to record them and then get the proof.

Proof. Unquestionable and undeniable proof. So I told them necessary authorities what I had and yet I expected them to do nothing too. So what I did is just .. told them what I had and guess what? No one asked for the proof. Added to this .. the PHSO worked on it for two years and then told me they did nnot know who in the hell I was and that the person that was dealing with me they had never heard of either. I told them if they was going to be a corrupt organisation perhaps they should not put the names of their employees in the email addresses, which I told them I still had.

Oddly enough I never heard from the PHSO ever again.

They lie. They ALL lie. Sorry .. just a simple fact that can never be disproved while I have been able to prove it for many years now. The late Michael Meacher even asked if he could use my data and recordings in the House of Commons.

You the reader not willing or wanting to believe because you would rather shove your head in the sand only hurts you.

The emails and many recordings are here .. and have been for a very, very long time.


I tell the truth .. people refuse to believe and the whole time there are all these bloody wars! A long list could be made up of the wars going on at the moment, many of which wont be covered either at all or factually by the mainstream media. When nI say mainstream media I mean the biggest names in at least the UK and the USA. Europe? I just do not know but I have read reports that it is the same elsewhere. Sweden, for example?

They leaned one way and they got it wrong. But they blatantly refuse to accept that they are wrong and their ideas are wrong. Maybe this is just because they do not want to admit that they are wrong or that they have this Utopian idea in their heads and refuse to accept that is wrong?

By refusing to admit you are wrong when it is quite obvious to everyone else you are actually doing a number of very bad things ..

  • Forcing the public to distance themselves further and further from you and more and more with each passing day

  • Making the situation far, far worse

Maybe this has happened in the past and no one noticed it? Maybe in the seventies or eighties? I do not know. But I can tell you one thing ..

  • I predicted this

  • I will be here to emphasize the above so no one is under any illusions

  • The illusions will end


Yeah I did say from the outset that what I set out to do would take a long time.

Oh .. speaking of which .. I spent money and a hell of a lot of time doing what I have done and I have been blogging for almost five years, in just a few weeks, and was preparing for the blogs at least four years before I started. An argument can be made for a lot longer as I have medical notes and letters going back to … umm 2003? Th things that they lied about (according to them got wrong) goes back 20 years. Yes siree that is definitely a zero after that two! Lol.

I have been thanked by people that even include a man of the cloth. Yup, him and his family were lied to as well. I proved it for him after they spent a number of years suspecting it. He simply listened to one particular recording where they lied clearly. Lol.

Disabled people have had cars, support and money taken away along with many others to the point that over 100,000 people have died as a result (google ‘Calum’s List’). That is people dying and a damn site more than those that died in Grenfell Tower. So where is its news story? Name me one news outlet that covered that? Or the fact that the NHS have been falsifying test results?

No but we are supposed to feel sorry when a far left leaning organisation is paying the top men close to £2.2 million (stupid BBC’s fault) and the ladies a few hundred thousand? Or was it a little less than £100,000? Cannot recall . Mind gone blank yet again. Sorry along with the dozen pains my memory blanks are just another symptom among the 100 I have because of the disability of Fibromyalgia that the DWP now claim I do not have .. well, I mean to say that they claim it is not a disability

Ooh .. my memory?! I just recalled that over a week ago one brother called me to tell me that Fibromyalgia was in the news and that they claimed it was a disability?! Seems that no one told me and the scenery remains the same. Well at least it does for the next five days.

Hmm .. let me just Google?

Oh I ended up in a couple phone-calls and one with my brother who I forgot to ask. Found a BBC report that states that they have declared Fibromyalgia as a long term disability in Northern Ireland and I ended up writing another post on it that I posted just before this one! Lol.

Anyway ..

My point to everything is that with everything that is going on in the world you have now got infighting that is worse than ever before because men are paid more than women?

Oh Jesus.

Here is a tip .. have a shapely sultry and devilishly attractive woman as a host presenter with a large chest and no bra and trust me you can pay her more than anyone else because you will get mnore viewers than any other program, oh wait .. but your against all that are you not? But if you DID do this that IS what will happen.

And there is not a damned thing you can do about it.

And no .. I would NOT personally watch it and I never watched anything that Charlie Dimmock was in, was that her name?

That brings me to a point that may have gone way over your head, especially if your someone that has seen a red mist descend when reading any of my posts ..

Yeah .. I am not into any of that kind of thing. I personally not into helping one person out more than another. I am not inclined to favour one person over another be this to do with their gendre or the colour of their skin. Unless they are Arab or Muslim and then I will have my guard up twenty feet high!

I have not nor never have thrown labels, insults nor any kind of name calling to any race or gender for as long as I can remember anyway. Do not recall doing anything like that as a child.

But I do get fucking annoyed when us bored monkeys find our entertainment monkeys are being r-jigged or messed around with at some really lame attempt at trying to each me something because it comes shows that I am dealt with, with nothing more than contempt and obviously a fickle sheep that can b gradually groomed and then led around by the nose like a little lost boy.

Yeah in those instances whereby politics are rammed into entertainment and for something that has been around for longer than half a century and it is even obvious to me that young girls with crushes on a certain .. Doctor were going to be heartbroken. Yeah I am sorry but you have gone way too far and prepared to either disappoint or upset children to do so.

Or perhaps your thinking was that you could condition the next generation to think how you want them to? To get them to accept certain things as the norm?

