Going at it again.

Must be the worst morning. Left wrist looks worse than before and now the right wrist looks worse than the left.

Stings but then that’s the point. Takes away from the pain in anxiety but only to an extent.

Worst possible nightmare you can imagine while everyone is still alive.

At least that’s how it feels.

Funny my eyelids are getting heavy now, that’s a first I’m normally wide awake from 4 or 5am onwards. But then maybe I released enough .. pressure? I doubt it. Not enough to go to sleep at any rate.

Jesus, that of switch off is sooo tempting.

A lot more bleeding this time.


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