My word!

I watched a video the other day of one of my favourite YouTubers, Thunderfoot, and something … seemed to be amiss.

He was upset about a kind of group meeting that included a bunch of people I simply do not know and one other I did. Sargon of Akkad.

I did not really see what was going on but someone had done something … well terrible and there was kind of a discussion about the perpetrator of said crime. Within this … discussion, which I did not listen to the end, some were making fun of the perpetrator and the subject of feminism and there was a claim that this perpetrator was a feminist.

In all honesty there has been this … thing I have noticed going on and that is that there is an urge to single out the more extreme feminists and then ripping into them.

Oddly I watched a couple of videos earlier which had nothing to do with either Sargon or Thunderf00t and this thing I noticed took place within these. Basically there were two sets of protests and one was a group, the reason why I watched, I had been seeing in many titles and hearing people refer to and that is Antifa. I wanted to know who they were and what they stood for an in case you do not know they are Anti-Fascists. Or … the extreme left … another extreme left and under yet another name.

At the end of one video, I saved and included below, the narrator who was against the Antifa movement also fell into this trap I keep seeing people fall into. At the end there was a load of mugshots of Antifa that were arrested. As he went through the pictures he made fun of their appearance.

This is opening yourself up to a legitimate attack of your character and therefore you lose any credibility in your complaints. Well with anyone with more than an ounce of intelligence.

Oddly in the video the guy filming, not in the Antifa group, actually did the same thing, got called out for it and do you know what he did? He admitted he went overboard and apologised.

Now … admittedly I did not watch or listen to the whole discussion regarding Sargon and this group but I do not recall Sargon actually making fun to the point of being insulting. My short term memory is somewhat … well crap at times but I do recall hearing others and thinking “Ooh I don’t think you should have said that”. It is like that ‘too soon?’ line you hear in comedy programs like Family Guy or American Dad. Well … more Family Guy as I recall.

I must admit it was something that I was worried might happen but from what I had heard from Sargon and Thunderf00t … I did not think either of these would fall for this and … well I never thought in a million years that they would fall out.

But fall out they have and there has been a response video from Sargon and judging from the video I am now watching from Sargon there had been either another response video from him and then another from Thunderf00t and Sargon is literally ripping into Thunderf00t as I am typing this. I also noticed that Thunderf00t stated in his, or at least one of his, responses that he has been losing thousands, I think he said, subscribers. Oddly he stated that he did not care. It would be unusual for me to not care had I lost that amount of followers and even if I did not … yeah I am pretty sure it would be most unwise to air this on your channel.

I am going to predict that … this will only make things worse. Just a shot in the dark here.

I am shocked to hear Sargon calling him out as a liar on his angry response video and I must admit when I saw Thunderf00t”s video distancing himself and labelling all involved in that group chat I was concerned that something lie this might occur. I did think and hope that they had been in contact with each other enough to sort out any differences? But it seems not.

I do have to admit to one thing though..

I do find it odd when these kinds of events take place between popular YouTubers and what crossed my mind has crossed my mind in the past..

Is this something that is planned and therefore fake? I mean … it has become obvious to all that a falling out, spat, doxing of each other and all out war between two or more YouTubers seems to generate a lot of views.

Lol, funny if that were true because I have been at odds with Google’s and YouTube’s policies and practices and I have long since seen a recipe for disaster laid out before me. Several in fact. This is just one and there is another one … possibly looming?

Let us refer to it here and now as the Elephant in the Room … hmm I had planned a blog post as soon as I even heard a whisper about this prediction occurring and I now know what my title for this post will be.

I have to admit to often thinking about doing videos like Thunderf00t and Sargon … originally and long before I even knew these two existed I was going to do podcasts.

Things come across a it better when I am … well, speaking. When I am typing things can be taken out of context. It is an unavoidable drawback of typing. Especially when your hemmed in, cramped, have a great deal going on, have a long list of battles going on and have to keep track of all of my opponents. This would be overwhelming for anyone even without short term memory issues and a long list of areas of pain, among other things.

Not only does my memory issues make it trickier but … well … if you have been on here long enough, gone back in my archives enough and even seen the odd list of opponents I publish … well I am sure anyone would be staggered at the amount.

I had five local councils, two Police Forces, several other big name public services as well as some more … let us say secretive … bodies and all the ombudsman to each. Hmm at a guess I would say I dealt with two dozen or more ombudsman. So with the public services and six retail chains you could say that I had two dozen opponents which was doubled because all their respective ombudsman were lazy, corrupt and lying shits to boot.

Throw in my daughter being held against her will and some … very extreme people along with other … people interested in these very extreme people and … well I think you get the rather big and complicated picture.

These are not all handled together … thank God as I think I would go mad.

When I think of the things that led us into the debacle that is taking place between Sargon and Thundef00t I cannot help but think that which always occurs to me when I watch these videos and it seems to occur with all. Only to differing … velocities?

I am wondering whether or not that when a central group is at war with an extreme group long enough that the central group starts to gravitate into the opposing direction. What I mean to say is that things or remarks that they come out with start to sound more and more extreme in the opposing direction to the extremists they are at war with?

That being said I also can never help but wonder if this is a pattern that has gone on throughout human history?

Are we a species that can never come to terms with each others feelings? Are we a species that simply cannot compromise on both sides? Well there does exist one group at least that fits into this category.

I wonder too what the reaction might be if it was pointed out to this difficult group that they have this inability and that this makes them less … human? How would they deal with that? Would they go away, think about it and decide that this does and that they would want to aspire to something more? One could only hope as the entire planet would be much more peaceful.

There would indeed still be problems but it would be at least much more at peace than it previously was and in at least six areas of the planet. Would not be bad going, eh? Deal with one group, make them see the light and six regions of the world suddenly becomes much more peaceful overnight. I just realised I missed another region of the planet so that makes six. Each of these areas consists of more than one country, by the way. So we are not talking six countries here, it is way more than that and one region alone has twenty seven countries in it that is gradually getting worse.

Yeah it is a pretty big problem that groups like Antifa do not want to admit to and I would wager that they would argue the toss that tere is not a problem? Sorry but … yeah there is.

This leads me onto something else that has probably been a factor, though I have always hoped to a lesser degree, with my blogs and probably soon my YouTube channel.

Let me get you to think of it in a … possibly unique way?

These protests … are made up of people from opposing chains of thought that normally surround those that either support Trump and those that hate Trump.

Human beings have this flaw that whenever they think a certain way and get a large enough group of people to join with them and think the same way they seem to fall into this trap where they each think thy must be correct. I mean you have all these people around you that think the same way, right? So it must be the case?

OK so lets say for arguments sake, as I cannot recall correctly and does not matter anyway, there are 150 million people in the USA? Now I know they did not all vote but lets say for arguments sake that if we scaled the results of the US Presidential Elections up … 52% voted for Trump and 48% voted for Clinton. It might have been the other way around but will not matter when I say the following as you will see …

Exactly what is it about the numbers that makes you think you are right?

OK let us look at it another way …

Your standing there shouting the odds and your beliefs and 52% of the populace is standing beside you is all saying the same things. Exactly what is it regarding these numbers that makes you think that you are right?

What if you have 75%? Does that make you right?

Well … it sometimes does … to a degree. If 75% are not happy about something then something is wrong.

Now lets put it something else into the mix here …

What if 75% of you wanted something that was later clearly wrong and yet you were far too far down the road to do anything about it or even stop it?

You see that last one? Not a great many people think about things this way and have not done so for a long time? Are you an average Joe and feeling a bit sick to your stomach as you might have gotten it wrong? Well unless you were part of the team tasked with governing … you should not feel like that.

I have no issues with admitting I was wrong, not that it happens much but it does from time to time on a thankfully rare basis. Not being smug there … I just hated it when I got things wrong and decided each time that I would try harder and research more to make sure I did not get things wrong. This approach started way before I started blogging.

I also feel bigger as well as better for admitting when I am wrong because my sole goal and interests are the facts. Not some mad sounding made up conspiracy but real events that may actually turn out to be rather big conspiracies.

When these conspiracies do end up big … well I m sorry about that but I cannot make them small to be believable to a reader because anything big they automatically dismiss. Lol.

They are what they are and that’s it and that’s all.

The general rule is that if it is big, and by that I mean everywhere, then there is only on possibility left available at the end of it all. Find the common thread that ties them all together.

Now in my case, for instance, it is relatively easy to find the common thread among a long list of public services that could possibly include large retail chains. In this instance that would be something very central to all of it ..

That would therefore be central government.

Nnnnyeeeeah after that it gets a bit complicated as on each occasion I have spoken to anyone decent and honest a common statement normally gets stated … “It is like there is a government within government”

Yeah I have had to admit to each of them that based in their behaviours aalong with the long list of promises we get, say in a manifesto, that almost all get broken then yeah … it is like there is a government within government. Do you not see what I am getting at?

Well lets say they promise all these things that they later do not deliver? Ask yourself why this might be? Could it be that once the political party won and they got in power that someone then turned to them and said …

Well you remember promising the people A, B & C? Yeaaah your not doing one of that!”

Now to me they have done this so many times that large numbers of people now do not vote because they do not fall for it.

