I have mentioned a few times within the posts of this blog about my great grandfather being a test pilot who died after crashing in an Avro Manchester Bomber.

I have little doubt that this may well have been one of many things that visitors to my posts have or had doubted over the last few years.

Now I did mention there was a book?

One of the first things I ordered after receiving my PIP cash was that book that has sat in my favourites list, or one of them, for the past few years.

Well I made a little video of the book and poiting out my great grandfathers name within its pages and the book is called Test Pilots by Don Middleton …

Here is a video I made earlier and more of my shopping videos to come afterwards and in later posts …




OK I apologise for those who … umm … may have been waiting? Lol!

The other night I had my landlord comeing round with a new washing machine as mine had packed up for daysd and I was buying, ooh little clue there, loads of new clothes to keep me from selling like a horses anus, lol. I had also … umm mislaid the documents I had the night before and could not look for them when the landlord was here.

As for yesterday…I really do not remember. I have been busy on a shopping spree for days and getting a little…umm lost and confused at times as well as forgetting things.

In fact I have been thinking a great deal about my own psychology in all this as its all been a bit mad and topsy turvey but in a good way. However I did note that bloody news report about Amiptriptyline causing dementia?!

For those that have forgotten or do not know Amitriptyline is a drug that I did not want to take and instead wanted Pregabalin. I was refused Pregabalin by several Doctors, was promised it by Dr Kirkham who is a Fibromyalgia Syndrome specialist in the Orthoipaedic Department of Guy’s Hospital but when the letter arrived at my…last GP neither the drug Pregabalin was mentioned and nor was the fact that he spotted something wrong with my right knee, put it to the test which had me surprisingly experience a sharp pain and shout out. Not as loud as I had previously thought but … well the recording of that is on here. So is the letter ommitting mention of either the drug or the knee, good job the Fibromyalgia confirmation was on there as I would have become violent and knocked someone spark out.

I do not agree with violence or hitting any health staff, but when they lie and cheat about things and even those which can and will kill you then….they are not only NOT Doctors to me anymore they are not even human.

Several still practice within the NHS though!


I won. Well partially.

The DWP caved in and without any medical evidence whatsoever they agreed to pay me Personal Independent Payments and backdated it 7 months longer than several people insisted I would get. A year in other words!!

Umm I presume I mentioned in a post the phonecall I got from them two days after posting those letters I flicked through in a YouTube film? Told me it would be sorted in two weeks and I told my Doctor I do not know how they think they are going to get a form to him and him fill it and send it back in 14 days? Especially has he only has his clinic one day a week.

In fact I will tell you how good they are currently as after forgetting for 5 days I actually remembered to go in there and ask them for the Tramadol they forgot to give me. I left a little noted and as I walked out a kind lady came out calling my name and it turned out there was a prescription already there waiting for me?!

Now thats professionalism for you! That is what I would do…probably land on my face but it is what I would do, lol.

Now before I go ahead with putting the scanned documents in this post I want to explain that within this post is a detailed description of how councils use trickery for everything. Forget the parking tickets they are evil and corrupt and do it with everything right down to council tax and housing benefit. A quick example that is coming up in a later post…

Never paid my full rent, never warned me.

Told if I cancel and reapply they will pay full rent and I would lose a weeks money, I did and lost the weeks money and they still did not pay the full rent.

When I lost my DLA, Disability, they were wrongly informed, err Serco?, and put my rent payments down because I did not get DLA anymore.

I have a letter coming up that states once again they have been informed that I am now getting my Disability, or Personal Independent Payments which I warned you all was a trick, and guess what Enfield Council went and did?

Put my rent up…no wait? DOWN!!

My ten day shopping spree for … TOOLS coming up in part two…with some videos to boot!

Piccies … then I am off to play Dragon Age Inquisition! Lol!



Here is a BBC report about a man who is an amputee victim who was refused Personal Independent Payments and an interview because he had a wheelchair?!

They said, and I quote here, that “he should have rid then about access issues on going to an assessment” which is to assess his disability?! Well fuck me, first off the clue is on what the assessment is fecking for and secondly I would have thought a wheelchair would have been obvious from the fecking firm he filled in when he out in the claim, you effing wasters of taxpayers money!

