Another limbo to work through, lol.

Just getting through a serene week and now with some cash back I have been out and about.

Was fed up with my headphone eartip situation and the fiddly nature of my triple flange tips when I remembered there was a Richer Sounds store in Southgate?!

I’d been past it a few times, not sure how I forgot it was there?

I want sure if they stocked ear-tips for in-ear headphones but they damn well should do, they are audio specialists after all. Didn’t think of Audio-T either but don’t remember ever seeing anything like that sold.

As is the case of late I was awake early and was too early even for my bank as I had to visit my branch to retrieve my rent money, oh crap!!

Arriving in Southgate ten minutes early at 9.50am I was gobsmacked to discover that Richer Sounds opened at 12pm?! I was over two bloody hours early! I didn’t even know if they stocked decent headphone ear-tips, like Comply.

I mooched around Southgate and found a quirky store of cheap and bargain priced odds and ends that had far more than usual stores of this ilk. It was called Discountland … err I think, lol!

I found several little cleaning brushes, a usable pill box and some very small glass jars complete with little corks. Good for my messing around with Orchid feed, liquid seaweed and other things. Would be good for mixing small amounts of paints, for model building/painting?

Might go back and get more.

Anyway my new shoes were back on and despite stone overly expensive padding for feet from Boots Chemist, my favourite idiot company, it was getting uncomfortable. But I had a couple of hours to kill. So I caught a tube to Wood Green. Bought scissors, visited Burger King and back to Richer Sounds.

Finally got my Comply buds for my RHA T10 headphones and they are perfect. The headphones now for properly, don’t fall out and the sound is way, way better. Even Fergie’s Barracuda lost its ear bleeding harsh edge and sounded sublime.

Job done.

Since getting home I’ve been feeling ill, however. I don’t know why but it’s that sickly ill. I don’t feel like this often and just as well because I bloody hate it.

Hopefully I’ll feel better tomorrow?

Oddly I was expecting, and dreading, to get drenched today. They had stated several times it would rain from about midday fit the rest of the day. Never saw a single drop and didn’t get home until about 3pm.

I’ve got a bit of respite at the moment for a few days but early next week things are likely to get … difficult again.

I don’t know why I’ve had these awkward days and never been handed the … tools to simply blow them away? Won’t really matter as long as it’s only for a few more days.

I’ve kind of been expecting something to happen, you see. I initially thought it may occur between Wednesday, yesterday, and next Monday? I still have three days to go but it will become … annoying again after Monday.

I’m guessing it would have … sorted itself out by then?

Or it may need another little push?

We will see.



This … is … hilarious!

I have been dumbstruck over the different things, both contradictory and downright wrong, that had been said over the Tory, or more correctly George Osborne’s, attempt to cut the Working Tax Credits.

I am certain that Andrew Pierce is completely unaware of the most important point in all this and find his anger and frustration over the result as both puzzling and bewildering.

Hmm now I think about it not that much of a surprise really.

Now I would ask Mr Pierce his he can be shocked and disgusted with a result that was clearly reported that not only was the majority of the public unhappy with but most politicians too, including members of their own party?!

So his moaning about the House of Lords was very correct but for completely the wrong reason. He seems to state that there was nothing wrong with the plan and that it’s perfectly OK to be voted in power when it was a lie that swung it for them?


Everywhere else I’m hearing replays of David Cameron being directly asked prior to the election if he will take this Working Tax Credit away and him stating absolutely no way.

Does Andrew Pierce think this was OK then? Dues he also believe that’s it’s perfectly OK to outright lie about politics going to become more transparent while having absolutely no intention of doing so?

Anyone think the country will feel confident enough to start spending anytime soon? No? Me neither.

I don’t know what is more hilarious, this story or the one about the memo to do with Colin Powell in America that now stated a year before the Iraq invasion that Tony Blair would back up George Bush no matter what for invading Iraq?!

What will now sound crazy is I was OK with Iraq, because Saddam was a mad over confident twat and murderer. I also don’t like the House of Lords and see them as a complete waste of money in a very long list of wastes of money!