So who votes? All the naïve ones that fall for it and that is what many countries now have to rely on for who gets in power. So … let us say for arguments sake that we have established this is what is going on? Why do they keep doing it? Because they keep getting way with it and there are enough naïve and easily convinced people left to keep lining up to vote. If there is a government within government it wont bloody matter who gets in because the same unelected people are still going to run things.

Some conspiracy theorists I know, rather amusingly, think we are run by America. Yeah … GCHQ and MI5 bing found out to be snooping not only did not help but has now cemented this in place for many conspiracy theorists.

Would I state as much? No, because I simply do not know and I simply do not have any proof to this at all.

So my advice?

Yeah I would not go making any wild claims unless you can back it up and by that I mean with evidence, not words or arguing for hours that you are right.

If you have been coming here only a year or two you might just be thinking this is exactly what I have been doing? Well … no. Not at bloody all. Lol.

Hmm … let me just say that I would not claim anything without either something to back it up or I am in a plan to do just that and prove my predictions are pretty damned good too.

Go back to my first couple of years and do you know what you will find? A hell of a lot to back up what I said in those two years. At some point in the third year things got a little … umm messy and to add insult to injury I was … cast adrift by someone very close to me that was going to help me cement everything I had ever said on my blogs and every single thing I had ever posted.

Now I had wondered whether or not some of my enemies had … gotten to them and lo and behold within a couple of months of thinking that the very people I thought had gotten to her came after me with a passion … and then some. It completely ruined the whole year of 2016 for me to the point I was … in some very dark places and so much so that I sought out some help. In the form of counselling and oooh boy. If that lady was in a position that she could talk publicly about me.

I am sure the lady I mentioned comes on here from time to time for the very last time I saw her after 15 sessions she stated that she had never heard anything like what I had been describing to her and she had not even heard it all. She also said she had never met anyone quite like me and she took my blog address. Addresses? I cannot remember clear enough how much I gave her. Lol.

I think … hmm she may have said, that she dearly wanted to see what was going to happen next and throughout the rest of 2017.

She umm … knows of that I allude to as regards to my … waiting around and I am damned sure that is she walked into my house tomorrow her reaction to being told we were still waiting would be the same as the Job Centre … umm are they work coaches?

Bloody hell, that has not been sorted out yet?! What is taking so long?!”

That was said to m two weeks ago this coming Thursday the 25th May and … well we … have still not been told anything and I am sure her face will be a picture if she asks me again this Thursday.

Hmm maybe I should take my phone out and ask her permission to take a picture of her stunned reaction for my blog? LMAO!

Although something could have occurred at any time and that was we got closer the chances of something happening was greatly increasing, rather bizarrely there will only be a week remaining come Thursday.

We were told wee would be kept updated and yet we have not and … well the sands of time are now rapidly running out.

Oddly these people speak to others as if they are of a higher calling and kind of speak down to all others, I know I have worked in this field. Let us just say that someone that used to doubt me has now experienced two things I had long predicted. Yeah they were not hat pleased and this person works as an investigator within a company for what essentially is criminal activities and therefore .. criminals. Lol. This also means dealing with the Police. Yeah best not to tell them your related to me, lol. In fact just do not mention me to ANY public service or the 6 biggest electrical retailers within the UK.

I have to buy a ton of stuff everyone will get to see before very long … yeeeeaaaah I am using someone … new. Lol. The location will start with an ‘N’ but the two top choices are in fact in different … countries. Crap!

Yeah so … kinda sad that my two favourite Youtubers are at war with each other and … I am now remembering this is not the first time this has happened.

It will not be long now before I will be literally chomping at the bit and I will have to try and hold back my urges to rip into yet another twat loaded with self-entitlement. Oh and the delusions of grandeur too.

I will simply have to be sarcastic in a way that they will be left wondering whether or not I have actually been sarcastic or just holding them back on calling them out on being dishonest and not fulfilling the promises they made.

Now THAT is truly not an acceptable standard from a professional body and especially ones so full of self-entitlement.

Do you know what you do when an authorities professional standards are utter shite? Why you approach the Professional Standards Authority, of course.

Oh crap, why did I say that? Now I am thinking about the effing long report I have to put together in a couple of months time, all the names I have to put on it and all the mistakes they made and tell them I have evidence and then just … well, wait.

Sound familiar?

Yeah it should because RIGHT THERE in that sentence hides my simplest trick of all and the most effective as well as the most revealing, when I pull it off that is. It is RIGHT there! Do you not see it?

Oh well, do not feel alone because neither do they.





Umm … hmm … did I just read that report below? No, I don’t think so.

No wait? But I’m sure I’m awake?! But … it doesn’t make any sense.

I simply couldn’t process the title of the article and I clicked on it to see what it was. But a few sentences in and I’m … still confused.

Umm … how do I put this? I could put it the way the BBC did and … I’m sure people will think I’m either wrong, talking it my arse or stark raving mad. But … it is what it states.

So I’m just going to put it as simply as I can and maybe, just maybe you will do better than me?

OK ..

Someone … or a group of people on a play … you know? Play, as in theatre. They put on a play to get people at a local council, I think it was, to become aware of disabilities. Or raise disability issues. Raise disability issues? In .. a .. play?!


A play.

What .. what .. happened to normal oral communication using .. you know .. English?!

If this like a court jester type thing from the medieval ages where you entertain them to get approval or some gift or .. stay of execution?

I .. very literally just scratched my head thinking about it but I just see it as just so preposterous, not avoiding the word ‘demeaning’ either.

Oh-oh-oh maybe that’s where I’ve gone wrong the last fourteen years?

Instead of trying to reason with them, educate them, price to them before realising they don’t care and plan to fuck you over. I then started rowing with them. I then started keeping all letters before starting to record every single one of them. I then started and spent five years blogging about it all to help others. But where has it got me?

I’ve got nowhere with the evil trinity or any of the others and despite spending five years of my own time and expense helping others .. ‘others’ have themselves been slow at helping … well, others. Lol.

I used intelligence, reasoning, deductive processes, cunning, time, blood, sweat and not forgetting tears along with heaps of anxiety.

I got it all wrong, what I was supposed to do from day one is put on a show? Put together a lengthy play at a local or, better still, major theatre. Or perhaps burst into song in central public places?!

I should have done something that was highly entertaining or eye catching?

Funny I was told to write by a psychiatrist years ago and when I informed her I had not only, in fact, completed a book but had the manuscript in my bag at the time.

It was a book I wrote on this very subject regarding what I was going through in all the stuff that took place prior to my blogs. The .. fantastical sounding stuff. Much of which somehow didn’t get on the front pages of the news nor the TV News. Despite a large number that knew what I had done telling me I’ll get a medal and a knighthood. They then mostly backed away. Fear of standing near me when someone decides to punch my ticket. Call my number up. Ring the death bell … you get my point.

What did she say about my book? I was a damn good writer but I was not famous enough. I laughed at this.

I then said “if you want me to write the biography to some very, very boring TV celebrity … well you can just kill me now!”

I figured that if I managed to help enough people my reward, if any, would be gaining a big enough viewing number to get my book published. Well … books. I wrote a second just prior to starting the blogs and I have a third on amphibians I wrote years ago but never got enough photos for.

There’s not a great deal I like on TV today save for most documentaries on science and science fiction stuff. I used to love NCIS and the various CSI’s.

Daytime TV has advertising breaks where literally every other advert is about dying. The TV stuff is bad enough that you actually want to be dead anyway. Everything else is crammed with soap operas, reality shows and talent shows. Or greedy powerful people going on A TV show with no qualities or redeeming features regarding their personalities who have got rich off the back of others while looking for more poor fools with good ideas to get even richer off of.

I digress.

Now what was I talking about? Huh, have to check the title I currently cannot see.

Oh yeah, doing cartwheels, fire breathing and singing to prove a point to morons with no intelligence nor morality.

Oh and where was this? Errrr Glasgow! I thought I had bean hearing and reading that in Scotland they are m,ore humane? They also claim they have no problems with immigration and yet … just like here in England it would appear that they attack or leave to suffer those groups they cannot be labelled racist for.

Which just so happens to include disabled people … just like England.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Hustings uses drama to raise disability issues – http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-scotland-glasgow-west-39730015


Well it’s all OK as according to the BBC along with a rate case of the BBC showing their true colours, there is no immigration crisis?!

In fact here is a quote from the report linked below …

“the immigration crisis (if that’s what itreally is)” oh and I see their typists leave a lot to be desired, as that was copied and pasted. Or it is another sign my PC is playing up?

I think someone needs to buy them a dictionary or explain what a crisis is.

Now to me a crisis is when something is occurring, regardless of speed or frequency, that affects a large enough fraction of society.

You have had Brexit, which make no mistake is about to things … money being handed over to Europe we do not have and immigration.

Don’t make any mistakes over this point either … along with many other things, including the financial crisis in general, these have affected large portions of British Society. Bizarrely large numbers affected don’t realise where their problems are sourced from. Others know but are to scared to admit it.

But everyone that voted to leave Europe thinks there is a crisis as does a large portion that cited to remain in Europe.

But no the BBC, either belonging to the large faction that is the naive, as well as part of them belonging to the liar and corrupt groups, state…no suggest there isn’t a crisis.

