Well what do you know?

Everyone one of the Brexit morons transfixed with Brexit again like Rabbits in headlights trying to stop a car with no brakes, exact representation of what is going on, purely over selfish reasons and that democracy now does not work for them .. so ignoring it.

So almost as if getting the British public into fever pitch, not that hard to do despite the fact that it is staring the in the face this is inevitable, deliberately some new crap has come out and the DWP release some stuff.

Remember how the government got caught out stating that due to the British populations tunnel visioned obsession with something else at the time it is a good time to get dirty laundry released so that no one would notice .. or care because of their self-obsession for amoral reasons or .. feelings?! Yeah I cannot recall what it was over either!

Anyway it has become clear that they have not stopped doing this because they just got caught .. well .. doing this!

Hmm maybe this is a possible reason the mainstream news media wold come up with for not reporting on a lot of stuff that they should have?

  • Oh well this other thing came out at the time and we thought the public would be more interested in that and could not afford the screen time?!
    • Non-reason
  • Oh .. everyone loves celebrities and there was this celebrity gossip or celebrity baby or this happened in I’m a Celebrity .. or X-Fuckter!
  • Add your own theories?!
Maybe? I mean if your going to be controlled and have obvious political motivations you have to first have a plan to hide it and then have excuses for it when people notice after many years, right?
  • We will release a few of the not so serious stories for .. tokenism and manipulation to produce misconceptions to hide our true nature or goal
  • After another number of years when this has been spotted we have these excuses we have spent all those years preparing and coming up with
  • Add your own theories?!
So according to the report they are claiming that Esther McVery lied to parliament, and everyone else, and not just once either?! Well that much was obvious ..
I have long since told you she is not sincere! Hence why I do not like her as she comes across as very far removed from anything representing genuine and I have been shocked that she is not seen as this by the wider British public?!
This is another woman in politics that my daughter is disappointed in and now makes a trio of women Conservatives that have disappointed scores of women everywhere.
  • Margaret Thatcher
  • Esther McVey (gets second because she was there before Theresa May showed her true colours)
  • Theresa May
So no one would be denied disability help under the new benefit, which they planned to get rid of anyway ..

.. around 381,000 DLA claimants who were reassessed for PIP did not get it – (The Canary see below link)

“more people are getting PIP than were getting DLA. That really needs to be heard so that we dispel any myths from the Opposition” – Esther McVey to Parliament (see The Canary link below)

Or how about ..

 “supports more people than DLA ever did” – Esther McVey to Parliament yet again (See The Canary link below)

Or how about ..

“I reiterate that under PIP we are supporting more people than before” – Take a wild guess who said that and where you can go and read the report? lol

I am sorry but does not the DWP report show that she lied .. three times?

Yeah I would bet that there are a lot more lies than that!


The Canary report ..

Finger Tip and Toe Tip Sensitivity .. Pain listed here as Fibromyalgia ..

It also states Raynaud’s Disease and Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, of which the latter will make a certain someone .. laugh! Osteoporosis is also listed and I was diagnosed with Osteopenia, which is like an early stage of the former.

As mentioned above, Behcet’s Disease could well have been called Hippocrates Disease, and that might be more apt, because the disease can have periods of being dormant, called remission, and periods of activity called ‘flares’ and that the symptoms can appear individually, making it seem like you are a hypochondriac. –

Well there you go.

It is documented on here about my issues with my finger-tips regarding touching the two damn things that I do the most, dirty minds out there can put their first guess straight out of their heads!

My touch-pad on my laptop and my Moto X phone screen. God .. it is irritating as f…. screaming babies! Lol. I find myself biting the tips of my fingers in frustration and as I said when my daughter discovered she had Behcet’s Disease.

She immediately realised I had it asked me how they have missed this for over twenty five years with me and .. well .. yeah I have had it over twenty five years!

Now if your an idiot that thinks this is all a good idea to save the taxpayers money ..