What I get irate about I’d the absolute bollocks and complete incompetent way that they go about these things. Also in good long it takes with the Iraq invasion.

I will never understand quite how they continue to get away with these things. It begs belief. Also the man in charge of the investigation over the Iraq war, taking God knows how many years and hundreds of millions to finance, was unaware of this memo?! Are you kidding me?! Seriously?

It seems even when these wankers have dragged the entire country, or countries more correctly, into the mire and kept it there for six years they still don’t care about the money they fritter away week after week, month after month, year after year?

So what do they do about it?

Jail anyone? No.

Punish anyone? No.

Make those ultimately responsible to pay in any way? Well … NO!

So what do they do?

Well what one idiot with an over inflated view of himself is to take money away from those not responsible for any of this to make himself look good, to ultimately become Prime Minister. But how?

Well by taking away Working Tax Credits, I thought a stupid idea when it was introduced anyway. Except I also hear that families affected will lose well over £1,000 per year. I also heard it will affect 3 million families! For those not figured this one out …

That’s 3 Million multiplied by 1,000 pounds.

Or 3 million times £1,400 approx. I can’t even immediately work out hire big that is! One thousand four hundred times 3 million pounds! 4,200 million pounds! Hmm now billions are worked out differently in the UK to his it is in America. 1,000 million is a billion. I think in America. That’s 4.2 billion using the American scale.

Oh … yeah and that’s each year until the Conservatives bring in something to redress the balance! Which I’ve heard could be five years.

At the end of it, had it worked, the Tories would have repeatedly waxed lyrical about how clever they are and how good they served Britain by bringing the deficit down! Well … NO, you wouldn’t have been brilliant and no you wouldn’t have been the ones responsible for getting it down.

You fucking idiot, George Osborne!

Good God, no wonder people preach that these people are secretly lizard scaled aliens in disguise? They certainly act inhuman and think everyone else is birth inferior and an idiot!

Ahhh … well … maybe those that voted then in? There is an argument there?

Maybe now readers will realise why I was so, so surprised when they got the votes they did? I also heard someone state that they believed a very large number of people that did vote then in are now regretting it.

Only taken six years for them to realise. Lol!

Even better is George Osborne’s reported fury and intentions of getting back at the House of Lords by more political bollocks that will piss everyone off my putting his lackies into the House of Lords to her the votes he needs.

Mr Osborne, if you had any agreement or fact idea about simply stepping in and becoming Prime Minister in the future … well you can bloody well forget that now! Lmao!

Someone else in the media stated that now they found Tony Blair guilty … well the journalists did while it was an absolute certainty that that other waste of money, the Chilcot Inquiry, would not, there will still be no punishment.

A bonafide example like no other of the different laws where they don’t apply to one lot, who oddly have the necessary money to hire lawyers to enforce laws against poor people way, way mire tributary than they commit. While the other lot have no right to legal representation against serious crimes, or false allegations or charges, made against them.

Quite how I live in a world where these wankers can preach and lecture others along with other countries about honest, decency and human rights simply has my head spinning in disbelief!

The fact that these two things have both occurred in a very sorry discs of time has me rubbing my hands together with glee. Because happening together shows once and for all that the system is more broken, twisted, wrong and as corrupt as it’s ever been.

It also has taken place right now, right on top of my own endeavours going … around the media lot. Well unless it’s … well, stopped? Lol!

My own country send to never want to cease in both amazing me and disgusting me?

What will they all do next?

What will journalists find and reveal next?

Will the British public ever learn from the constant mistakes they have continued to make for what is now being measured by decades?

The next three years are going to be extremely interesting.

For me these two things alone have surely shown that you just cannot vote the way you have in previous … decades.

Then you have our stuff coming out followed by a couple more years of even more things hitting the headlines. Surely after all that has gone before and all that will be will make certain that Britain had to follow others lead for once? Surely?!