No of course not you bunch of blithering idiots.

You would think that with this lame attempt at confusing people with phrases like “fake news” failing they would have woken up.

Do any of these people actually read anything on social media sites like Twitter and comments on YouTube?!

I do. I have for long enough now and in enough places to tell you that this … extreme left agenda of control and manipulation is widely known about. I barely go anywhere without people speaking about it. In fact I rarely see anyone in real life that doesn’t bring it up.

That’s a fucking crisis you morons! If you keep doing what your doing your only to be solely responsible for some of the worst civil unrest this country had ever seen.

You did note Theresa May’s comment about how the next five years were going to be the toughest?!

Bearing in mind the last five years were supposed to be the toughest? Hmm I think the five years previous to that we supposed to be the toughest?

Imagine what British people will feel like when more and more get told by friends that the next five years are going to be the toughest?

Shall I hazard a guess that … hmm, what year is it now? Oh. Five years time is 2022. What’s the being that the following five years, that’s 2022 to 2027, is also going to be the toughest? Perhaps the following five years from that point will also be the toughest?!

We are animals and we have limits as animals, even many General Practitioners, Judges and Solicitors that speak and act like they are of some higher calling or species, also have the same limits.

We all respond the same way to pressure, panic and heartbreak. No one’s different.

Though I would not mind betting that behaving like they are not bound by human weaknesses is probably why some crazy conspiracy theorists believe they are aliens. Or lizard people?

I don’t react in this way.

I don’t think anything. I just know they are dicks with very serious delusions of grandeur with expectations stemming from self-entitlement to match.

I could probably go into greater depth on those facts. Wait a minute? That’s what I’ve been doing for the last five bloody years?! Lmao!

I didn’t read the whole report by the BBC linked below, I just saw the line above … insinuating there isn’t a crisis and … there was a quick, short and forwards motion. From my patella! Lol.

No, no one’s really pissed off because they are not provided with a home, job and now having that safety net of the welfare rug being pulled from under them. They are dancing in the street having parties.

When people suffer they look for targets to blame and this actually becomes a crisis when you have fucking loads affected looking for lots of fucking targets. You blithering idiots.

Of course up until they are forced to take notice, still working on those triggers, everyone suffering is left to rot and die.

Let to rot and die. Sound overly dramatic?

Well sorry. It’s factual just like everything else I’ve ever worked on and exposed. In fact I’ve spoken to a fair few now that have been left to rot and die who were or are registered disabled. I’m also privy to a must that exists that actually lists the names and numbers of those that have died.

I’ve mentioned this list several times, it’s called Calum’s List.

Many know about it in the UK, many of those disabled.

The United Nations know about it and they told the Conservative Party that disabled people are being treated like crap.

Except … the Conservatives defence to this is to ignore the United Nations, the Internet with Twitter, YouTube and the dozens of websites and Facebook pages and say, “We don’t believe you!”.

To the Conservative Party members I will day the following…

History will believe us.


I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: How Sports Direct and migrant labour changed Shirebrook – http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/election-2017-39973990


What you are about to read I typed out a few days ago. I then decided to hold off for a few days so that my … predictions would be more accurate.

During this time something has come up. Well … to be accurate TWO things have come up both of which were quite unexpected. Very unexpected. Then there is kind of third thing indirectly linked to these two which was … expected yes … but not when I thought it would and around 6 weeks sooner than predicted. Though it was exactly as I predicted. Indeed it was what I wanted and this may sound strange when the time comes to reveal the details of all this.

These are going to make the next week or two very interesting. Very interesting indeed.

There is also something going to take place during this following week and as usual I know what this will be result in as well. Misdirection. Though it may sound bizarre to be told that the person … delivering said misdirection is not behind the misdirection.

These things are … baffling. Not in their nature but in their timing as quite honestly the timing coincides with imminent events that make it look … somewhat … bizarre. Some readers might even think miraculous? Well when it all comes out that is. Provided the inevitable event proceeds as planned, stated and expected then it will all look like it was planned meticulously down to the last detail.

Except … despite my abilities to get thins to coincide this was … not planned. Not really. In fact it goes completely against my scientific nature to state that it might seem like some divine intervention was involved?

I think I just got lucky. Very lucky.

These two things do have something to do with the Revelations’ series. Very much so.

Now onto what I typed out a few days back..

The title sound ominous?

I am into what will be the last month for many things.

The things that I do, the things I have done along with the way that I do them and the things that I use.

Over this next month there will e an ever-expanding list of things that I will do for the last time in the way that I have been doing them.

This will not seem immediately obvious to the viewers. At last not at the beginning nor in the middle period but it will be apparent at the end. Most likely.

Despite some people insistence on when this will happen we just do not know. I am in the process of trying to find out … when it will happen along with just how big an affect it will have.

As I may have stated previously there is a given date of June the 2nd but this is a contact deadline for anyone needing to contact them with a particular interest in the proceedings. One person I know is insistent that this is the date given that means nothing will happen until we are either on that date or at some point past it.

Yeah … I have people who have been wrong about various and many things but the next theory they come up with is put forward with the same … insistence that the previous one was. All because one particular theory they have had has not been disproved. Though it does not cross their minds that it has not been proven either. So I end up just ignoring it because I simply do not know nor can provide any evidence that they are wrong.

The funny thing is that who is right does not matter. What mattered was my plans coming together n a short space of time and at the right time and this has changed. I initially thought I would have to extend the time period of another plan I am working on but it changed all on its own. Partly down to the Easter weekend, partly down to an accident I had and partly down to those involved in the plan also making a postponement. You can also throw in a car accident I was involved with and some interference by the DWP.

Hmmm … the DWP?

Yes … very, very recently I received a letter from Personal Independent Payments saying they wanted me to have one of their scam medical assessments. You know? One of those infamous assessments that are always between around 6 and 40 miles away? The ones that I was instantly decided I was wrong for not attending by a mickey mouse court with a brain-dead judge that stated much in the defence of the DWP but was completely unable to prove any of it, it was NOT placed upon the court’s decision documents, but ruled against me any way?

Yeah … one of those medical assessments.

Did I change my attitude and what I do?


The assessment was arranged for Chelmsford which is 40 miles away from where I live in Enfield.

I did NOT attend and I sent three emails before the assessment date stating clearly I would not be attending. Despite what that idiot woman judge ruled in that mickey mouse court.

Would you like a confusing surprise?

I did not go to Chelmsford … oooh wait I said that! OK next line then? I have been ASSESSED!

Did not mean anything to you? Well it does to anyone that has been following my battles against and proving corruption for a very long time on here.

They have been trying to assess  me for many years and without success but what they did not realise, though I did hint at it when we raged at each other, is that I VERY MUCH wanted to get to an assessment. This is something that the incompetent judge very much missed. It is the one thing that would end up causing their undoing.

I have … people that doubt … no ‘doubt’ is the wrong word. One of the ‘insistent’ absolutely refuses to accept that I have a … reputation. But I said something to him and his wife that made his wife smile and then start quizzing me as to what I thought it was all about. Confused? Well take note …

I am standing in a queue behind four or five other people in a room where there are around ten or twelve people already seated. It is 8.55am and the appointment letter stated 9am and I know I will e kept waiting. I was kept waiting along with everyone else and I was called in around 9.15 to 9.20am. Except …

While I am standing in a queue and 5 minutes early the woman at the desk who was dealing with whoever was at the front of the queue leant her head to one side, so she could look down the queue at everyone’s faces and said …

“Is Martin Haswell here?”

THAT was the bit that had my friend’s wife suddenly express a wide smile before looking at me and laughing and saying “Why do you think they called out your name like that? Probably because you have caused them so much trouble over the years?!” and we both laughed. Nodding I said “Probably!”

What they did not know and what visitors to my blogs likely wont realise, except for really … inquisitive puzzle solvers, is that the entire assessment was academic. But I went anyway. And no unlike the cancellations the DWP made last year and the court appearance I was not … affected in any way by this assessment.

But I went anyway. Did I say that twice? Because I meant to and I will say it again … I went anyway.

I did not need to go … but I went.

I simply had been trying to get them to pay my PIP, disability money, up until my business start-up process finished. A little misdirection intended there. Lol. I am extremely good at misdirection.

But, I hear you ask, your disability money is not affected by anything and it is not means tested and surely that especially as I a going to try to start a business and be self-employed this PIP money could make a huge difference a year down the road? Well, yes.

But nothing I could do would stop them from doing exactly what they fully intend to do. Cancel it … for thee second time in … hmm, let me fink … 8 years.

I know kung fu. Oddly I ended up telling the assessor that! Lol.

So why did I go?

Two reasons …

To fulfil a promise I made a long time ago. That is reason numero uno.

To set a trap.

Of course the bonus was that I could listen, watch and experience the means and the process by which they assess people. I … did drop some boulder sized hints.

For instance I may have mentioned that I knew about some areas of medicine more than my last six general practitioners … knowing there is a 90% chance he was not nor never was a GP. I may have also mentioned the eight areas of science I am knowledgeable in? I may have also mentioned that I had a degree. Oh and I may have mentioned I was a personal assistant among many other things, to a solicitor … I pointed in a north-west direction and I said “About 1.5 miles that a-way”.