Don’t these wankers even care who knows that they are imbeciles, liars and the salaries paid to them out of the public purse?!

How do morons and idiots get jobs?! How do so many of them work as front line staff or higher for the public services?!

I will let you into a little secret…

I have for a very long time longed for a team of reporters or investigative journalists to work on this and create a documentary about it!

In fact I have a long list of documentaries I cannot wait to see on TV!

Disabled Hampshire man refused benefits assessment –


Right you Tory idiots, let’s get something cleared up shall we?

I have been hearing this ‘benefit cap’ term thrown around for the past few days. Are you fecking stupid?! Can you do simple arithmetic?!

Benefit capping? Seriously? After everything you have done your taking like this before a general election?!

Well all I can say is that you quite obviously are confident that you have fooled a great many native people into thinking that the trillions of pounds this country owes can be solved by a few billion that benefit scroungers take while wanting to sit on their arses?!

Because that is what human beings want to do. It’s human nature to just want to sit on your arse in your house day after day, week after week until the curtains of life are drawn closed?

Oh and of course benefit claimants are the reason that the largest amount that’s paid out which is housing benefit, yes it’s their fault that the house prices fit to ridiculous levels and therefore so did private rent prices.

Sorry but your idiots and shite at maths and obviously aiming your shit at others like you? That is those that are naive and can’t do maths because everyone else will know!

Of course this cap will force even note period out of cities and built to areas and this leads to even more stories about prior who cannot return to where they grew up! These areas will then in time become like others that many among the British public already complain about and are sick of. No go areas!

Hmm sounds familiar?

Oh and it does not encourage work you bloody moron. Jesus Christ man, what the feck do they teach at Eton?!

Election 2015: Benefit cap ‘encouraging work’ says PM –


For the love of God man, shut the fuck up!!

I cannot believe that with just a few months left of a five year stint that one again George Osborne states that bloody line I’m surprised had bit had him get hit from anything from an egg to a bullet!

“The recovery is on track”

Oh yeah? On track to where exactly? And at what speed? Because that seems to be something being questioned right now.

I was surprised to read two articles and one stating that the economy grew by 2.6% in 2015. Even bigger a surprise then this was that this was the highest annual growth amount since 2007?!

Err… sorry but I seriously doubt that enough that I would very money on it! I have often wondered if these little statements from these bodies are manufactured whether this be a sight exaggeration our a huge whipping whopping great lie?

In no time at all there was yet another article stating that the last quarter of last year, 2015, had seriously slowed. Umm…well… it was bad yeah but no different to the rest of the year from what I was hearing. Only a month or two ago the same idiots that reported this crap interviewed businesses owners who stated clearly that they are feed up with being told the economy is growing when 2015 had been their worst year since the financial crisis started?!

Isn’t it funny that for bloody years we have been feed these figures by people that speak using lingos that make them sound like they know what they are talking about but of late these… groups news releases are all over the place and even contradictory.

I personally find it bloody nauseating hearing that twat spout the same effing shit month after month.

Hmm no… actually thinking about it… no, Mr Osborne? Yes, sorry you keep on stating that, matey! You keep talking to the nation like they are made up of naive people and idiots and that’s who your trying to get to vote you back in? Personally I think the British public ate not as stupid add you make them sound when your talking about the economy.

In fact it will be extremely interesting to me of what is said in the few months after the general election. In fact this is true of whoever is voted into power because there are so many possible outcomes or reactions to the election.

If the Tories are voted out they tenure and the reasons why the list will be picked apart for weeks. I am sure David Cameron’s parrot will have his bones picked clean over his repetitive musings?

If the Tories are voted back in and they prove to those of us who are intelligent that the country is made up of naive and stupid people…well I fear for the reaction of those who voted for anyone else other than them!

Rest assured that if you listen to anyone else outside of the Tory Party and indeed even in America including their Donald Trump the prediction for the next couple of years is not good. Quite the opposite in fact according to Mr Trump.

Many I speak to feel what I do and that is that something is bubbling underneath the surface.

The general election for 2015 will be one that I personally think will be historical in so many ways and regardless of who gets in power. This may be evident in the first hours afterwards or the several months afterwards?

GDP figures: Recovery on track, says Osborne –


I am quite stunned presently.