Or perhaps reveal that the general election is rigged? Because for me and similar result to what had gone previously would have to have been rigged.

Despite the last election I don’t think the British public can be anywhere near that naive.

Well I guess I’ll be watching it unfold on TV from an overseas country, by the time it comes around?

My own endeavours would have been carved in stone by then and become widely known among most of the public. Maybe even the world?

After all, what do you think of the Chinese leader being asked to invest billions in building and running nuclear plants in the UK, guaranteeing them profit (i.e. we pay if they don’t make profit), and then ferrying him around in a horse drawn carriage made of gold?

Umm … they are aware that China is a communist country, right?!

Don’t they have books at Eton other than on his to tell lies? Yeah … you might want to throw out all the books in your library if I’m right? Lmao!

Jesus Christ! What incompetence will they show next?!

Time always tells me and Mr Pierce? If you plan rid of something it’s a good idea to have a replacement ready to go!

You don’t get a manufacturer making just one car stopping production then waiting five years to launch the replacement, you dummy!

This came out of the blue, after several repeated promises they would not do it and with no answer to good they are going to replace it which means you don’t even have to ask if this is way off! Lol! No answer equals … way, way off!

Equals incompetence by people running a country?!

Oh dear.

EDIT: Just had a late thought. Where are all the Members of Parliament who voted in favour of war in Iraq? How come none have come out to condemn the blighter Blair and state they would never have voted in favour had they known? Why are the journalists not approaching these MPs to ask their reaction and if they would have voted differently if they knew?

That would apply the inordinate pressure that would be fully deserved!

I shed a tear when George Bush said what he did in Congress, “Thank you for coming friend”. Now I feel utterly cheated, manipulated and used and I didn’t even vote for the twat!

Tax credits: Lords vote to delay controversial cuts –


Well … now it will never be a long time to wait.

Previously though that has not been the case. Regarding the … case! Lol!

However I realised it was pointless saying any more until I was absolutely sure. I was absolutely sure three weeks back but I still decided to wait.

Well Id did initially start by stating I do not trust anyone. I also stated that I was right in 100% of my investigations but was not able to investigate courts and judges. I needed to be able to go through the entire process … though I did this indirectly … kind of. Lol.

I could reveal it all but this would be foolhardy…due to the fact that some very unsavoury characters, two in particular involved directly in the case and both shaking with fear regarding me right now, as I made promises I have kept and intend to keep!

I really need to … well, be there. Prevention is better than cure and all that jazz.

Well I am in the dark right now about this … I am … unable to plan and give a date because I suspected that the planning … well might be taken out of my hands. Not in a bad way.

Recent statements have actually shown that I look to be quite correct in this, though still al little fuzzy in the details.

So all I can state right now is that after several really annoying and lengthy extensions that it is not only over but has been over for a while now. Trust me on that one.

No doubts on that score at all … just not too sure how it is going to play right now. There could be a waiting period over a … let us just say ‘purchase’ and then a surprise might be sprung. God I better act surprised when it happens, having the closest person to you being sop smart that you can actually predict the actions of someone that you are not supposed to know that well might be too disappointing?

Because of this I do not give it much thought into working out exactly what and when it will happen but it has had a couple of days to be put into practise. A couple more days and it might well be in place and I am suspecting that anywhere between this Wednesday, the 28th October, and the following Wednesday at the latest, the 4th November, it will be sprung.

This is the ‘taking things out of my hands’ I referred to, lol.

I am also starting to think that with each day now that passes that anyone visiting here that have been wondering what in the hell I have been on about will actually find out elsewhere. Like in the News Media. In fact it may even turn out to be the case that visitors here may read about it or hear about it in the coming days or couple of weeks and not even realise that what they are reading about is me and what I have been alluding to.

Trust me when I say that if this does turn out to be the case with some of you that despite all the I have alluded to previously there will be utter shock when the link is made. Absolutely no doubts on that particular score!