Now you would be forgiven for thinking that I was trying to make them look stupid. You would be … almost right …

I said that so that when the time comes I could prove without a shadow of a doubt that they are indeed and as a matter of fact, stupid.

When that time comes and if you work and pay taxes … you will see that these organisations are having tens of millions if not hundreds of millions thrown at them and with SPECIFIC instructions.

Yeeeeeaaaaaah … I did say it was a trap?! Lol.

I also found out a few things while there … that they had been camped out in this building for 18 months and this will prove vital at a later date. I have also since been told by someone who has been in there that this is a lie. Now that has been stated I will set about proving, using records, how long they have been there.

I was also told at the end “You will get a letter in eight weeks” and I thought, oooh cool! That goes beyond that damnable deadline by about four weeks. I will then get a letter telling me that I a no longer eligible for disability money and that payments will stop in another six weeks.

I kind of cannot lose this one!

That is how I have set the whole damn thing up and if they were standing around scratching their heads as to how they managed to finally get me into an assessment room … lol … they may well do so! But how, I hear some asking, have you set the whole thing up so that I cannot lose?

Well …

It is my fullest intention that when I start this business o’ mine that I will get off all benefits bar one and never go back on them ever again. I absolutely hate the DWP and the government and the way it treats the public that vote for them. Because I can see through their thin veil of lies I know we are treated like shit, scum and are lied to and manipulated. It is not the way to do things and I am offended that people who are clearly incompetent idiots think themselves above me and the general public. I fully intend to change that, despite them throwing all of the furniture at me just prior to the kitchen sink!

Yeah … but … if my plans do not go as intended, unlikely, or take longer than I thought, fairly possible, then I might have to go back on at least one benefit and maybe even two? IF I am not receiving my disability any longer.

Do you see that? See what I am getting at? Because they cancel one that by law and going by morals, they should not cancel I might have to go back and claim for two or maybe even three others? It is a fine example of showing this up as yet another in a long list of flaws with their methodologies and another fine example of a false economy. Which, do not forget, they are paying tens or even hundreds of millions a year to achieve. See? Incompetent. LMAO.

Oh crap … are you worried that I just let the cat out of the bag about the trap? Yeah … no, that is not the trap! Lol.

Do you think I was stupid? Hmm it must rub off then as I was with lots of stupids earlier?! Lol.

I must admit hat if I stop to think about it for a moment … it does all seem a bit odd, I have to admit to that. It is weirdly all lining up and coming together at just the right time. Or so it would appear right at this present time and there are only around 4 to 5 weeks left.

Things are lining up to happen in the first two weeks in June. Unless, of course, I get notified that something has changed?

I also and rather strangely, have not heard from my business dude. I was going to email him until the dreaded bloody Atos sent me that letter and then called me twice. Oooh I forgot about that … yes they also phoned me twice. Yeah I said twice! Lucky they did because I had it in my head that the appointment was two days later than it actually was, so might have missed it?! Phew!

Oooh yeaaaah … remember the mickey mouse court? The one and only thing that went against me was that I never attended any previous assessment appointments. Yeah … that little … detail. Well actually they kind of ignored the fact that they failed to attend three or four. Yes I said ‘they’.

Apparently as it turns out, people working within government-run public services are of a higher calling than everyone else. As someone with an incurable disability you are not allowed to fail to turn up for appointments made that you do not want that are 6 to 40 miles away. When you do not own a car, remember. But … if you work for one of these public services and are fully fit as well as having the privilege of owning a car or having a car paid for by the taxpayer … it is fully OK to not turn up without warning as well as being able to lie and cheat.

At my court hearing I genuinely, despite my suspicions, thought that when I brought up the fact that the DWP and Atos along with all other hired thugs lie that she would say something like ..

“Oooh I know, it is terrible … I could tell you some stories … if I were not a court judge of course!”

But she had no concern for the fact that I could and did prove that I was lied to and simply went on a witch hunt to make me look bad. Had I not been having a breakdown at that time, I am still in the dark as to why that happened, I would have said something. Like pointing out that she was on a witch-hunt and that she was clearly biased as it is OK for the government to break not only laws but be immoral with it, but it is not OK for the general public to do this. I would have told her quite sternly that this was the worst case of double-standards I had EVER had his misfortune of witnessing first hand.

Yeah I deflected the attempts to make me appear a liar but in all honesty that was easy because it is when you do not lie or exaggerate. I had absolutely zero fight in me that day, felt terrible, had been self harming for the first and only time in my life and I wanted to leave that … mickey mouse court, go curl up in a corner somewhere and die.

But I did not die. What is that old saying that is almost always getting quoted? ‘What does not kill you only makes you stronger’?

Yeah what does not kill you only makes you angrier, even more hungry for revenge and even more determined than you ever was before.

I remember that hallway in the Mind Centre in Edmonton where a lady counsellor I had just seen for fifteen sessions had just admitted that she had neither heard anything like me nor met anyone like me.

I got the feeling she was genuinely going to feel like she was missing out on what will happen next and that she knew it?

Yeah … buy you have my blog address, do you not? Hmm … you should have moved by now and set up your own business? I forget … I kind of … miss time passing me by. I cannot recall how long ago our last session was? I remember you said about a months time?

Damn it.

I feel like a coach driver from the 17th century with the most number of horses attached to one coach that has ever been seen before. I feel like I am holding so many reigns to so many horses and trying to … keep control of them all. With a condition that causes the short-term memory loss.

I forgot to take my letter to the assessment centre … but then … that was something that I did want to slip my mind. “Sorry, I forgot it!” is what I said when asked for it. I had ID I was asked to bring in, why would they want the letter? I know bloody why and that is why I simply cast it out of my mind.

Because there is not a letter. There are, as a matter of fact, letters! Why have one you can use when you can have two at half the price?

There has been an air of confidence that has been slowly growing and has gotten out of proportion in the last few months. No, not me! Them. I have been ducking and diving to get myself into a position around the time that this confidence would have grown so large that it would appear like that of a vastly over-inflated balloon. It is nearing that now, will take about eight weeks. Lol. What they have no clue about is that I have been allowing that confidence to grow while I have been sharpening my pin! Yeah … if your the court staff looking in … did you read the part where I was surprised I was having a damned breakdown? Did you think it was over you biased decision?

Yeeeeah about that. No, it was not. You see I had been to two court appearances in that exact same room and I knew damn well how it was going to go. I just did not expect either the attitude, just how obvious the bias would be and the appalling and extremely bad witch-hunt.

I … am … afraid that you just don’t do your research and I have been relying on this most heavily and for many years now. You really should have gone right back to the beginning and concentrated on what I said, who I said it about and what I claimed is the case and lastly about what I said regarding what I would do about it.


Are you familiar with the word ‘ruse’?


Some things just inevitably take a long time and sometimes a very long time.

It is not only about planning, scheming and carrying out said plans … but is is normally almost always about the numbers as well. In fact ‘numbers’ can be attached to several things within the same plan.


See you in eight weeks! Well … when I say ‘you’ I mean central government and the DWP … or … this is you if of course you work for central government or the DWP. Unless of course your someone who works for them but not instructed to look into what I am doing to report back to them but actually agree with me? You wont be the only one.

I think I will shut up now?!



It might not seem like this at first but Theresa May has gone and done just that.

Unfortunately by the time people realise or have stopped shrugging things off as the right thing to do and finally realise it was not only wrong but had no effect, it will be too late.

Theresa May will get in for the next four or five years, I forget how long it is between general elections.

Theresa May has stated that she will be working for everyone and pointed out she will be working to make things easier for those of us that work. For those of us that work. Remember that.

I am stating that you should remember this because later in the year I am very probably going to make her look like she is lying to a degree it can hardly be refuted.

As it turns out she has already lied during this general election drive as, as it states on the page of a website called The Canary she has lied.

If you have been coming here long enough you might remember that I posted and possibly a couple of times, that the United Nations were investigating the Conservative Party government about how they have treated disabled people?

Well … according to the report in the link to The Canary below they were told that they were making disabled people suffer and the UK government responded by stating “We do not believe them”?!

Yeah well they got some help from me and were pointed towards thee direction of this blog and were provided details of many things, likely Calum’s List for one? You can bet your bottom dollar that I was not the only one to contact them. In fact I would hazard a guess that the number of people that contacted them regarding the treatment of the disabled was in the hundreds, if not the thousands. I am sure that this must have been pointed out.

Though the funny thing is I contacted authorities overseas, UN or EU, about this years ago and before I even started my blog and nothing happened.

But now that we are in this pre Brexit phase suddenly someone from outside the UK has an investigation going? Odd timing, don’t you think? I know I do.

The more I hear about Theresa May the more I realise how cunning she has been in her career and is still being cunning now. Although I am not entirely sure that this is the intelligent way to do things.

You see people iin politics are mostly … bloody blind and that is putting things … politely. Naive, stupid and moronic are likely words others would use to describe politicians? With ‘liar’ being top of the list of course.

But fooling fellow politicians top get yourself into the position of Prime Minister is one thing and fooling the entire UK population is something else entirely.