Despite all that I have witnessed both personally and in the news has been shocking. Yet still I manage to be shocked.

Here is yet another case, will I presume I have boot covered this one, of both covering up and allowing evil things to go on. In the report below probably the most shocking is someone doing jail time and being reinstated as a teacher at the boarding school in Worcester. A school whereby a humongous amount of abuse was going on. Not just going on but carried on for a long time. It turns out that many of the first abusers are dead, well there is a surprise. But it also turns out that more people have come forward claiming to have been abused and one decade of investigation has had several more added to the point that abusers are likely to be alive?!


Is there nowhere in the UK where there had been a humongous can of worms by depraved, evil, idiotic morons that was bound to come out one day?!

It seems that the section of society that thinks itself a cut above the rest is rapidly proving that an ever growing number were anything but?!

I already an aware, though I cannot process it, of how high up it goes and who in government was involved. I was both surprised to see one on TV other morning talking about her beloved Tory Party as well as the studio having her there!

Umm…you are aware, TV News networks, that there is an investigation and endless claims of abuse, a paedophile ring in government at the time your guest was there and it’s mentioned enough online?!

Jesus Christ!!

Wonders never crease.

Approved school abuse probe widened


Another ‘I told you so’ and twice in ten minutes! Lol!

I told everyone I know long ago when I started over 4 years ago and once after a comment of ‘Your bit James Bond!’ and annoyed by this I answered ‘no James Bond wishes he was me!’ before going on to say ‘… and you say I watch too much TV… which is funny for someone that had a living room devoid of a TV!

I had many people… or egos would be a more accurate description who works day all manner of things when I started. This was fueled by the fact I already had a large number of jealous people lying shut me in an attempt to degrade my goals reached or abilities in the past. Awhile before I started my serious involvements with MI5 and GCHQ though brief they may have been.

They also stated that I would not get anywhere.

That those I attacked would not give a shit, read ‘be phased’ regarding my attacks. Find out if this was right in 24 hours.

That I would not get anything beyond the rules laid out…err, read about that one in twenty four hours.

Hmm I wonder if a reader from here had done me the greatest of courtesies by making an effort to prove true that which I have already explained. It’s not like the movies?! Lmao!

Oh of you did? Thanks. Well if you didn’t… thanks anyway! Lol!

So someone pretended to be the head of GCHQ and got through to David Cameron?! Lol! My Good God… you really cannot make this shit up?! Lol, in fact that could have been a title to this blog? ‘You Cannot Make This Shit Up….Dossier’? Lol!

I actually laughed out loud when I heard that after a few seconds he put the phone down, no doubt remembering the fiasco with the fake Queen phone call and of course an election coming up?!

Not that I think it would do him much good?! Write the opposite as a matter of fact…a shame he did take as he may have stated something like..

“Oh fuck the terrorists…these are the names of the private companies I have told the NSA/CIA I would listen in on so that they can perform a hostile take over at the most financially¬† beneficial time while we sell more of their sub standard returned electronic goods through Argos, PC World, Shop Direct and B&Q!”

Now that would have been so very cool and would finally get everyone believing in me and the knowledge I possess become much more widely known at a much faster rate?

Though in all honesty this may well happen in the next few days or few weeks? You will have to wait for that post of revealing things in the next 24 hours or so.

Hoax call to David Cameron prompts security review –


Now here is a BBC report and one of two I am covering that refer to things I have… well referred to previously, lol.

After 20 years of taking drugs like Oemeprazole and Lansoprazole, among others, it was only when 7 years ago when I started vomiting without any warning that I discovered Oesophageal cancer. It was only 3 or so years ago when the first Doctor commented on how long I had been taking these drugs and that I should not be doing so for so long. In case you wondered I did get sent for my second camera inspection after the vomiting started, or endoscopy as it’s formally known as. It showed nothing… or so they said and as I discovered to my horror several years later is that they do indeed lie and falsify test results even if it’s something…. deadly. How is that for a sobering thought?

Today they are talking about how heartburn can mean or lead to cancer.

Yet another one of my numerous subjects once again appearing in the news?!

Well… they do have a lot of catching to to do? No, wait? They have a lot of covering up to do because just as rise responsible for the big arrival have now finally realized… history can and will catch up to them and I have made absolutely certain of this.