In fact once the dust settles there will be stunned visitors, maybe even many that stopped returning for whatever reason, who will then be hit with “oh my bleeping GOD! So this is what he was referring to?!” when they thought I was being over the top or pandering to some goal or another.

No goals. Just straight forward truth and when the time comes it will be abundantly clear why I was cagey about it and did not reveal all the details.

In fact I have spent several days now with my mind turning towards other aspects of all this. The possibilities that will present themselves with the fallout. I also need to advise my ‘partner in crime’ on what they should do, or ask what they would like to do, now all this is done. Well … not really ‘done’ as such, just the very hard and lengthy part is done.

In comparison to the last four years and because things needed are now not so needed any more and that being a very long way off … things will happen relatively … quickly. In comparison.

This may well be all relative. It may not appear quickly to some … umm even me, lol.

Oh God there I go alluding once more! Well not for long … I just have to make sure that it is safe to reveal things and right now it is not. I need to know a few things first. I need to be somewhere else when the local reveals are made. I need to assess the situation for any pitfalls or dangers.

After all the hard work and the waiting I just want to be sure that in a short space of time it does not all come to naught?!

Umm … yeaaaah … when things are revealed you might exclaim as to how this could possibly happen, when your aware of certain … details? Trust me when I will explain this too … and I will even point out that most of the details have been on this blog for a very long time too!

One or two smarter visitors may well have worked all this out and know exactly what it is I am going to reveal … except for the … details of the final outcome, so to speak?

In fact this is regarding what would be considered the most outlandish story and claims I have ever put on here, make no mistake. No matter what else I have put about anyone else, though proof is provided for all … I think or nearly all, this is the most fantastic of them all …

Proof final and ultimate of the outcome of my most outlandish … hmm was going to put anecdote but that … just does not come close to qualifying!

My most outlandish and horrific story and claims?

Yeah that sounds better.

All the while for a few years before I started and the 3 years plus I have been posting and all that I have done and all that I have shown and the 4 cases won and my 100% record and all the while something absolutely humongous has been waiting in the wings.

Something I have invested the most time in, made the most sacrifices for and paid out the most money, all my PIPs for the last ten months and then some, to complete.

No exaggeration and there will be others that will come on here and state … errr things! Lol.

And no they ont be stating them on here exclusively either. Like I said … a news media ban is to be lifted, if it has not done so already. A solicitor has stated repeatedly for four years that they want to go to the media. A solicitor that has stated all along that the case just keeps on getting bigger and bigger to the point that judges started to say this too.

As i understand it there has been well over 30 court appearances alone, not including meetings with solicitors off course.

  1. Magistrates Court
  2. Civil Court
  3. Family Court
  4. Crown Court
  5. High Court
  6. Supreme Court
These are the courts I have heard mentioned.
I also believe a little squirming and wriggling out of things has occurred but I will not know this for sure until I have read all the legal paraphernalia.
I am not even going top bother to TAG (label if your Google) this one. Just for the regular visitors anyway.
However where one big giant door closes this now leads to many other doors that are not off in the far distance that no matter how fast you run appear to stay the same or get smaller, or further away. There are now several doors and some with both names on and some with only theirs or mine on.
In fact it has been within my power to get one of these days opening, albeit slowly, at any point along the way. As a matter of fact one of these doors has always been a little open from very early on in the life of this blog. Someone who was paying attention to me and the blog, at least they was in the beginning.
Who might this be?
Well that would be a Literary Agent, though I am not stating which one!
I could have started that ball rolling at any point on the life of this blog but I decided not to. In fact I decided that many things that I could do, as I have so often done in the past, will be put off or delayed until things are well and truly over.
Though my love life has been non-existent for soo long I am not sure I could find one now … or even if I wanted one?! Lol.
So you want to know how sure I am? Well I do not lie and it is a fact, it is done and all dues are paid and if I maybe add that I have typed up both a report and several letters witht he intentions of sending off to several literary agents?
Not … just … yet. By the weekend though, most definitely!
There were some … difficulties … I could say a couple of dark days about a week back but these were quite unnecessarily caused by people I know and were to do with all this, yes. But that was lived through, dealt with and avoided. Others are now wise enough to keep the greyhounds at bay. Umm look up what they call the … things they put greyhounds in before the off, lol.
Hmm … maybe if a literary agents does not reply with blinkers or very dark Ray-Bans on I might get to tell them of my other 11 blogs and their subject matters?! Oops, lol!
Hmm maybe I might even get the time and space to continue the novels I started writing a little over ten years ago I gave up due to …. umm well all this! Or more specifically public services not doing their jobs, lying, refusing to help legitimate people using more lies, fraud and other bollocks.
Hmm stay tuned sounds corny. Hmm so does watch this space. Listen out for thunder might be more apt?