To give you an example let us look at this refusal to accept the report that the United Nations has put forward about disabled people suffering. They refuse to believe them?

Umm … sorry to all you Conservative Party members and Members of Parliament but you still have yet to catch up to the twenty first century despite being 17 years into it. You have this little known technology aound today that they call ‘The Internet’ and it connects everyone via their computers, laptops, tablet PC’s, Apple Macs and every smartphone in existence today.

You cannot state that you simply do not believe something you have been told even by me and especially when an organisation like the United Nations is involved. I would have mentioned the EU as well but they never fucking did a thing. Ever. Except complain about how bent bananas were from what I remember. Oh and stop the Scottish fishing industry from fishing in their own seas! But state that they do not believe the UN is what they have now done. Yeeeeah good luck with that and let me know how this strategy turns out for you. It might not be obvious right now but it will in time, just not in time enough to alter the outcome of the general election. Most likely.

Unfortunately a still working to change everything and I know what it is I need to do but others have not quite realised what this is just yet. Even something like an online news site, though this is only true for the lesser known ones, reporting on something is not enough. Because you do not reach enough people fast enough and are not attracting new people … quick enough. Believe that they simply wont, most likely, ever achieve big enough numbers.

I can.

I have long since had a plan that I have been carrying out, albeit slowly.

Things have occurred to bring this almost to a complete halt but likely not stopped altogether and normally I get going again.

I can also tell you that this is something that is going to change, change for the better as well as speed up quite significantly. Before very long, see my upcoming post called ‘The Last Month’ I intended to post a couple of days back.

There is going to be a flurry of posts and it will become clear very soon after what has happened and I am expecting something like fifty to sixty posts and fifty to sixty videos on my YouTube channel more so than normal. Or extra content, in other words. It will also become clear from these posts and these videos that the very nature of the content I post will mean that I will treble that amount in extra content over the following months.

Of course I am not thinking about everything and there will be changes that will warrant extra videos and posts too.

Of course what you have to take into consideration, and something I have cheekily kept hidden, is that … I attract people from a very broad spectrum of subjects and industries far beyond that of the corruption in the UK as well as far beyond the UK.


I have very deliberately shown my moods along thee way and there has been a long term plan and reasons for all that too.

I wanted people to see the ups and the downs, the goods and and down right fuglies. I wanted to show what often comes that is only natural. Because the only way you work things out is to accept certain things you cannot avoid. Feelings. Once realised things cannot be avoided then maybe people might realise that stamping your feet on the ground and coming out with classic comments that would normally win you the day simply do not work or only make things far worse. Because that is what has been happening and it has been happening for at least twenty years now. I can testify that it is way more than twenty years and prior to my 24 year old daughter being born. It just took me years to realise what was going wrong. It took others the same amount of time too but by then you were shit scared to say anything.

Odd then that today there has been a drive to restrict you from saying ever more innocent things with claims it is not politically correct. They get labelled Social Justice Warriors today but despite saying this I have very recently noticed a change. I change I predicted would come about when Donald Trump won the US election to become President.

I sometimes watch videos by Sargon of Akkad and in one recent one he states that one of the most well known drivers of the Social Justice Warrior brigade has made a surprisingly open statement. One Lacy Green seems to have made a comment about the SJW’s getting it wrong and seems to realise that it might be a good idea to be willing to talk to those that oppose them.

Sargon, a good chap that he is in wanting to get the right messages across, offered to take Lacy Green up on her … umm, offer.

Now me? Yeah I am not so sure that I would be wanting or be willing to debate with any of the SJW’s because they have shown themselves time and time again to be first off … barmy, secondly dishonest, thirdly … yeah repeatedly shouting as opposed to talking and attempting to drown out others and … well … violent. Yeah … that did not work for Stalin, in the long run, nor has it worked for many dictatorships and tyrants. It might in the short term but not in the long run.

Now I am the sort of person that, and does, here people say things about certain groups or gendres and does not think it right. I am also the sort of person that just would never say 90% of the things or more that others often say in front of me. Nor would I say things that many of these groups are telling others not to say.

There I said it. Lol.

Yeah there is one group I do not like but that is because of the way they view others and what they really want, inside their heads, but which most do not have the balls to tell you to your face. I have seen, heard, read and experienced first hand what this group is like and they have absolutely no defence whatsoever. I was pleasantly surprised to discover that many people, one a scientist I believe, have called these groups out on their hypocrisy and on TV as well as the Internet. Was his name Richard Dawkins? Something Dawkins. I do have short term memory loss you know?! I apologise Mr Dawkins, all the same.

They are literally the people you would make peace with and as soon as you turned your back they would stick a large knife into you. They believe, very literally, that this is their right and that they are superior beings. Funny then is it not, that so many lesser beings were created and roaming this Earth? Fucking morons.

Yeah I do not like them because there is just no dealing with them or trusting them and I have come across this so many times it simply begs belief.

But hey … we kinda do this too but to lesser extremes and especially those that call themselves politicians. Well they probably do not start out that way but something in the process seems to turn them. At some point as they start to desire being top dog more and more over time.

Aaaaaand were back around to Theresa May.

Now it would appear and will become obvious in time, that things seem to come along or happen to me at just the right time. Sometimes this oddly seems to also be just the wrong time too. Very recently I had a ‘just at the wrong time’ event which is starting to appear that it might actually have been ‘just the right time’? So much so that I have wondered whether or not there is actually an afterlife? A particular person from the afterlife?

This strange coincidence has been lost on some people that I know but spotted and remarked by others … some … professional others too. Like the lady who I had counselling with at Mind as this was not lost on her and she in fact remarked about it.

I did say in a much older post that on our very lest meeting and at the end that she admitted being shocked by a whole load of things in my life that had happened in the distant past and recent years? Yeah well she was surprised at things that were actually taking place while I was having my sessions with her. One in particular is one that as of right now has the sands of time down to just a small heap of grains. It is not so close you can almost touch it. It is like being right near the exit of a very long tunnel when you have craved daylight for hours or even days.

I have not remarked about all that was said at our last meeting because … well I just did not want to give the game away and I have become somewhat … superstitious over certain things due to others … letting me down and destroying my plans.

I am still currently clueless to all that despite having some communication in October of 2016 with a promise made for November 2017 that simply failed to materialise.

That might soon end up just a bad but old and fading memory?

I have spent almost five years trying to get all my blogs into half decent positions and I believe I have done that. Between the fifth and six year point I am now believing that I will get almost all of my blogs into very decent positions.

I will have thee tools and the power along with the newfound abilities to do exactly as I stated in that brief and previous paragraph. Before very long. Hopefully.

You see I have this list. A list of things grouped in certain .. areas. If all goes as I predict then these lists are very attainable. At least one and a half of these grouped lists will be attainable. There is the low, the middling and the high. I know the high is out of the question and I am fairly certain of my mathematics and theory to also remove ‘the low’ from the equation. The funny thing is I can achieve most or even all with ‘the middling’. The rest of the high’ might come along a year later? That all rather depends if nine others are just going to leave it to me alone or not? Eight of those nine, including me, are all in agreement. But there is generally a lack of effort and there has certainly been like this, for the most part, for the last 4 months. Well .. four and a half months to be exact. That is nearly 26 weeks for a process that is stated in some areas to take 2 to 8 weeks and other areas 8 to 12 weeks. So a process with an outside time limit of 12 weeks and I simply cannot tell you when this will end after 18 weeks. I have a date but .. it is not a completion date or anything like that. Just a deadline for a certain .. communication to take place. You might find it interesting that .. we were told we would be kept informed. Though they did not state any details of how things were at the time, did not state what it was they were going to keep us informed of and … well Four weeks or more after being contacted … they have not contacted us. As far as I know this goes for at least eight of us. Because we speak to each other when anything happens. It is, this I can tell you, an inevitable process with an inevitable outcome.

But … there is something remotely funny about it..

Now I have been meeting this business advisor? Except I was … until about a month ago when three meetings into an eight meeting process I stopped seeing them. This was despite the fact that … I was told that our meeting location had changed by several miles. In other words I am trying to say that I never appeared once at this other venue. Well other than PRIOR to being told this at a ‘cashflow’ workshop. Not once.

It gets weirder still.

My business idea seemed to go through a second approval stage I was not even aware of and more or less in my absence.

This whole process is linked to a public service and has a time limit on it now. A time limit that is 13 weeks. From a public service. I have … forms to fill in and hand in. Except … this really only gets going when the other … process I have alluded to is completed.

Yeah I meant that very recent process I told you about that has taken forever and a day to get though, wee have been given no details about and has stressed out at least five out of ten people. One does not count as she knows and is a control freak and a liar, directly or by omission it does not matter. The process we were all told would not take long, would be kept informed about but have heard nothing and has taken 18 weeks when it should only take 12 weeks maximum. That process.

Who is handling this extremely drawn out process? A process so drawn out that someone from the Job Centre literally almost shrieked and said “WHAT?! That is still not sorted out after all this time?! Why is it taking so long?!” Yeah … guess who is handling this other process?

A public service.

But wait? Did I not state that in my other process a public service has stated that I have 13 weeks to give them a date?!