Welllll….I say big arrival but in essence it is no more than tokenism in the attempt of doing one of two things….silencing or labelling? Unfortunately I have all the exits well and truly covered. This will become clear in 24 hours and I am posting a letter upon leaving the house to get on a bus… shortly. About an hour. So tonight should be OK to start uploading in preparation for that blog post.

The tokenism claim is easily described when the time comes and if an attempt at being bought… well, lol, I’m somewhat disappointed in the initial offer, so to speak.

Heartburn ‘possible cancer sign’ warning –



I have not been on here and posted much.

I do have good reason.. err reasons… lots of reasons!! Lol!

I started something big had happened and was happening and… well it did! Since it did… (Tuesday) I have been very busy and one hell of a rush for the days and today being the third day I had to show it down… a lot.

Now I did buy some shoes at the start of the week I’ve had my eye on fit a fair old while. These have a trademarked name of ‘Ortholite’ in them and well… in case your not aware I have issues with both my feet which is a bloody hindrance especially when you have hip and knee pains too, throw in a thoracic pain and singer now and then and it’s… well can be drastic at times. However… sometimes new shoes can have a very good effect. And sometimes a very bad one. These ones have had about the best effect I have known and being made by Hi-Tech and buying them in TK Maxx instead of getting shoes in my favorite store of Millets is something of a gamble.

So the rare occasion occurred, or instances occurred together where I was rarely busy for a few days. Not all days every day, far from it but a great deal busier than usual. Doing things. Exciting things.

Do not worry I have already prepared a reply letter I will post up and I have already typed out the post about it. It will need a couple of edits and I need to take a series of pictures as will add videos for YouTube.

I need to film several things as well as a few more over the coming days.

There will also be a while series of things being filmed and photographed over the next 6 to 8 months. In fact if I have the right sort of Spring and Summer weather this year will rocket for sure.

I can’t do some of the things I am now able to because there is a… temperature restriction. Quite literally.

However the busy times took their toll and within 24 hours I found myself out of it and falling asleep earlier than usual. 48 hits in and I did not even get to finish seeing Family Guy and American Dad!! Then 72 hours in and I’m flaking out on a friends sofa and I’m in pain and I several areas too. Getting up and sitting down now hurts and had done for… well awhile at any rate and over 24 hours, likely 36.

So I tried to slow down…no I did slow down.

Slowing down is something I wish I was good at but am not. In fact my extremely short explanation I give when asking about my Fibromyalgia is “My head goes a million miles an hour and my body wants to do a few feet an hour! They literally pull in opposite directions!”

I have also been meaning to drop in a note to my GP Surgery as I did not seen to get any Tramadol?! I did, however, get a phone call from Boots chemist which I thought was a local friend until I rand the number. I then thought I must have been told that I had Tramadol waiting for me I had forgotten to go back for? So in between two different tasks I popped in and it seems they were eager to surah to me because of my raised blood pressure and the Ramipril I was on.

In the conversation I mentioned a few things about the NHS and this blog. She became the second person within a chemist to show a keen interest. Many times I have raised eyebrows in the past.

Any hoot, I was soon back on my way.

Even my orchids and fish have been neglected among the furore that had lasted several days. Me being hyped up with my head spinning from it all had not helped, lol. Even others have noticed I have not behaved as I normally would with the things going on with me right now! “I thought you would be round here showing off…” was what I was told today while chortling with laughter. I laughed too and told him that desire it being just three days I am absolutely shattered and in pain.

Doing is all I have done and playing I have yet to do!

Hence if it is like this then it’s easy to see that it’s been difficult due me to do everything?

A Fibromyalgia sufferer may have issues… shopping? I have read this with some sufferers and I too have had this deteriorating memory for a few years now. Lucky it’s deteriorating slowly and hopefully it will cease deteriorating at some point? Fingers crossed!

Being forgetful while shopping just happens and no matter what it is you so for! However… one of the things I did, yeah I can divulge this little nugget for now, was blow up my PC. My computer I mean and yes it blew up… well OK it popped. Due to adding… done thingssss and some stufffff! Lol! Well I guessed that it had to be the power supply unit though never had one fail before. So while picking up things I… picked up a Corsair 750W PSU which was on special offer in Maplins.