Yeah I doubt there will ever be a time that the sight of two guys kissing does not make a large number of guys throw up.

Many years ago a friend’s wife, who was not bisexual, told me that even she wanted to throw up if she saw two guys kissing on TV. But that she did not feel like that if it was two women.

Go figure.

But it was stated and therefore it is known. At least by me.

Gender war, race wars, salary wars, LGBTQ3TZZN, or whatever it is referred to, wars. Nations testing and standing up to each other making idle threats. Others making bigger and far more serious and reaching threats. People at war with governments, public services, the Police and the banking industry that still lives in La La Land.

Have I missed anything?

Or rather, is there anyone who is not at war on some level or other?

Funny that as all I have heard for years is that we simply need to keep talking. Seems to have gotten us into a pickle, does it not?

Maybe the line should have been ‘strive to come to an agreement’ .. rapidly?

Oh and let us make something perfectly clear ..

.. if a woman is paid less PURELY because she is a woman .. then that is wrong.

But if their are legitimate reasons then there are legitimate reasons. You might not like those reasons but if they are based on mathematics, you earn before you pay in case you missed it, or scientific facts then those are scientific facts.

In which case we are right back to forcing evolution. Evolution that has been around for millions of years.

Wake up to reality, you cannot change this overnight or even in five or ten years!

How long have you been trying to change it?!

Start screaming and drowning out others and to me? Well you look like you have gone backwards on the evolutionary scale and lost the ability to both reason and communicate.

Oh and it means you lost.

Or otherwise known as Feminazis.

Name calling or coming up with what you think are clever labels? No .. they might become fashionable and get picked up by people but I simply am not interested. I see some new term and it is ejected.

Just more crap to hide the truth and only serve to make one sound like they know what they are talking about and therefore correct in their arguments.

No there is simply right and wrong, not left and right.


There are those of us that have a hidden secret.

To look at us it would never occur to you that there was anything there, no different to early stages of cancer, but just like the killer disease it is there. We know this. Because we feel this. All the time.

But to a number of public services the government wanted to save money with they decided that everyone in the UK is stupid and that they could go after these people and that because you cannot see it, it would appear to not be there. Other simply would not care .. as long as their taxes go down and I have stated over and over again .. taxes only ever really go up. Certainly in the long term.

How many years have we been at this now? Seven? Eight?

Wow .. it has really done its job, has it not? We are well free of the financial troubles .. oh wait? I think Vince Cable just said in a little speech that things have been getting worse and about to get worse? Crime has gone up by its largest amount. Exactly as I stated it would. The savings and kicking in the groin of disabled people has done absolutely nothing. Even with over 100,000 people dying as a direct result of that kicking (Google Calum’s List) they still have not done anything.

I stated, when David Cameron first announced Welfare reform, that I was all for it and behind him when he stated it was fairer and provided that was his intention. But I also stated that I could not but feel that he was just going to create a craftier way of going after people with disabilities that was even worse than that of Tony Blair?! I just could not shake that feeling and I was around 80% convinced they would go after even more conditions of the list of disabilities and I was right.

If your on a list of disabilities and that condition is a registered disability then that is that. It is not called a disability when you can actually walk and get around normally just like everyone else. It SAYS disabled because it MEANS disabled.

Except when your a Tony Blair government or worse still, a Tory Party government.

Well the number of people that have died have exceeded 100,000 some time ago now and they show no signs of slowing down.

They are doing this for the good of the country.

Funny that as I thought the country was the people of said country. Without any people a country is just a land mass. Well that is my train of thought and always has been.

So they think the best way to help the country is to actually very deliberately go to the weakest section and either make their lives a fucking misery for years and years with the hope they will kill off a few hundred thousand and therefore reduce said bills?!

Yeah that seems to be working out just fine and dandy, does it not?

Let us forget about a knee problem I have that was spotted, tested and diagnosed by the very same Guy’s Hospital Doctor/Specialist that diagnosed my Fibromyalgia .. I have Fibromyalgia.

I also self-diagnosed that Fibromyalgia long before I had it confirmed at Guy’s Hospital.

Well .. except .. I had been nagging General Practitioners and hospitals about it for over 13 years or more. Let us look at the tests and the departments I went under ..


  • Rheumatologists x 3 (Whipps Cross, Wanstead, Guy’s)
  • Podiatrists x 2 (Forest Road Med Centre, St Michael’s)
  • Orthopaedics x 2 (Chase Farm, Barnet)
  • Bipedal Mechanic (St. Michael’s)
  • Foot Specialist (Barnet Hospital)
  • Lots Physios that did nothing (Wanstead, Whipps X, Chase Farm)
  • Tarsal Tunnel Syndrome
  • Nerve Conduction Studies
  • X-Rays .. at least twice on feet alone
Condition Drawbacks
  • Half Dozen to Dozen or more areas or more of pain
  • Can include several areas of pain in feet including Plantar fasciitis (IN REVERSE!)
  • Short Term Memory Loss
  • Body Temperature Regulation bad (either trouble with cold or heat)
  • High Blood Pressure
  • Fatigue
  • Sleeping is crap, can have periods of insomnia that last for months on end
  • Nervous Breakdowns from stupid things
  • Rubber Leg Syndrome
  • Restless Legs Syndrome
  • Restless Arms Syndrome, yes look it up!
  • Uncomfortable lump feeling under arms when wearing clothing
  • Tightness in skin over breast plate
  • Skin conditions in several areas of body (I have 4 but feet have started to have .. signs)
  • Possibly causes my Postural Hypotension (not good when you have abnormally high BP sometimes over 200)
  • Chest Wall pain (you really don’t want that) could be caused by Fibromyalgia
  • Could be behind my back pain or it is a knock on effect
Except if you look at me I am fairly fit and muscular ..
Because light exercise or exercising parts that are not hard can reduce the symptoms frequencies and intensity.
I keep looking up at those different bullet points and I know I am not recalling things. That test section I am sure should be over double that length .. oooh X-Rays, lol.
A brother phoned me recently and stated that Fibromyalgia has now been declared as a long term illness, which is odd as the NHS nor the DWP have contacted me about this.
I am having a hard enough time getting anything out of a solicitor who is supposed to help me out with this, the disability side which could make or break me becoming self-sufficient over the next year, see upcoming post about that called ‘The Last Days’. They really will be the last days as it has now been confirmed. Kinda. Lol.