Fore-note: I typed this out about ten days back, at a wild guess. I held it back a little longer than I thought I would, in all honesty. Anyone remember me previously mentioning anything about the numbers coming up? Did anyone link that reference back to a post that was titled ‘TEN’? Oops. LMAO!

Well it is edging closer. To … something. Lol.

After many months of pondering about sorting out my house and clearing out a great many things I have made a big start.

I sit hear listening to Chris Isaak’s Wicked Game while surfaces once cluttered are now clear. Most of the day has been spent working on this, throwing out large quantities and cleaning and polishing and indeed have not spent so much time of any day doing this.

I am beat.

But I have to keep going and there are days ahead when other things need to be moved … at the last minute and things I use a great deal.

I glance around the room and imagine my bedroom which still needs work, hence why I have to keep on going. There are furniture items that can be tossed away allowing for far more space to be made available.

There are two lists of things to be done to the house while I am away. One will definitely be done while the other list is a maybe. A definite maybe.

I do not have a date. Yet. Not far away now and absolutely no more than four days. Hmm, four?

Let us just say that I have a gut feeling and a recent text message has me thinking that things will go as I expected they might.

It will only be a matter of weeks before I am working on the final phase.

What that is will remain a mystery … for now.

I am processing collections of my items in my head and working out what can be moved and where to. But two things remain a problem. There is, however, a solution albeit a tricky one.

Not long now for me to see if a group of my predictions start to materialise or not, as the case may well be. Not for all.

Of course there are the various … traps and like leading a horse from a field to a stable I will simply and gently pull on the rope. In a manner of speaking as the reality will be someone stronger than my metaphorical statement might suggest.

There are the possibilities and soon the three main ones will get their chance to happen. Not happening will make things look very suspicious and of course I will be here to explain all that.

Some clues?

  • Paper ‘B’

  • Papers ‘T’

  • People ‘B’

  • Pursuit ‘D’

The four P’s.

Hmm rather like those sets of four DVDs?! Weird.

I expect a cascade. Like nothing I have experienced before and a great many things too.

Those hooked on dreams and their pursuit and their meaning in every sense of the word are going to gape wide eyed at this blog. Not once, twice or even three times and that I can assure you.

I expect large numbers of people to finally realise it jaw dropping awe.

Those familiar with things I have posted in the past, some I will remind everyone of or point out to anyone new, will start to make a great deal of sense.

I have been sowing seeds. Granted, I have published a great deal of evidence on a great many people and organisations. These were seeds. Hmm seeds you can see but not quite knowing what, if anything, would come of them.

I did warn from the start that I do see things through.

There was never any chance of me reaching my ending, short of dying mysteriously.

The darkness is turning to grey. This process will continue and increase in speed.

Right now I am thinking of the next four days. Damn it! That number four once again! Lol.

I am expecting something within the next three days … though I am expecting a surprise visit to my home. Hmm … I might actually get that visit I expected four years ago?

I am assuming the media ban was lifted.

A meeting took place recently and this was post signing off on a case. This could only be one of three things …

  • Papers

  • Pursuit ‘ME’

  • Movement ‘M’

I have not been informed of the nature of the meeting which is rather curious and gives my prediction some clout of notability.

I expect something in the next three days. Lol!