  • How is this saving taxpayers money
  • How can not treating something to allow someone to go to work and therefore pay taxes saving tax payers money?
  • In twenty five years how many times have I spoken with General Practitioners and been fobbed off, also costing the British taxpayer? Trust me it is a phenomenal amount.
  • How many times have I visited various departments in various hospitals costing the British tax payer?! Trust me this alone is a phenomenal amount!
    • Eight GP Surgeries with dozens of Doctors
    • More than one GP seen with all of them and three I met at least three Doctors each
    • Whipps Cross, Barnet, Chase Farm, Royal Free (twice), North Middlesex, St Michael’s and Guy’s Hospitals .. wanted to effing send me to a place in Hillingdon over Fibromyalgia .. right across London (West)
    • All missed Fibromyalgia
      • Upon discovery I knew they had known about it for at least two years
    • All missed Hypomagnesemia
      • Upon discovery failed to link it to other symptoms I had experienced for years
      • Since discovery failed to link it to other symptoms that cropped up
      • Failed to inform on how dangerous it can be
      • Failed to refer me off to check why this occurs
      • Now developed into Malabsorption problem
      • Pain, stress and agony this causes is beyond belief
      • Might not have placed the condition on my medical records, yet to be determined
      • Clear results for other things points to the condition, like Osteopenia
    • All missed Behcet’s Disease
      • This is what actually goes back twenty five years
      • Told condition like this does not exist
      • Discover if not dealt with Fibromyalgia then develops
    • Right Knee Physical Issue
      • Spotted for the second time in three years or so
      • By Dr Kirkham who diagnosed Fibromyalgia
      • At Guy’s Hospital
      • Test done
      • Yell of pain
      • Told physical problem
      • Completely omitted from letter to GP

Also and as it turns out the government have been found to have acted unlawfully over Universal Credit ..

Quite how there can now be anyone left that agrees with the government is beyond me. Obviously to suit there own purposes. Because the one thing you get is ‘It is the law’ or ‘It is not unlawful’ when you put this stuff to defenders of these morons.

Hmm I know Leigh Day!

Now explained to my daughter I am pretty sure I was in contact with them around 14 years ago about my foot pain? Well my case was sent to them after I was pounded upon by the representative of a company like Irwin Mitchell and Slater & Gordon called The Accident Group.

Stated I had the best case they had ever seen, funny as now no one even asks to look at the evidence I collected, and they went bust several months later. My case was passed to Leigh Day I believe?Who were not very good back then and said something completely different to The Accident Group but basically said that because they did not want to fund it.



Well what do you know?

It seems that some of the hired liars of the DWP do actually ask about mental health stuff?!

Only this was not the case in my experience with Atos, nor others but it seems that with Maximus they do. Only this is one question that they asked ..

“Why did you not succeed in killing yourself?”?!

So then just like if you have all four limbs your fit .. if your still alive your not suicidal because otherwise you would be dead? Fucking lying, evil and utterly stupid morons!

Yeah you just keep on digging!

They have also been told that it is inappropriate to ask to look at self-harming scars?!

Right .. so it is OK to ask someone who self-harms why they have not succeeded in killing themselves yet but is inappropriate to ask to see their scars?! Riiiight!

Hmm maybe if you spent some money actually finding out what ailments are causing this and fucking treat them maybe you would not have to assess most of them?!

In my own issues I have had this for way, way over twelve years and can be traced back over twenty and, like with my Fibromyalgia four years ago, I had to discover for myself this is down to a magnesium problem. A magnesium problem that requires an expensive test, here let me look it up ..

There is the expensive ExaTest that tests intracellular mineral electrolyte levels and is considered the gold standard for magnesium testing.,154303,154355

So are they likely to do this? No.

This turns out to be not only what is behind much of my stuff but also behind some of my daughter’s issues too. More on that in the coming weeks and I have talked about this previously on here.

The Canary and that stupid question ..


So ..

Things appear to be happening which kind of make sense when I think of what has occurred to me?!

My ‘Dead Issue’, as my solicitor referred to it, which seem to rise like the proverbial Phoenix to both my surprise as well as my solicitor’s, now tallies up with reports I have linked below in The Guardian newspaper.

So first there was this report to review over one and a half million PIP claims after performing this ‘About Face’.

Secondly there is now a second report also in The Guardian newspaper that states that all this could have been avoided or changed at a much earlier date? Well that is stating the obvious and that is something I’m very good at and have been for over five years now.

In fact I can’t help but wonder if the proverbial ship they failed to sink scared the hell out of them? Who knows?

But considering that my dead issue rose up again from the proverbial ashes just prior to this does now make more sense.

So are we to assume that we have reached a turning point?

Could we even say that this is the end even if it is the beginning of the end?

I think it’s possibly a start but I also think there is a long way to go to.

Oddly I recently heard something else about PIP, or Personal Independence Payments, that had me realise it cannot do what was originally intended. It was originally intended, like several others, to replace DLA, or Disability Living Allowance. It cannot. Because of disabled children, who, I was told recently, cannot go onto PIP.

But wait a moment? Is not Universal Credit supposed to eventually replace all existing benefits? By 2020? Well what about children with disabilities? Hmm .. I can see a problem there too!

Just like the NH Mess .. this has not only long since been a mess looks to continue to be one?!

So for God knows how many years now they have been running and paying for twice the amounts of departments within the DWP. It must also be pointed out that they have been paying at least three companies under contract to kick people off disability benefits. These are the infamous Atos along with Maxima, or Maximus, and Capita. There is one other I know of but has such a long, stupid and hard to remember name I assumed it was setup by the idiots within the DWP or government?