Anyway after being told this about Fibromyalgia over a week ago I finally remembered I needed to ‘google it’. I only found a BBC report that stated that Fibromyalgia has been declared a long term disability in Northern Ireland?! Getting closer. Lol.

As I said I try to exercise because deep down this condition terrifies me. Because I have been told by a specialist that you can end up so bad you are bed ridden. The light exercise and the pacing is the key to stopping this from destroying your life completely. Bloody hell I even saw a Paralympian, I think it was, in a BBC report that stated they had to crowdfund a damned wheelchair!

What we actually have is a society that is behaving like that as they did in Medievil times but are trying to hide this fact. Where they weak die off and the strong, and those with money, survive. Good attitude that. So why even bother having hospitals at all? I mean all hospitals, I really do and I mean private ones too. I mean if the attitude that the weak can die is OK then it should apply to all, am I right?!

How much of a negative effect all this has had on medical research, God only knows!

I still maintain that Chroniic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia Syndrome and Chronic Regional Pain Syndrome are actually one and the same thing. Just different levels of the condition when it comes to pain with CFS being the early stages, FMS being the mid stage and CPRS being the extreme stage.

There just seems to be too many similarities between them, outside of severity and a few symptoms, to just be coincidence. So much so that I have wondered for a few years now why this has not been spotted or even suggested by anyone in the world of medicine? Have they just missed the obvious or are thy deliberately letting them be classified differently?

Although it was somewhat .. complicated I do know someone that was refused both DLA and PIP despite having quite bad Chronic Regional Pain Syndrome. Yeah did not look good for everyone else with these nasty conditions.

Fibromyalgia Syndrome Declared a Disability in Northern Ireland ..

In America ..

Some get help .. some do not and those that do being kicked off disability one by one in the UK …

A Forum of Sufferers ..

Now what did I say only recently and have stated for five years now? I stated that they are not ignoring the obvious ones, the NHS & DWP, but ignoring the less obvious as well as going after them!

But, hey? As long as they look good, right? As long as they save money and get the UK out of trouble, right?! Except they have been doing this for years, successfully kicked me off twice now.

“Targeting those with invisible disabilities undermines the fairness of benefits reform” – Telegraph


This post is kind of to do with my ‘Revelations’ series. Well .. one aspect of said series.

Oh how I have desired radical changes to just about every aspect of my life.

I did think this was coming a couple of years back but it never worked out how I had predicted but then there was a factor involved I was not entirely sure about and had, had very little time to actually work out .. what was going on.

There has been a very long wait for something to happen and then and some months ago something did. Yes it was something you would rather have not have happened but it was kind of inevitable in reality.

In fact compared to other similar situations it was very late. Though I always knew it was there and a possibility especially considering the length of time involved I never gave it much thought. Until every now and then someone else would bring it up in conversation.

Now I would talk about this .. sometimes. At other times I would simply say that I was not interested and do not care and cut the conversation off.

As it turns out over the last few years I would cut a lot of attempted conversations off and by that I mean more than one subject.

Sure I have things going on in the background and it has also come to be that for the last two to three years many things I would blog about or just allude to I had to cut off. I can think of at least two major ones and there are .. a few others I cut off too.

The thing is that when you have set out to do what I do you have to plan and do everything to make sure that your plans are successful. Sometimes that means biting your lip over lengthy periods of time.

Sometimes these plans do not produce the fruit you intended until a much later date and in any and all of this things often depend on .. others. When you depend upon others doing what they must they sometimes hold back for a longer time than you had envisioned in the beginning.

On odd occasions you then have to take a different approach and just wait or set different kinds of traps and just wait.

Over the years I have been doing this and for several years before I started doing what I do I got .. let us just say opposition. I was told that things would not work out as I planned and even gone as far at times to predict things.

In all instances thus far all .. let us say ‘predictions’ put to me have been wrong. There are results that did not make themselves known to me for a very long time and those that opposed my own predictions declared themselves to be correct and me very wrong.

Except .. as I stated .. there were no results.

Sometimes my alternate plans pay off when I least expect them too.

Sometimes results suddenly appear of which I had no control over at all.

Now as intriguing as that may sound I have something of a number of surprises coming by way of this blog. Because currently both of those above currently apply to a number of plans and one result allows me to set off a series of other .. results that I have held back.

Other things I had planned and totally forgot about have also showed themselves to now actually maybe unfolding in the foreseeable future.