I have been laughing about this for several weeks and was surprised at myself for not seeing the link, and so the irony of it, straight off the bat?!

Can you imagine the moment? I have even spoken on here about how I am trying to get the two things to occur in a certain order to complete my plans and then the moment where a little cuckoo appeared and called a couple of times and my brain froze before thinking ‘Wait a minute?!’

Or you could imagine a desert valley with nothing but the cry of an Eagle and a tumble-weed blowing across your path because my brain was just empty … briefly? Lol. Then out of nowhere a boulder with a giant ‘realisation’ label on it hits me square in the face? Lol.

Yeah so has the irony hit you yet? One public service is demanding that I do this within a certain time period and asking why it has taken so long when it is, in fact, another public service that thinks taking bloody long is perfectly OK, not doing their jobs properly is perfectly OK and they can get around to us whenever they bloody feel like it? Oh the iron-eeeee!

Do you think this is what it is that I have been alluding to for ages about … things to be divulged that will be embarrassing? Umm … nope!

Like the perfect timing and the help from beyond the grave I alluded to this one just kind of fell into my lap. Yes, OK-OK much of this comes from me planning and manipulating things to work out at just the right time, this is true. But this just fell into my lap .. or more accurately even when trying to manipulate things to come together at just the right time I did not spot the link. I did not realise there would be a link that would possibly end up being ironic. The fact that these were both public services.

In the meantime and as I explained to a friend today … I have all this stuff I want to do, stuff I have wanted to do for years, have all these things to plan and then execute … but I do not know how far I can go in each one and nor when it will actually start. I have people that will be demanding to know when it will all start and God knows, I want to know when it will start but have heard nothing. No updates or being kept informed as we were told they would do.

I honestly thought I would hear that I have long since wanted to by the end of this week at the very latest. I thought there was a possibility I would hear something in the previous week to this one. Between the 7th and the 11th May. Failing that I thought we must hear something this week as after that we will be dangerously close to the only figure we have which is the date that strongly suggests the end date. I would much rather have been told “Oh that date we advertised? Yeah, you wont hear anything from us until that date!” In fact this is what one, well two … well no as one always repeats what the other one says even though they are wrong … a lot, person stated. This person stated that we would not hear anything until after the date given. I stated, as I do actually have an .. official letter, that this is not what we were all told. Wee were not told that we would be informed of the outcome at the end’ and were in fact told that they ‘had most of it together, would not take long and would keep us informed’. The key phrase here being ‘keep us informed’. In other words, updated and not, told of the outcome.

Others were annoyed of this one’s insistence of being right when they are known for often being wrong.

So you can imagine I am going to be extremely pissed off with these people who claimed they would keep us updated if they do not do that. Oddly it now turns out it will piss off others as they do not want this person to be proved correct also. Because despite having exact sentences being repeated to them they insisted they were right.

Oddly enough this is one person that refuses to accept public services lie. But they more or less just stated that we had been lied to, for them to bee proved correct.


The end of next week is the 26th of May and the deadline date which is the ONLY piece of info we have which was pulled by myself from The Gazette of the Office of Public Records website is the 2nd of June. Something like five weeks have passed y since we were first contacted and as I stated previously I have no idea how long this solicitor had been in the process when we heard form them. The fact that they stated “we nearly have everything together, this wont take long” suggestd they had already been at it a couple of weeks. Hmm let me find the letter …

Oh effing typical … I now cannot find it … right, email?!

Right … 12th April.

So that is a day over 5 weeks and as I stated I have no idea when they were instructed but as I was informed … third hand that a solicitor was instructed it is likely to have been 6 to 8 weeks. As it is 15 days to go to that given date this would bring up the time taken to complete the process being around 8 to 10 weeks.

Remember I stated ‘my mathematics’ in figuring out a minimum and maximum about how this is going to go? Well … that period of more than 8 weeks actually tells me .. something about what is going on. Now if it were like … 6 weeks this would also tell me something completely different altogether.

Would you like to be really confused. More than eight weeks is better. Way, way better and longer than 12 weeks, the maximum, is better still. Though at being more than 12 weeks it will kind of screw things up and lead me with a head to head war with a public service. This will involve a court case that they will not like and neither will the court. But then neither are destined to be at all happy with me anyway.

Taking more than twelve weeks will ensure without a doubt that all my listings .. reach completion and then some!

But then there is the bloody wait combined with the not knowing any hard facts.

As I have stated to everyone it would be much easier to wait if you knew certain things that would let me know how my listings are likely to be completed. Though this will still leave me in something of a quandary without an end date. Even a rough one would be helpful.

I cannot currently think of a better way of making the government and public service look not only like utter fools but the biggest hypocrites going and doing so on your hard earned tax money. A point I would have reached that will not only show this but reveal them to be beings that have heads with no other thoughts than those of self-entitlement.

The funny part about that?

That will be me just getting started too!



Bloody hell!!

Forty eight NHS trusts and now affecting 150 countries, though I’m not sure if it’s also health services, this is turning into something else entirely.

This cyber-attack consisting of ransomware across the NHS has really escalated into something huge.

So radicals with backpacks that explode and now cyber-attacks on a huge scale are the treats the West is facing.

But argued like hell they did that what we need are very expensive armed forces, submarines, aircraft carriers and most importantly, nuclear weapons.

I feared years ago that a misappropriation of money was heading our way through sheer blindness and incompetence.

Well … at least we’re not alone?

Except I’m not speaking about intelligent life out there in the universe. No, with no less than 150 countries also being affected it seems many others have had tunnel vision when it comes to imagining what the future will bring.

Russia being one was something of a surprise as was the very small amount that was demanded in the ransom.

I do wonder if this actually turned out to be much bigger than the creator of the ransomware intended? Due to the small amount demanded.

Unless of course it was intended that it would be £300 per health trust per country? That would have added to to a fair amount I’m guessing?

It’s going to be interesting over the next five years because we’re simply not getting out of this financial slump. It’s also becoming clearer to more and more people that there is no money. Despite the fact they are still flinging it about overseas and awarding themselves large chunks of the rare stuff.

There are also other problems for the UK when it comes to the Internet. It’s one America doesn’t have and China did but has been slowly doing something about it.

It’s one that we don’t have when it comes to banking and if, more likely when, we lose that .. were in big trouble.

It’s shite anyway, the banking industry, but we’ve relied too much on it and being in a financial crisis  .. well .. anything can happen.

We’ve gradually lost industries and America has sent much of their manufacturing overseas. So the problems that affect us are kinda similar. I guess we might have been better off as we sold all ours and got paid for it. Whereas America set theirs to overseas due to cheap labour and bringing it back is going to be both painful and expensive. Not to mention time consuming.

But neither of those two paths should have been taken. It was decided with greed as the largest factor.

The point when a workforce of one nation has to be traded for another something is seriously, seriously wrong. It should have been taken for a sign that something was slowly going wrong.

It should also have been bloody obvious that using the workforce of an overseas nation would not last forever.

Two things occur when you train a workforce overseas …

First your training them, so after ten years of experience they can do off and set to a company off their own to do the same thing.

Secondly and as time goes by those underpaid workers, come on admit it .. it’s why they did it on the first place, expect and demand higher wages. Eventually it becomes more expensive to manufacture your items overseas. The wages paid overseas doesn’t even have to become equal to those back home. Because you have shipping costs for huge numbers of these products.

We may not have reached this flipping point yet with any workforce, or we may have with some? But it will get there one day and that’s something I simply cannot see anyone avoiding.

That brings us to the worst case scenario of all in these instances. The workforce in an overseas country becoming more expensive than a workforce back home along with warehouses 50 miles from the overseas manufacturing making the same product. Then selling it at a tenth to a fifth of the price.

If I was going to make a prediction of the most likely brand to suffer this would be Apple. Thought their operating system is likely to be their saving grace.

But not everything has an operating system to make things difficult.

Hmm I made the remark, only really used to show contrast, about the armed forces and weapons earlier in this post. Yeah well there are claims that even weapons have been copied all the way up to that of an aircraft.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Ransomware cyber-attack threat escalating – Europol – http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-39913630


I cannot believe this has happened.

During the first year or two I expected this would happen at some point.

But after two years had gone by I had stopped consciously thinking about it.

The NHS has had a cyber-attack.

Mind you now that I think about it, it might not be the cyber-attack I expected.

If it is and this has come about how I expected it will I would go out on a limb here. I will state that over the next 12 to 18 months this will happen again with other British public services.

If I’m right about the cyber-attack, that is.

Hmm I think I may have even mentioned this around 2.5 years back? Cannot recall precisely.

I will be interested … very interested to find out the truth behind this attack. Which may or may not be whatever the mainstream media state and/or insist it is.

So it will be an Internet search or wait until someone texts me or messages me with links to that truth. If it ever surfaces of course.

So it’s the NHS right now? Who might I think would be next on the list?

Well … if people have paid attention I would wager that it would be the DWP and local councils.

It could then be the Police?

Or it could be a different order of the above?

Though there are plenty of targets that must be on a hit list or two of many hackers?

I would imagine many hate the whole ombudsman thing? They would make a good target.