Oddly if you check my computing blog and my YouTube videos of my building my PC Yuh will likely here or read my stating that I have a sneaky suspicion that I will be replacing the power supply unit before very long.

Week it took me a few months longer than I thought to purchase an Sapphire Radeon R9 280 graphics card and I was playing Dragon Age Inquisition for about 20 minutes when the pop and then black. Fiddling around with the internal connections and I was sure the PSU had popped.

Despite the PSU being cheap it came from a famous British company that were seen by my add knowing what they are doing. So I am rather surprised that they sold these. Because at 650 watts I did not even come close to that even with the new graphics card! The leads were crap too and both not long enough as well add not enough connectors.

The manufacturer of the PSU is Ace and I bought it from Scan who also sold me a PC case with a dent in the back! This was the first thing I bought that was non-electrical to be…questionable in its sourcing. Well a friend did buy a Barbecue from Argos that had several screws and a shelf missing. Lol.

Anyway the PC is back online and I only have a couple mite things to do over the next three days. I also have to send off a letter in the post before I publish the letter.

I really don’t like publishing things off I have not posted or better still not been received by its intended recipient.

I typed out the letter on Monday 19th January, so for days ago and I have not even printed it out just yet. Hopefully I will do it over the weekend?

When I have done this I will upload some pictures, videos and some  documentation that will enlighten and hopefully help others?

I just need to get some household items to help me with keeping the house clean and stop my from poisoning myself as I assume now that’s what has been going on with me. What with the tests not showing anything up, other than my cholesterol and blood pressure being high yet again.


Now those…complete idiots that think themselves greater than everyone else on Earth and use swords because they can’t afford a gas supply are threatening newsagents now?!


How fucking small minded and pathetic can you get? They really are now pushing their weight around and showing their true colors and I believe now there is just going to be an increase in frequency in these sort of things and terror attacks in Europe.

Maybe America too?

There was what’s going to be a feeling in confidence based on ratios within a society. One other thing is the big TV covered events they love to target, as they were the London Olympics. Bit of curse there us a third one that those who actually think of everyone else as lower than dogs succumb to and price it is they that are litter than dogs?!

Now this would be signs of widespread weakness. Just like an animal no higher than a mere predator, like a dog or cat, they attack when they see weakness. As this involves murder I would put these things to them and then ask “Well does this sounds like an educated and a thinking intelligent peaceful species to you, or does it sounds like an animal?!” Lol!

The fact that they cannot see this and nor do that flying out there to be with the Islamic State not realise that it’s not ask wine and roses?! Like that girl with a child who went out there and then claimed to escape with her life while being shot at with a child?! She believed in the propaganda they stated? What bloody propaganda?! They have been reported on enough times killing other Arabs and Kurds for feck sakes!

My God I know I have flung about accusations about the media but there is no argument when they Yadezi people are taking you what they have done to them! Our maybe they think the BBC journalists ask carry guns and his it to their heads to day this stuff on TV?

Don’t be bloody naive, at worst your gonna get yourself killed and at best your going to look like a big bloody fool!

Now for those working out who and what I am… why would I warn you? Why would I tell you, help you to not be an idiot?!

Certain… types of people and other… groups of people will be running their hands together at the naivety of many Muslims and egging you on from their plush sofas…

“Yes, go on! This is what we want you to do, keep acting like that and piss off the working class Brits SSSI that eventually they will kick off and do the job we don’t have the gonads to do!”

I display anger at people’s actions and say a great deal of things, though what I say (which I have ever right to say) and what I think are two very different things. If you made assumptions… oooh. Not paying attention are you? Lol!

I believe there is something most sinister going on and I do not mean the Muslims who are waiting to take over Britain, oh no. I mean powerful people that know that the British public, almost everyone else who is not Muslim, week just form angry mobs and blood will spill. Well it will with the direction and actions you are taking, or not as the case may be.

Like a pressure cooker or kettle the lid eventually gives way to pressure. Pressure that build up continuously always wins in the end and a while bunch of morons who think they are clever and like to cause trouble and hate ate actually being manipulated!


Just keep on going… numb-nuts, do exactly what they want you to!

Threats to Charlie Hebdo newsagent