After this … a series of posts regarding … my visions.

Also time to come clean … but this could take a while.

Three days to notification. Possibly four and then another four awaiting the necessary transportation to another destination.

Preparation is everything.

Very much expect not to wait very long for some big and very good news. Well yes I already have said good news. All in good time and I will explain why when the time comes.

Timing is everything.

Apologies if you do not like things being … well, cryptic. Lol.


The men in suits with the extra button and wavy arms.

The predictions made regarding weather and all seemed good to leave the house.

But water fell most of the day followed by what appeared to be tempest like conditions.

Try they tell to convince us of the distant future.

When the day that follows is light years away.

So that’s enough of poetically taking the piss out of the Met Office and weathermen.

Good God, my feet hurt. However, not in the usual way. I finally got some new shoes. Things did not go according to plan. In fact of I was the owner of hiking store Millets I’d feel quite embarrassed by the end of this.

I decided on the pair I had wanted for awhile but … but in my size. So I decided to look elsewhere. I had already visited both Brent Cross and Harlow and don’t remember seeing a Millets. I checked their website and the next closest store was in St Albans?! This was odd as I know ice been to another store somewhere. Just could not recall.

I decided to go to Wood Green and thought there must be one there but no. I had already checked Sports Direct in Enfield and I tried the one in Wood Green along with every other shoe retailer. Nothing.

All those shops selling shoes and all of them nothing more than fashionista stores. Not very functional outside of standing in a question at the cinema or nightclub.


I returned to Millets in Enfield as they said they could get them in, in two days. Only I didn’t realise until later that this involved having to actually buy the fecking things. I agreed without thinking of the consequences but was told that they only had size ten anyway?!

So I returned upstairs to look for others, which had to have Ortholite insoles the sand as the pair I had. I picked out three pairs and they stated the same thing they had when I picked out two pairs on my orbits visit … “Sorry, nothing bigger than size 8”?!

“What the hell?! Do all male hikers and mountain climbers in a ten mile radius of this site all have tiny feet?!” I asked and was met with a smile.

I ended up picking out a pair of Hi-Tec and not the Salamons or Merrels I had wanted. Half the price too. Yeah they bloody well had those in stock. Turned out the were the new version of what I was wearing at the time.

All seemed well until I had then three days and they had dug into the dorsal section of my arches on both feet but the right was beginning to hurt.

Damn it!

How can you walk into a store that sells hiking shoes and the first five pairs you pick out are not in stock in anything bigger than a size 8?!

I cannot wear the new shoes again until the pain eases. It seems to have dug right into my skin to tender a section very tender. Didn’t happen with the older version of these shoes!

I hope I don’t end up binning these bloody things.

I can’t even rest my left foot over my right while lying on my bed, it’s that tender.

Still. Won’t dampen my mood or take the smile off my face.

Because that last week was bit to become the week of what might have been … for that was the week that was!


My word, this was sad and something of a shock.

Backbench Labour MP Michael Meacher had died aged 75.

I spoke to him via email briefly back in December 2012 and he had heard about me and my blog and made a couple of requests.

We never spoke much and I never found out how he had used my data or what data he used.

He was pitching a battle in the House of Commons against Iain Duncan-Smith of the Conservatives regarding a company called Atos who were tasked with getting disabled people off Disability Living Allowance.

Yes that is what I said and that was what they were doing.

I had several run ins with them but they were wise enough in the end to avoid meeting me. A shame as I had collected evidence that they were both dishonest and corrupt. I had several lots of evidence on them but that was not all. Most disabled people as well as everyone else assumed that this only involved Atos.

It didn’t, it involved the Department of Work and Pensions and I manipulated them into issuing a dozen letters and documents regarding my years of applications and their constant refusals before I declared something, made a deliberate Freedom Of Information request while requesting all medical evidence they had on me.

They burned it all and no longer existed!

Except that I not only had evidence that they formerly had it but that I knew they would burn it.