Personally, if it were me, with ombudsman I would select half a dozen of the many dozen that exist. I would then try to grab files exposing things and would personally hope an obvious similarity between them all stands out.

This way you could claim that the same person is behind all the trickery, with the ombudsman at the very least. They would narrow down the search for this .. horrid, inhumane individual.

If there are similar patterns then it simply means that one or a very small group are behind all of the atrocities.

I’m just .. giving out hints with some suggestive pointers.

I know most of the answers but I do like to see others prove what I’ve stated.

I’m amazed no one has realised the ship they are sailing on of on very choppy waters and is either sinking or will begin to before too long.

If they did .. they might come to the conclusion that selling a story, or better still some rock hard evidence, is way more profitable? They might realise that by doing this they will avoid being tarred with the same brush as everyone else associated with said public service?

Be a whistleblower, in other words.

There was a spate of whistleblowers a couple years back but it’s gone suspiciously quiet of late.

Change and the T&C of employees contracts? I dunno. Be interesting if we every found out for sure.

Ahh I now see it’s reported as ransomware?

If this is true, and not mainstream news BS add is the norm these days, then it’s not what I thought it could be.

Well not yet at any rate and provided it’s not already been performed and everyone is keeping ‘mum’ on the subject?

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: NHS cyber-attack: GPs and hospitals hit by ransomware – http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-39899646


I simply don’t believe what I just read.

I really, really don’t believe what I’ve just read.

Someone sent me a link to … wait … The Standard newspaper to an article about some plan Theresa May has in mind.

Are you ready for this?

Unpaid traffic wardens?!

Unpaid … traffic … wardens. Unpaid. Traffic wardens?

Let me get this straight on my head?

You want people to walk around the streets all day to collect money for the government in doesn’t deserve?!

Are .. you .. fucking .. serious?

First I hear that nurses, I still need to confirm, are being forced to go to food banks just a few days ago and now this?

It’s funny as I’m still in disbelief but I said for a long, long time now that we were heading towards slave labour. This isn’t slave labour, if true about the nurses then that is, this is straight forward slavery.

Just because no whip is used, physical one anyway, does not rule this out for the slavery label.

What’s even more fucking idiotic is the use of the word ‘volunteer’?! Volunteer?!

Let me get this bit straight on my head?

You want people to come forward and do this for free? For free?!

Are you a complete blithering idiot?!

No wait? What am I saying?!

A woman that actually expects thousands of people … no, tens of thousands of people around every city in the country to work for free? While she gets paid an insulting salary, well it is now, to be a fucking idiot?! How could she possibly realise that the British public does not have a large enough fraction of naive morons that will come forward and volunteer for this?

Now I very clearly stated that I should not be surprised and even predicted this?

Weeeeell …

A few years back after the financial crisis started I was referred to a pain clinic. A pain management course. I had become offered it a few times and things got so bad that I ended up taking up the offer. As I wasn’t being diagnosed and also being refused the proper drugs. It’s just that I didn’t know I was being refused the proper drugs. I was, however, getting the two cheaper drugs for the condition that did not get diagnosed for another two years and even then was diagnosed by me.

Yeah … when I discovered I had Fibromyalgia I then discovered that two drugs used for it, the ONLY two in this edition of Black’s Medical Dictionary, were Amitriptyline and Gabapentin, I had already been given for two years.

It got worse as when I realised what I had and that there was absolutely no doubts about this whatsoever I then asked to be referred to a specialist. But initially I was told that there weren’t any specialists on the NHS. This shocked a couple of charities I spoke to and turned out to be a bare faced lie. So they knew I had it but then put obstacles in my way to prevent diagnosis. When I have them a list of specialists all in London alone they then started they could only send me after some tests. I had spent 14 years being tested by a very long list of specialists. That was taking the piss.

When I did get to Guy’s Hospital he confirmed my diagnosis, not that I needed it. He also prescribed Pregabalin. He then spotted something with my right knee just how an paused orthopaedic surgeon at Chase Farm Hospital did three years earlier. He did a test that surprised me with me yelping in pain and said I had a physical issue with my knee that was separate from my Fibromyalgia symptoms.

When the letter for to the GP there was no mention of the knee, the test, the pain or the Pregabalin which I was then refused fur the next three years.

That was until I have my present GP an ultimatum. After telling me it was not a GP’s place to say whether someone is disabled or not anymore I went back to him a few months later after a breakdown. I said, they have kicked me off half my disability and are going to force me into full time work. That will kill me and I will be unable to do this on my present state. If their going to force me to work they had better give me the proper drugs, otherwise this is slavery with cruelty.

He quoted a little of his Hippocratic oath, be was surprised I knew where it came from, and prescribed me Pregabalin.

This is one of a series of facts that are going to be missed by some but which I will use to very dramatic effect. Very soon too. Lol.

The recordings of the appointments involving everything as I described were posted on here long ago.

This, by the way, is a totally separate incident to me catching Darren Francis of Chase Farm Hospital falsifying an ultrasound on my groin. Twice in the same ultrasound test. A black painful lump magically disappeared off the scan as did a new Inguinal Hernia and that latter kills you. Can’t say anything on the former as I don’t know what the black lump was and note was I told.

In fact there was a fiasco where the GP Surgery tried to say I was mad. That didn’t succeed so with the help of the GMC, who stabbed me in the back in the process, they kicked me from the surgery list under accusation of violence.

I do know of one young woman within the same Enfield area as me but with a different surgery, and one I have never been listed with despite being with five in Enfield alone, that had the same accusation made against her. After she realised they were lying. She had previously had a diagnosis mysteriously evaporate and was refused treatment.

So that is twice within Enfield and I do not speak to many people. So how many have their been over the past ten years in Enfield?

Think bigger … if the number is quite substantial then how many have their been across the entire country? How many people have died as a result of this? How many people have you heard have did in the news and how many have not been reported on?

Now think again .., this is the NHS, Hospitals and Doctors … how would you ever find out?

Now think about your taxes … there are the GMC, PHSO, NICE and God knows how many other ombudsman and governing bodies … out of all that has been reported on and with those not being reported on being larger by a factor of ten or more … how many of these public pad for bodies have reported upon an of them?

In my argument with my GP’s, I rowed with two, I didn’t even use a swear word in our argument and the rowing was to try to get them to … drop themselves and the NHS in it. Lol.

How can I prove that I did not swear and only rowed to drop them in it? I was recording and … I had been recording for many, many months. Might have been a year or two at that point, even?

As well as these two there are other … separate incidents.

Funny that I was so angry that I threatened violence towards them but … never actually mentioned I had actually been recording the NHS for several years and already had them lying on tape. Several times. Yeah I was so angry that I did not swear or throw this fact in their faces?!

Yeah … if your going to play games with since fucking huge, completely rotten and corrupt and wealthy organisations (on the public’s money) you had better bring your A+ game.

I had bought my triple ‘A’ game and unfortunately for them … never … dropped … it.

Then there are three incidences that include my back. Three incidences on just my back pain alone.

Then there is the high blood pressure. Oh my God, this is just some of the NHS stuff, lol.

Ooh boy, oh boy. I could start getting into another the letter acronym of a public service corrupt as hell I have a long dark history with?! Lol.

I digress.

So … I went to this pain management course … except … it wasn’t a pain management course and when I walked out after 90 minutes I was shaking my head in disbelief.

I was also clutching my audio recorder with a big smile on my face.

That happened three times and on the third I simply could not believe I now had three recordings of them doing what they just did.

They figured it out. I didn’t get asked back for the fourth meeting. There was no loss to me on my part. Sound weird?

Well .. it wasn’t a pain management course.

What it was, was a short lecture at the beginning, telling the thirty people there to piss off as the NHS is not going to deal with them, have CAB and various other idiots in, fucking private Orthopaedics and alternative stuff, before then trying to get you to work for the NHS, Chase Farm Hospital in particular in this case, for free.

Yup, told to fuck off with your pain, told about a load of private places that cost fair amounts of money and then spend the last twenty minutes asking you to work for a hospital at the top of a hill … for free.

That’s exactly what the pain management course, called The Tranquility something or the other, entailed.

That was about four or five years ago, I think.

So no … I shouldn’t be surprised that just like I predicted that they have gotten away with this crap for so long that they will be in your face about it. Without a care in the world. Before very long. But I am still surprised.

Well … this is in your face about it. Or at least it will be of she had the balls, and the level of incompetence, to state this on the TV News.

Well this might have happened were out not for the fact that the TV News media that loves the word ‘fake’ in recent times, was being paid off. My money would be that the news media would alert Theresa May but stating “Your not going to fucking say that on TV are you?” then turns to another reporter and say ‘Get your arse over to Corbyn’s house, he will be Prime Minister in a month”

It’s kind weird. There had been a flurry of things that proved me correct on some older predictions.

I cannot help but wonder if this frequency will remain for the rest of 2017?

Jesus, if it does it’s going to be a mad 12 months if I can keep on top of it? Otherwise it might end to a mad 18 months? Or even 24? Lol.

What a great message she and other politicians are sending out. We have long since known they are liars but now …

We are self righteous, but lying cheats when your not watching. We are of a higher breeding and you WILL pay us huge salaries out of your own pockets and a large portion of you WILL work for free. This way other lazy lying fucks in local government, probably my brother’s wife whose also my sister, can be paid handsomely with even more money we get out of the public with unfair parking tickets.