That last thing has been a very, very closely guarded secret that absolutely no one at all knows about and I wont be divulging either. Not right now, this is for sure.

But its an old and very possibly my biggest plan of all that has now rose from the ashes like the proverbial Phoenix and at seemingly just the right time.

In all this I get asked things and asked to do or, indeed, not do things.

‘Zipping’ will be an out of nowhere feature and before very long now. In fact the very .. hmm let us say ‘shape’ of this zipping changes in my mind while I think about a hundred things simultaneously and that is an understatement if anything.

The shape is in flux. Almost all the time now and .. there was a place I once needed to go that has now added itself to the list of places I need to go.

I have also been given reasons and the very real possibility to all this is that a previous ending I once predicted may also be about to happen. This has certainly been suggested to me by those involved.

If this works out as I had originally planned this means that there now exists another .. data bomb and a very big one too that now groups together with all the other .. data bombs that will come over the next six months.

It will blow a lot of people away too. To the point that they will spend several moths to a whole year getting over the revelations.

This rather oddly occurs when one plan I had for two years back that has now come around again and this could occur and no one at all would suspect a thing. People know one particular aspect of my plans and unlike my previous plans, doomed to failure by these others, they are under no illusions. No illusions at all that this time it is inevitable.

There was .. one .. that very recently asked if it had happened yet. I paused extremely briefly when he said this and it would not be the first time this individual doubted something I said. Known them a very long time. Only doubts have been lately, but then he works within the field of .. let us say ‘medicine’ and rubbished my claims about the NHS lying to patients and falsifying results .. to which I pulled a copy of Metro out of my bag and showed him the front page story.

It has never really been a case of accusing me of lying, no-no-no. It has always been a case that they thought I got things wrong. Though I am not in contact with this person regular. But it is natural to hear a statement of doubt and wonder to whether or not on this occasion they thing you’re lying. The mutual friend we have has no doubts.

But that made me think about doubters and, for me, it really never concerned me much because if this was me on the outside looking in I would think someone an absolute fool to manufacture events .. or lie. What would be the point? What would anyone have to gain from doing this outside of appearing the fool much later on when said event fails to materialise.

Rather bizarrely my actions after the imminent event eight of us has going on I have to then do things I really do not want to have to do because there was a blatant manufacturing of a whole series of events that simply did not occur.

I have to work with others and largely because a very major public service was fully informed and are tasked to investigate but did absolutely nothing and I have to take them to court. Hmm that was a rather clever way of producing a ‘red herring’! Well .. there is a bit more to it but I do not want go give away any clues to prying eyes as to what might occur following the conclusion of our current .. situation.

Good God, I am bored!

The weather has finally cooled down and I did think I would get out with my camera but a few hours out on my bike to get fit there ended up being a strong wind that day anyway. It was a toss-up whether to take my current camera with me and try to get to my regular photography spots.

Today I had to get a little shopping and I now realise the weather men said it was going to get hotter again. Yesterday was almost perfect and had there been no wind and just a couple of degrees cooler and it would have been.

Still .. they are saying that it will cool down after .. Wednesday? Just checked the weather in Windows 10, which is mostly wrong, yup Thursday looks perfect. Thus far.

Weekends are not good because the places I visit with my camera are too close to built up places and it fills up with noisy people, children, dogs, bikes, double-buggies and wide families strewn from path edge to path edge and you wont see the more interesting animals for a mile in either direction. Lol.

Good God I have so much to .. prepare and the very thought of doing it makes my mind say ‘uuuugh!’

I was supposed to do many things weeks ago but I really wanted an end date before I started doing these things. Well I kind of have an end date. Well as far as it states it appears to be one of two days and .. they are both less than a week away.

Got to get motivated!

This is finally happening but then it could not go on for very much longer without .. looking very suspicious because it already does look suspicious.

Good God I cannot even think lately about tags/labels for my posts and cannot think of them right now?!

It is quite strange to me that I came up with the title ‘The Eyes of Longing’ because and with me there are a list of longings. Some I have decided are better that they do not occur despite being a natural thing to happen with just about everyone else. Ever. Well except one person that used to appear on TV years ago. If the old rumours can be believed?

What will shortly occur will be a long list of very big life changing things and these .. should continue to happen for about a year.


Well blow me down.

Prior to the Wimbledon Tennis tournament actually starting I was given the impression, by a solicitor, that my .. our little issue was days away from concluding.

Cue the Monday after the Wimbledon finals and .. umm .. nothing.

Cue yet another email.

After some .. unprofessional sarcasm and for the umpteenth time a group email gets sent out to all parties involved. I did mention it was not just me this time, right?

Anyway ..

Just like so many other times we get an email after I do some serious prodding by way of an email and this time we have actually been given a rough estimate that is not too far away.

Now due to the systems involved this should be .. this week but the email states .. umm next week and I expect this will be early in th week as one of the systems involved is .. well known to be immediate. Except is isn’t in this case judging by the email content?

Well it may have something to do with forms and other things?

So each of the last three last weekends that I thought were .. the last weekend in each case now .. I am hesitant to say, it seems that this weekend is the last weekend.

It would be bloody typical if it later turned out to be that the last weekend was the .. last weekend?! Lol.

Trust me I have had phone-calls from said others and text messages asking me .. “What in the hell is going on with this?!”