It was really very simple. Well once you looked at who was involved and his they did it. There had to be assurances to General Practitioners and Doctors that the lies they put in letters and forms had to be burned in the event that anyone made a legal request.

Done and done!

Not only did I predict to tens of thousands of people how they did it, I proved it too.

That data is all here in the form of letters, results, emails and best of all dozens of secretly recorded audio. Including one Doctor being directly accused by me of faking test results and him admitting it.

Of course those that have looked around would have then realised that despite the serious nature of my endeavours and what I acquired it was just the tip of the iceberg.

I have performed the same … let’s say ‘clever’ methods to a couple of local councils, one just paid out three quarters of a million in damages over it, two Police Forces along with other public services. This also involved mid than half a dozen retail outlets and all the Ombudsman to all the above too.

But as I said I do not know what Michael Meacher used but did hear his wife make a statement that was something I had stated on this blog.

More importantly he asked permission to send elements of my data to the news media. I believe I answered “knock yourself out”, and I thought I might find out from him one day what he used.

That was January 2013 and I’ve heard much of my stuff and some similar, think did their own thing, in the news very regularly. In fact I often poke fun that’s it’s not news and has been on here for months and even well over a year.

Sad that he died and I find it also odd that the one MP who bothered to contact me remained the only one and had now sadly died.

I thought there might be a possibility of us meeting in the not too distant future as I would not be that far from him in a months time. That will obviously not happen.

But then I don’t trust members of parliament so did not know quite how any meeting might go. Would have been nice to find out there was someone in the House of Commons with the countries best interest at heart. And by saying ‘country’ I mean the people. Not Fat-Cats out rich owners of large businesses and even the monarchy, especially after what I have discovered this last year or two.

Not and never will be a good idea to base the countries best interests on a mere few people who have not a clue about real life, the people out indeed reality in general. People like that never have and lately proved they have absolutely no clue. The best interests of the people I’d never found in treating them like children, with contempt or like we are ask village idiots.

Are we out of the woods yet? Well there you go.

It’s a shame too, his passing, as I thought I would shock him before very long and hence why I thought he might request meeting me.

Story of my life.

He now joins a list of people I can never, ever prove myself to. Hmm let’s see? My father (killed by the BBC), my grandmother (killed by corruption in the NHS), my Uncle (never told real story of his death), old Ken (kidney cancer), Axolotl Eddie (killed by incompetence by a hospital) and a man called Chris (brain tumour).

So six people in that list and now joined by Michael Meacher.

There is one other … but he is still alive … somewhere. I think?

I hope Baroness Meacher is coping with her loss. Sorry to hear of this happening.

Tributes paid to veteran Labour MP Michael Meacher –


What a strange day.

Water fountains flow in the autumn sun in a place previously hidden.

It is an era of an eve.

Melodies play while voice speaks of the games people play.

Ducks paddle in miniature square ponds.

People stand about enjoying the warm rays of gold while others take photographs.

It is a time for pondering.

To research avenues that may be needed and via no more than through though processes.

Annoying when all one awaits is the next number in a series of numbers.

Watchers whisper to the wind waiting impatiently to be proved right.

While the one wonders to the days ahead with fear and trepidation.

Through life one gambles, the game unfortunate but inevitable.

The gambles on occasion hold the highest stakes.

To succeed lack of focus will ruin the day forcing one to rue.

In the end those who have lost must learn again to live.

Buy they must pay a price.

To some the price is high.

To others the price would be greater and attached with longevity.

It is a melancholy day.

A day of distraction.

For the final outcome is imminent.

The path trod nearing its destination.

The outcome inevitable.

The prices to pay lay patiently in wait.

The truth is nigh.

There remains no more running.

For there are no destinations until the truth will out.

Will this be the week of what might have been?

Not long to wait now.

The sun’s fading energy warms the clothing.

I am left wondering if that sun will turn cold?

A winter of nothing more than that melancholy sun.


I cannot quite believe the headline of the story in the BBC that reports hate crimes towards the disabled!

Hate crimes towards the disabled?! Are you for real?!