Yes we have forced society to rely entirely on cars because the public transport has been shite for years, so have the roads and we have provided nowhere for your cars, we forced you to rely on, to be parked.

After all, why would we spend money for the correct amount of car spaces because we can’t charge you forty to eighty quid to park.

Yeah, this problem has been around for twenty years now and we have done nothing to solve them because we continue to make money and not spend it.

Best of all none of you have realised and those that have are not numerous enough and we have enough Ostriches to keep getting away with it too.

We are, after all, the biggest examples of the feelings of self-entitlement you can find within a radius of thousands of miles. And then some. Maybe?

Wait a minute?! DOH!!



This is … funny.

No this is … hilarious.

Nope. This is … bizarre and extremely of timing.

Theresa May has been reported as stating she is fed up with rip-off pricing and stated she was going to try and put a cap on energy prices?

That is simply odd.

You see I only very recently had to contact my energy company Eon.

There were two reasons I contacted them and the first is that somehow, with me thinking I only owed them from anywhere under £100 to £200 but I seem to still owe £500 plus.

Despite me living alone who barely cooks once in a single week, if at all, I seem to use a lot of energy and I don’t see how.

Secondly they refused to take an online payment and though I pay them £100 each month I have missed the odd month and did last month.

So probably throwing a hissy fit and there logic is to refuse to take money?!

Well allrighty then!

I bought three pairs of shoes, have had heart palpitations, chest pain, been in A&E, worn a heart rate monitor for two days and in the middle of an eight week process to start my own business.

This does not include the fact that there had been a family bereavement, a funeral that took like 9 weeks to reach and solicitors, probate and theft to deal with. This is still ongoing.

My, my let out a few clues there?

Now after speaking to a few friends they made me realise I’ve not had a bill from them in a couple of years. I also remembered that I did not get that winter payment of them they promised me. A deduction of £140 odd.

So then I’m not sure what’s been happening.

I do know something, I was about to email them again pointing out the lack of bills sent to me as well as the missing deduction in what I owe and will now rip into them.

I know something else and that is that there is something that they do not know.

They do not know what I’ve been up to, that they have featured from time to time. Nor do they know what is about to happen and what I’ll spend the following twelve months doing!

So … it’s gotten so bad that even a Tory Prime Minister is fed up with it?!

That’s crazy.

That’s also provided some very well timed ammunition for me.

I’m about to rip into them for the second time about how my bills simply not come down. I’ve used a lot less energy than I normally do in the past 6 months, my showers been out of action for awhile and my fridge freezer is on the blink.

They simply have some explaining​ to do when they have nothing to explain. Or to put it better, there have no explanations available to them. Not that won’t make them look like complete liars or simply bloody incompetent and with faulty equipment.

I’m also going to mention something else not related to energy bills..

I’m … getting back into some old habits and old routines I’d drifted away from or ceased over the past year or two.

Not wanting to tempt fate I will be explaining these when I’m well into my … groove.

I’m also going to explain a couple of other things with one being much more detail about this business start up plan I’ve alluded to a few times.

I’m also going to post something that’s going to make other things I’ve alluded to look or at least sound like they are confirmed. Well they are really, in effect.

I’m sure it is not long now before I get other details into this inevitable event confirmed?

We were told that we would be kept … updated.

However … as of this weekend it would be around a month since we were told that. In just a couple of weeks it’s all over.

Now there are a couple I know that insist they we won’t be informed of anything until the deadline given for two weeks time. But to this, everyone’s a bloody expert, I stated that we were not told that we would be informed when it’s over but that we would be kept updated.

Solicitors are not known to not carry out the actions they have promised clients in writing. It’s just not done.

But in as little as two weeks time they would have failed in updating us as was stated by themselves.

In fact and as I will reveal shortly this lack of information that we have every right to can and is causing me problems. This is due to this process of starting a business.

Prior to starting out as a business owner I need to … acquire certain things prior to … starting, or begin trading, as they put it.

It also helps if I know when I can acquire these … things as I can then set a date. So to speak.

There will be, or on fast already are, two forms calling my name I need to fill in and hand in.

I’ll explain more and post these two … umm, posts this following weekend. That’s the 13th May.

Also I had one of my two negative siblings on the phone today. They were negative again and overestimating again. Estimating even lower than my other sibling.

I went through my theory and understanding in much detail.

Suddenly there was an “ooooh!” before they then said “Oh, you explained this before but I just didn’t realise!” before I said “Ah, it’s clicked now has it?” They said that it now had, that they now understood and suddenly what was about to happen will be interesting and they were looking forward to it.

I did say at one point “have you not got it yet? How many times have I got things like this wrong? Not very often.”

That was kind of a relief. Though it makes no difference to either me not the outcome whether I’m believed or not. Well that is other than the fact that they are normally negative each time but now I don’t have to do over the details of my theory each time we talk. Well, not with that sibling at any rate.

We find out in just a couple of weeks.

As for the energy cap? Well maybe it is one of those things in the forefront of everyone’s minds and Theresa May knows this and so thinks that by promising it she will win the election for sure but with no intentions of actually doing anything?

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Does Theresa May’s energy cap fit? – http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/business-39858948


My word that woman is one scheming … so and so.

I heard about Theresa May’s meeting with Juncker, I won’t go back to the laughs by claiming to not recall his name and calling him a Vancker. I never thought anything of it … that is until I heard about this BBC News interview with Theresa May.

Once again she was asked about her meeting with Juncker and she refused to confirm it but with a smile on her face claimed that someone had previously called her a difficult woman. She went on to say that she stated the next person who will day that about her will be Jean Claude Juncker.

Then it hit me like a brick wall and I remember someone at Goldsmiths Sachs, I think it was, when someone basically asked Theresa May if she was trying to position herself to become Prime Minister. Obviously this was prior to her becoming PM.

Then it hit me like the proverbial locomotive and I thought ‘Oh God, your crafty, manipulative so and so!’

I would stick my neck out and state that … no difficult conversation took place…

But she wants you to think that …

So she smiles, refused to comment but comes out with this anecdote about her being a difficult and therefore a tough woman?! Just when she is trying to convince the country that she is the only one tough enough to deal with Brexit. Just prior to a snap general election? The one she called?

But wait, this meeting with Jean Claude Juncker must have been arranged bloody ages ago?! All political meetings are. I know for a fact you have to book the House of Commons months in advance as the late Michael Meacher MP told me so. I still have the email.

But wait? Her meeting was arranged to meet Juncker prior to her calling for a snap general election?

I just watched Theresa May use Jean Claude Juncker, the BBC News and their journalist in her favour and she did not even have to lie to do it. Just put a picture, intentionally, inside the BBC’s head and therefore everyone that sees or reads the report.

But wait … isn’t the flavour of the month calling out Jeremy Corbyn as being too weak to be a leader?!

Funny that. I have to admit that I get really angry when people say that. That someone’s too weak to lead the UK.

Of all the things I’ve stated on here about various politicians in now going to state something that could go in Jeremy Corbyn’s favour when I say …

Too weak to be a leader? What, are we still in world war 2? Are we a big powerful nation like the USA or Russia? Are we in a war and it’s slipped my attention? Are we being attacked and it’s slipped my attention?!

A politician needs only keep in focus the two, possibly three, reasons we voted to leave Europe.

Every single one of those people that either do not realise the reasons or do and choose to ignore them should not work in politics. Give it up, go home your clearly inept. Sound harsh? It’s better to go home now before everyone else realises your inept and they spend weeks doing pieces on you.

Meanwhile if your not a complete idiot then learn to read what a vast majority of an entire nation is telling you. Work out the numbers and the likelihood of possible facts. What groups can you rule out of your calculations because their choices are plainly obvious. What percentage of those that matter does it leave you with.

I can do this on my head in a matter of seconds and indeed I did.

So if I can, why can’t you?

But getting back to Theresa May’s manipulation of everyone and leaving them to look like fools … it’s another very good reason why Jeremy Corbyn won’t win.

Because not enough people will realise what I did. Well not enough in a short enough period of time to have any affect on the general election.

Also Jeremy Corbyn needs to realise two things … being a communist/socialist doesn’t mean you have to help foreigners wanting to come to the UK. Especially when it’s at the expense of people on welfare, disabled people and the working class. Those three groups are being neglected and long enough and pissed off enough to vote to leave the EU. Because they think getting rid of the EU will improve things for them. Guess what happens when it doesn’t or worse still, gets worse?

Yeah … I wouldn’t want to be a politician over the next five years for all the tea in China!

You also need to learn that charity begins at home sunshine. It’s the only viable route forward but let’s see who realises first, if ever.

Oh yeah there is a third thing and that is don’t spend fucking money that you don’t have, have no idea of its there or not and not completely positive about how and where you are going to get it.

Because there are those of is that won’t state your too weak, there are plenty of those. Nope, there are those of is that will request your an idiot of you don’t concentrate on these the things.

If I do this much more I’m going to bill … someone with an advisors fee.


I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: May on how Juncker will face ‘bloody difficult woman’ – http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-politics-39785790