Funnily enough it is not even my job or indeed not my responsibility but is indeed that of someone else In fact and I have now had to point this out but we were against this other person being . granted this responsibility.

Of said opposed granting of responsibility? Yeah well it was another public service, a taxpayer’s black hole full of self-entitlement that is tasked with something heavily to do with both rights and morals that have not done their jobs properly and completely ignored the flurry of opposition sent to their door. This is someone I also have .. history with and they will learn in time they would have done well to have researched me. As we have .. history. More in that in the coming weeks.

I have wanted to divulge what this is all about but until it ends it would not be safe to do so as will become clear in time.

Oddly it should become obvious in time not only why this is but also might look as someone in power was meddling. Purely because it was me. I cannot really say or even believe that but if it did turn out to be the case I should not really be surprised. I very likely would be .. but should not be.

In the meantime I am sat around twiddling my damn thumbs, wondering about all the choices and changes that will be coming and wondering if I will be choosing the right paths or even if capabl of them?!

Well I do have several disabilities and over 100 symptoms so o course big changes are going to have me going over and over everything in my head.

In fact that has been the downside to this as my friends know only too well. I have questioned if I can do so many of the things that I either have to do or want to do.

There are some that do not want these changes. In fact they were previously doubters but have since become aware of the absolute certainty of my spot on predictions in all this and are .. reeling in shock. Literally, lol.

In fact I think it will be this exact prediction that will shock everyone that comes here and reads my crap? Lol.

Out of a possible eight predictions there were five initial ones ..

I can tell you now that four of them were very low and mine was very high and can even state by a factor of more than 7. SEVEN.

I was not only right but my prediction was spot on, though as is so bloody predictable, but as always comes to a shock, someone in my family that argued with me about this is claiming that they predicted this outcome. Trouble is they have forgotten they argued with me about this and was not privy to any of the information or data that the rest of us were.

People that always either have to be right or just so desire to be right will lie and make shit up to make themselves look like they were right. Even though the name of the game is to actually .. BE .. right.

They also want to be careful because the person that told me what she said was annoyed with her and this person stated to me “It was YOU that said it would turn out like this and no one believed you! Not her, she  did not know anything about this .. NOTHING!”

Yeeaaah .. as some probably do not realise when they are disagreeing with something I posted .. yeeah I am all about the facts, predictions and being right. I am all about the truth too.

This is why I get so annoyed when organisations with great power and reach make utterly stupid choices to pander to tiny groups of people, politically, while shoving this crap in our faces. All that money and all those resources and they simply cannot do even the tiniest bit of research .. go and change something only to have it blow up in their faces.

Now some reactions might be outright wrong but I am afraid that is what comes when you keep slamming things into people’s faces telling them how to think and feel. At some point it always boils over.

Back on topic .. for me it has been .. arduous to go through the last couple of months. Because of the questions I keep going over and over in my head. So many things changing, so many things to do.

As I have stated previously it will very quickly become evident that this .. thing is at an end. There will be a flurry of very obvious things that will go on for two to three months and then just keep on going. Right across the board. When this starts and is obvious then rest assured that at some point during all this I will explain what has occurred, what went on, the illegalities that have occurred and the flouting of responsibility by various .. services which will be shocking when you find out who they are.

I want to say that this is definite now? Because I have actually been given a narrow time frame and not just them alluding that it is imminent. But those did not turn out that well previously.

Though as I said to someone when talking about what happens next ‘This is very, very late and THAT goes in our favour and more precisely MY favour!’

Zipping about is also the order of many days once this is .. finally .. finalised.

If I stated there are a hundred things on my mind as a result of this .. issue .. trust me it would be an understatement. Lol.


Sorry … Anita of Sarkeesian along with Sargon of Akkad have both spoken and due to mainly the former .. I had to have one final say. Lol.

I simply knew he would talk about the casting of a woman for the 13th Doctor but I did not expect him to say what he did.

First off so he isn’t a fan of the show at all and secondly .. his wife is and she is seriously pissed about the new casting of a woman?! Lol.

Can’t make this up.

It gets even better too!

It turns out that Anita Sarkeesian has stuck her oar in and complained about it?! With a hilarious twist?!

Right, confusing? Yeah I would be too at this point were out not for the fact that I guarantee you’ve missed something out in your thinking with that idiot ..

She complained that the new actor is also not black and not transgender?! Yes I kid you not .. except .. you fucking idiot she now is female where she was previously male! Umm, transgender much?! Told you she was an idiot.

Oh what is that you ask? What was the hilarious part?

Oh yeah. In listening to the chat I’ve linked below Sargon read out a news piece about Sarkeesian and it mentioned about her verbally attacking people at the recent VidCon panel.

She was treated as the victim by the moronic idiots that art to the panel.

What? You don’t know about this and don’t think it was funny? Have you been living under a rock?!

The man reading out that description in the link below, Sargon of Akkad, is the very same man Anita Sarkeesian verbally abused at VidCon! LMAO!!

If the verbal attack by the intellectually challenged wasn’t bad enough on its own she did the same thing to the only man to sit on any of the panels the very next day. A man seen by many, including me, to be the softest and sweetest (ahem, not my word lol) YouTuber there is.

Oh-oh-oh and there’s more and the very thing that convinced me to write one last piece, I promise, about this Doctor Who travesty ..

Technically there are actually 6 time travelers, five of which are .. kinda .. time lords and they are ALL FEMALE. They missed that in the video but comments reminded me of the other three!