Hmm now let’s see … there is of course only one possibility… I don’t see Blue Badge stealing as a hate crime, though I could guess as to which group are likely to be the perpetrators.

I’ve seen plenty of evidence without having to go very far from my home location of people cheating the system. Fully fit people with not only Blue Badges but also in very expensive cars paid for by the taxpayer. I have had this pointed out so often just in Enfield alone it’s a complete joke.

Oddly enough it is always certain groups of people when one group I know, which is anyone British born, they are given nothing at all while having serious difficulties. Serious mobility difficulties too.

Yet each time I’ve had various people point out neighbours I often get to watch, as I’m always smoking outside, and see them then left scratching my head.

I certainly hope that this is what the report below states. Even so anyone disabled getting a hard time of it will always get my help highlighting this.

Anyone cheating anything will also get my wrath.

Disability hate crime: New PSNI campaign after 44 reports in six months –


In a what is a very nice excuse and relief to step away from the subject matter of my most popular blog I get a chance to add a long overdue post to this one.

I must say that I have been very, very interested in the new study of solar systems other than our own. Well Pluto, Water on Mars, the James Webb Telescope (primary interest when launched) and new moon missions are a close second.

I have been expecting some oddities to be discovered during this time along with series or realisations that lead to new ideas and technology.

The sudden focusing on these Extra Solar Planets and their systems made me ponder as to the possibility that some other signal might come through? Of course the report popped up with the idea of pointing satellite dishes of large diameter, and multi arrays, towards systems with planets likely to be able to sustain life. Because it is here you are likely to be able to pick up a signal of possible alien life.

Of course you have to remember that no signal dies not mean no life exists. Your looking for civilisations that are advanced enough to have the technology to broadcast signals.

Now to put us into perspective when it comes down to some kind of first contact…

How long have we had the technology to broadcast a signal?

In the grand scheme of things we have barely invented it. Then I ponder to how long any potential contact had been able to broadcast a signal? A thousand years? Maybe tens of thousands of years?

Below is a link to an extremely interesting article that states scientists have reported some bizarre data regarding one of the star systems it’s been looking at. Some mixed signals, they say, seem to suggest a civilisation?!

I had thought I might get to hear or read something like this but thought it would likely be in around five years or so when the James Webb Telescope was in orbit.

This early a sign is something of a pleasant and very welcome surprise!

Maybe if I can post more on this on my other blog it might make the human beings behaving like animals and idiots stop and think for a moment?

A little bit of perspective.

‘Bizarre’ star may suggest existence of ‘alien civilisation’ say scientists –


I am on a bus I’ve never been on before.

Going to a place I have only been to once and only briefly but thought about it a lot the last few years.

It’s the only thing I could think of to do.

I’m having a bad couple of days … something of an understatement I’m afraid.

I’m not going into this right now but will at a later date … except I don’t know when … which is kind of the problem … sort of.

Many of my usual destinations have been totally ruled out for today and the next couple of days. May possibly be longer than that. Again I’ll get to this later ..  umm I hope!

Oddly the place I’m going has a lot of … shops but I have no money presently to spend. Lmao!

I needed new scenery and the pitstop between bus routes seem to suggest this may help?

I’ve found myself in a very unusual hole and it’s one I simply never foresaw. I suspected something like it which would have occurred in five days time but not this and not now.

To say the wind has been blown out of my sails simply would not do it justice.

I’m both depressed and furious in a manner of speaking but it’s the former and not the latter that has been winning that war.

I’ve questioned my faith in human nature a fair deal in the last few days.

I’ve also questioned if posting on these blogs is a good idea any longer? I won’t know the answer to that for awhile either.

I have 48 hours more of this and my phone is playing up doing this as usual but with a new trick of making the keyboard disappear every couple of minutes, like then, for no reason!

My other phone had been running apps on its own and tried to buy music or something couple days back!

Weird, annoying and worrying times indeed.

I dearly hope the scenery is very much brighter 48 to 96 hours from now?!