The Doctor

The Master in Missy form
The Rani (classic series)
Doctor Donna, albeit all too briefly
The Doctor’s Daughter, played by Peter Davidson’s daughter
River Song

Ooooh … that’s six, lol. That list also doesn’t include the fact that in the story to have Clara and the one played by the actress from Game of Thrones’ Maisie Williams bombing around in another Tardis!

Wow .. way to go BBC you have managed to remove men from Doctor Who altogether and if that’s not totally sexist then I don’t know what is?!

Oh but Anita Sarkeesian is still not happy mind you?

Someone on the comments .. wait? Hallelujah! Someone in the comments stated clearly what I did .. why not have Jodie Whitaker as one of these other characters in their own series?!

No .. to prove a point they have to crowbar their agendas into something that’s already established and popular to make themselves look right. Nopety-nopety-nooo! Falling viewer numbers when it was already down will PROVE you wrong.

Wait till everyone else realises that the have managed to create five female time lords before finally gender changing the Doctor on top of all this?!

Ooh it will get worse when people recall everything that they have shoved in.

Something I agreed with was that someone in the comments urged Brits not to pay their TV licence and that they force money out of you to force this crap down your throat is wrong.

Others that don’t even watch the show did it was wrong.

Like me they went on about the name calling and the ‘cry baby’, ‘manbaby’ names and they all did that the only ones that were actually crying were the ones flinging the names about because people simply said they didn’t like the casting and the obvious motives.

So there! Fucking cry babies!



Sargon’s talk with others on this … agenda by the BBC ..

Sorry .. WordPress refusing to find more videos on YouTube .. waste of time that method they include … I will only bother to paste the link directly in future.

Doctor is Transgender? Well, Anita Sarkeesian, take note .. it is in the title below, lol ..

Someone INSISTING The Doctor is transgender .. yeah sorry .. wrong way to do this shit as you are taking away from so many others in doing it and that is what has people outraged. “I really want her to be queer?” Make your own shit up to fit your agendas and not take from others.

Oh no wait … the Sarkeesian effect is to replace all white males with actual transgenders and ethnic races until there are none left. Stupid me!

Don’t worry about all this children that are confused and disappointed will you? No .. as long as it pleases you for whatever selfish reasons you have.

Thanks Dave Cullen of Computing Forever I had not even realised that the infamous UNIT in Doctor Who has also had its entire staff replaced by women?!

It did not even occur to me that Leftbridge-Stewart was also changed to a woman because I really do not look for these things or notice them … until it goes way over the top and obvious! Lol ..

Lol .. and this is old .. told you hat this is only the beginning .. wait until the rest of the sceptics become involved … even people that do not watch Doctor Who are going mad about this, lol ..



Well it seems that not only is Twitter in meltdown over the Doctor Who casting so are the comments sections of tabloids too.

The BBC had the cheek to say it’s trending .. yeah because people are losing their minds, that’s why.

Also there are far more examples of people that simply don’t have a single foot planted in reality.

You only have to say you don’t like it or not watching it any longer and you get verbally attacked and called names and labelled sexist.

You see? This is what the extremes do. They want to control how you think and how you feel because of their own feelings. It’s so fucking backwards and hilariously stupid it’s not true.

A small minority saying that the large majority’s feeling don’t count and are ignored because of the feelings of a minority?

Yeah .. you have countries like that in the world already and they get accused of breaching human rights year in, year out.

Other countries like this are called dictatorships where you get locked to for opposing those dictators.

Good God, can I emigrate to a country where people are not kidding their minds and telling you what you are allowed to think and feel?!

The hilarious part about the meltdown is most of the name calling is coming from the extreme lefties.

Many people that are simply saying they are not happy or not watching it are called names!

Be careful .. in a few years there will be squadrons of people that will stand in your house holding a gun to your head. They will force you to watch it and unless you smile and like it you will be shot.

Well .. it’s the natural next step to from name calling isn’t it?

Of course someone with a very basic maths 101 understanding are going to point out that is highly likely that they are going to be proved wrong. Because it seems to be divided fifty, fifty and of there is one thing these extreme lefties don’t like, it’s being wrong. Ooh no they won’t like that when they realise it so you’ll either get told lies, to begin with until it inevitably becomes obvious, or Smith & Wesson are going to be rubbing their hands together?

I just can’t believe they did it, several hours later too!

Lol the fucking morons. They should have spoken to Marvel before they did this! Marvel would have said “For fuck sake, don’t!” Or said “When this fucks up, which it will, we will buy the property off you for a couple hundred”. Lol.

I’m sure people will moan at me about my views and I will simply answer ..

“Oh yeah, great! Everything else on TV is reality shit show crap and already over the top PC. I had one single fucking thing on TV I got any enjoyment from but no, you had to go and take that away from me too?! Very fucking considerate of you!”

Oh well .. the next person that tells me to move on and make the most of life is going to spit several teeth. Then I’ll say “Oh, never mind. It’s just one of those things. Move on and make the best of things!” Lol.

I still say that they simply are acting like they need to shove their politics into existing roles purely to prove their narratives correct.

Mainstream media simply don’t get it along with many others ..

So now they can change from one gender to another randomly?

So don’t Time Lords form relationships? Well I guess they must and therefore they procreate, yes? Umm .. so you seem to be so sure that an advanced alien race thinks like you do that you shove it in our faces?

But what are they shoving in our faces? Well that sex with anyone is OK and in the case of time lords .. procreation is extremely dangerous.

Does that seem strong? Well I imagine a lot of religious people are going to be highly offended by it.

You can’t go around shoving things in people’s faces and forcing them to accept things that they cannot.

To me it’s like telling us .. you have to be bisexual and look? An advanced alien race will be bisexual too.

Will you start pressurising children in school that they have to be bisexual? Or is it trisexual now? I did see a video on YouTube where someone stated that they should imprison you for refusing to date someone that does not fit into either the male or female genders?!

That latter point about imprisoning you? What next, imprison you for refusing sex of someone of the same sex as you?

There is a lot of crazy crap like that in the world and on YouTube and I’m sorry but it’s wrong.

Forcing your beliefs into others is wrong and it does not matter who you are.

Many, many people online have seen shit like this in the Internet and I can tell you they are so scared and threatened by it that they are getting angry about it. This is not only just another example of shoving this crap down your throat but it’s something that’s going to cause divisions. And I cannot help but think this was the intention.

The stupid thing is that they also have this fucking idiotic idea that if they just keep on doing it, it will eventually be accepted as the norm.

Fifty years.

Fifty fucking years fans have loved this show and you just put a giant two fingers up to most of them.

I still maintain that they are basically stealing iconic characters to either force change or price they are correct. I also maintain that there will be no roles left for white males to look up to. But that doesn’t matter does it because you have something girls can look up to?

Yeah, having two female prime minister’s doesn’t count or is not enough. Nor is having Wonder Woman being a highly successful film. I’m sure I could feel off plenty of other examples?

But no these things are done because white men are not only not allowed opinions anymore but they are not allowed feelings either. This sums up everything that has been wrong on the UK for twenty years.  For twenty years public services have helped absolutely advertise except White British born males.

You can’t be racist towards us and sexism doesn’t apply if it’s towards a man.

Do you know what the hilarious things about all this are? I’m a fucking prime example of everything that’s been wrong and I can go back twenty one years and prove it over and over again and every step of the way.

This is still happening today and something is going to be revealed very soon, as well as revisiting some other things.

I will also explain before words like ‘mansplaining’ enters anyone’s heads that I use to be involved in the gay community, no I’m not gay personally, and I had several lesbian couples simply couldn’t believe what had happened to me. I also had one black lady and her mother hear only a few of the things that have happened to me. Do you know how they reacted?

The lesbian couple overheard me telling a couple of make friends and I turned around to see them sobbing. I asked them if they was OK and they apologised for hearing what I was saying! I did it was OK.

The black mother and daughter did that not only had political correctness gone far too far but they they felt sorry for single white men. To the shock of two Greek friends I then asked them why they felt sorry for people like me. They said that we were treated like third class citizens, we can’t even make second class, by our own country. Three chins acquired some scrapes from being dragged around on the floor, lol.

Imagine how they reacted when I told them about my disability that had been ignored for years.

Outright refusal to diagnose. It was all their chins collecting scrapes from the floor!

There was never enough time to explain it all .. not every gory detail. I’ve had people ask me how I’m still alive and either not dead (suicide) or lost my marbles and ended up in a mental health hospital.

The truth is that the first one was close and due to several breakdowns I didn’t understand at the time I admitted myself to a few mental health places too.

In fact a psychologist .. counsellor at Mind saw me for 15 one hour sessions. Fifteen hours and I still didn’t cover it all.

At the end she actually told me that she had been shocked at soo many things I had divulged. She was surprised I had stayed sane.

The Mind counsellor was the only person I confided in when it came to my future plans. I’ve been patiently waiting for something to happen since January (2017). I was last at Mind in February and I was confident that the little thing I’ve been waiting for was only a couple of weeks to a couple of months away. If I bumped into her tomorrow she would be utterly shocked that this .. issue had not resolved itself.

In fact, due to who I am, what I do and everything I intend to do, I’m sure a would day that someone was trying to stop me.

She realised what a .. disruptive influence I am and that I was a stickler to facts and the truth.

She knew I was well aware that the world and even the UK was full of people that believed in stupid ideas. That they would win down a theory that was not that far fetched while believing in something whole heartedly that was easily disproved.

Face to face she knew damn well it was easy fit people to pick up that I was both honest and genuine.

She was also very interested to see what I was going to do next. Think I got that wrong? She asked for this blog address! Lol, took my email too.

Hah! I’d love to see her face when I told her that the issue that occurred on the 8th January (2017) had still not because resolved by 17th July?!

Umm .. yeah I’ve not touched on this and I apologise I’ve just realised that I’m being misleading..

It’s been RESOLVED .. SORTA?!

We know the decision and this was to be followed up by action, for those that read my ‘Revelations’ series and waiting for a concussion. But this action has STILL not taken place and we have been misled all along.

I can tell you also that in a series of correspondences via group emails that the person that’s supposed to act also got at least three email addresses WRONG!

I stated to receive phone calls from others in my group of eight people. Yesss .. it’s not just me this time but includes many others. They had not received any information from anyone at all, including someone who self-appointed .. themselves whose sole task is to keep us informed.

Think that’s bad? Trust me on this .. it’s nothing compared to what’s coming .. not even close.

It will seem a lot worst when you know what it is and then when I divulge .. other actions? Ooh boy! Lol.

No action and I last had an email a day or so before Wimbledon started. I remember thinking at the time I would be too busy .. or elsewhere before the tournament was over. Well it is now over and two weeks have passed without a single contact by anyone. Trust me the action is inevitable sooo .. what the fucks the delay?!

I did two family members and friends .. it .. might be because of me.

It’s a government controlled thing by a public service I have history with. Bad history with. So I would show up on their records.

Now if the public services have all been informing each other about me, which they bite look to have been doing judging by their behaviour or lack thereof, they are currently bricking it.

Before now I’ve been someone with no financial back up, a disability and no resources.

Two of those three things are about to .. evaporate! Not good.

Now I would imagine that these public services have realised something? That even though they attacked me and forced me into a dark corner of dread to the point of self harming .. that I not only survived but was still to to my .. tricks? Lol.

They may have figured out I’ve not only been to to them very recently but been up to them for the last few years too?

Now if they suspect this they may have well realised that despite battering a disabled person down to near death to save money, because I’m a white male, that .. well if I could still manage to outsmart them during that dark time .. what could I do once this issue is .. resolved?

Yeah .. if I was them I’d be shitting myself too.

So I’ll send yet another email in the morning, or by the time you’ve read this.

I’m going to mention that after the decisions were made the entire Wimbledon tournament had been and gone and still we are all told nothing.

In my head .. it’s already well over the given time periods and it’s already beyond ridiculous. So it must be happening this week or I’ll have to come up with an even more extreme expletive to describe the diabolically late conclusion to this .. issue.

Oh and if you missed the last part or missed one key part .. the BBC killed my father, this is believed by every single individual of the 300 to 500 that attended his funeral.

I can’t even look at their logo without thinking of my father and what they did to him nor ask those poor people who were abused by people within the BBC when they were children.

I remember now a politics reporter for the BBC reporting live from Parliament Square. Someone came on camera and said something about the BBC, their lies and the abuse of children and they reacted like they were annoyed and it was a minor inconvenience.

So yeah I get a bit pissed off when they are trying to ram their politics and hypocritical rhetoric down our throats.

People are so blind and .. what’s the word in trying to recall? Apathetic? No that’s not it.

I also just wanted to touch on something I mentioned in the last part .. or maybe even this part too? I mentioned that as soon as people stated that they do not like it a flurry of labels and name calling and downright rude insults got flung at them. Every single one was absolute crap but the one I wanted to touch upon was the ‘sexist’ label. In their argument they stated 99% of the time that it was about the actor/actress and their abilities?

Well I have now found out that the new moron running the show, Chris Chibnall, has now stated that he only ever wanted a woman and even reports that he only ever wanted Jodie Whittaker.

Umm .. is that not sexist? It certainly blows that argument about talent out of the water! Oh but wait? Maybe it is a case now that as well as not being racist if you hate white people you can not be sexist if it is towards males?

I cannot help but thnk that at some point in the future there is going to be abuse towards anyone who is actually heterosexual and they will be the ones that have to live in the proverbial closet?!

I will state one last thing .. I am promoting small YouTubers below because of their opinions. I am also doing this to point out something and its the hypocrisy behind those doing the name calling and bullshit and I am calling you out …

  • When I watched the reactions I liked many videos where the reactors actually like the casting choice!
  • What I see is that it is absolutely undeniable that people dislike the videos because the opinions do not fit in with their own narratives
  • Yeah nothing wrong going on above .. because your not allowed to have different opinions are you with this lot?! lol
  • What is the betting we will get a white male companion and they will die at some point? Lol

It’s late and I’ve rambled long enough.


Here are a few more videos of not liking or not sure about the gender swap..

More children do not like it .. maybe you should go on their channel and throw labels like ‘sexist’ and other things at them too?

Now I get the feeling that this following guy might suffer with mental health issues and he might suffer if his favourite show is messed with because … reasons but that is OK as long as you get your agenda out there, right?

EDIT: Oh and of course the elephant in the room .. all three Time Lords are now all women!! LMAO I forgot about that!

Mundane Matt .. I have been waiting for the centre and anti-SJW YouTubers to comment on this and I am sure there will be more .. that is how much people are disliking the casting. In trying to defend it he seems to forget what genders evolve for but there you go. One of many. Check the comments and here you go ..


I refuse to do a third part on this and I was watching more reaction videos when I came across someone who is 1 .. A big fan and I have watched their stuff before .. 2 a WOMAN and .. 3 So ‘ethnic’ she does not even speak English in her videos … LMAO …

It is about the fans and the numbers .. not feels and political agendas and just because your under the delusion that the UK is all extremist left and feminism does not mean that the whole world is and they got rid of Capaldi because of … SALES!!


Oh and do not be an idiot and take it out on Jodie Whittaker this was Chris Chibnall and not many would say no to being offered this part.

As for Jodie Whittaker? Brilliant actress, gorgeous and funny and .. well .. she is fro Yorkshire! If I ever discovered she was into areas of science? I would simply die! Always liked her in what I have seen her in.

There were a couple of other videos on YouTube but WordPress, just like their inability to deal with editing posts, simply cannot find them?!

Just like Blogger they cannot provide a simple text editing field when that is all there is that they have to do, lol.

Admitting that the ratings are going to drop from a show where the ratings have already dropped .. she also says that there are 18,000 posts on the Facebook page and the majority are negative.

Sorry .. I told you so..