But wait a minute? Aren’t the Conservatives supposed to be bean counters and business experts and such?! How in the fucking world did they come to with this cockamamie plan? How in the world did they think that paying for well over a dozen departments and breaking many human rights laws on a daily basis over many years was going to save money?

Think about it ..

Pay for over double the amount of departments and hire contractors to totally ignore and refuse basic human rights and cross your fingers and hope that you get away with it?!

If that’s not nor does not become a complete definition of what is a dunce in politics then I don’t know what is?!

It’s utter madness.

How in the world do idiots like this get into positions where they can make a mess like this and cost the taxpayer so much money that is then just wasted?

That’s the best part for me. You can think about what they did and even go back to think that eroding Legal Aid in preparation for this, so no one had any rights, despite what laws state, and therefore no ability to fight back. But they didn’t even come close to achieving that they claimed they were going to achieve.

The funny thing in all this is the recent claims that no one is dying because of all this. Yeah, if this was true then why the ‘about face’? I’m sure if there were no issues highlighted by anyone, well they controlled the TV News media at least away from reporting this, they would continue on regardless!

Maybe it’s all the talk, or typing, about the future history books? Hmm .. claims that the history books of the future might name particular people within government and point out breaches of basic human rights on an epic scale?! Now who was it that mentioned that a dozen times over a number of years?

I don’t particularly care about the reason .. so long as this is at least the beginning of the end of starving and/or freezing people to death. I would not want to be a politician that will be blamed by scores of people as they grow older for the parents missing from their lives!

I know one particular person who had a head start in all this and had recently realised that the government and local government are solely responsible for this and the nightmares they have had to live through.

Payback will come from this and as the scores of children today. Children who have lost one or more parents, become adults .. will end up with large groups forming organisations where every individual is baying for blood.

No you won’t have a bunch of people in an organisation because it’s merely a job or career in which they can extract a salary. Oh .. no. It will be dozens with anything from an agenda to an obsession.

I think it will be something like that of searching for Nazi war criminals?

The absolute best part about all this is the Tory government being found, or claimed, to be discriminatory .. ‘discriminatory’ has the word ‘Tory’ in it, lmao. Oh .. sorry, lol yeah they were found/claimed to be discriminaTORY against diabled people ..


The chance to change things not taken ..


Well this was a close one.

Do not get man of these but the last time it was .. less then two days. A Telegraph report about something Theresa May stated that I had stated two days before had .. been broadcast. I am not entirely sure when she stated the fact that PIP and ESA was going and by 2020? But it was what I stated in the DPAC group 36 to 48 hours before that .. caused me a surprising amount of bother.

Being someone that likes to cut in and dance around the edge’s with death I am kind of used to it.

But a number of people reacted .. some upset and others .. angrily and it was even put forward that I should be kicked form the group?!

I was not even in there when all this was being said .. then spotted it and tried to defend what I said. It was demanded of me that I reveal my source but this would have made absolutely no difference whatsoever. I refused. To me that was proof.

But to naive people that think themselves intelligent because they know a few big words .. it was not proof of my integrity. They wanted a name. A name they would not recognise ad would just get the guy fired. It was not going to happen.

That was how I met a number of people and one in particular was Gail Ward.

She private messaged me and I had just been kicked off a Fibromyalgia group for saying the same thing and the first thing I said was “Go on? I know how this is going to go I have just been kicked somewhere else” She explained that she was not going to do that and just assured me I could confide in her .. I trusted her so I did.

Several people then believed me .. some did not.

Two days later when word got around that it indeed was a statement of fact .. some apologised .. others did not. Big to open their mouths .. not so big to open their mouths when they have made mistakes and do not look quite so intelligent anymore.

Disabilities do not change human character. At least not to that extent.

Still .. I do it to help people .. if I am going to get a backlash over something .. so be it .. I at least tried and maybe, just maybe I might reach and help some people with open minds who know me well enough to listen.

My solicitor from Mary Ward Legal was not aware that the government had changed the law on sanctions, going from ‘Illegal’, yes they were and you better believe it, to ‘Legal’. She was not aware and neither was she aware that in the sanctions they are not touching your rent payments. They told me that at my first visit to the Job Centre in Price Street Birkenhead where I now unfortunately reside. Only because things are worse here with the authorities than they were in the place I left.

Someone much ore selfish than me would see this as a field day .. a gift from God, if you prefer. But I was saddened by this, what I was hearing and what I was seeing.

So .. with one of the best stories around now becoming instantly twice as bad as it was before and right in the belly of the beast.

There was only a matter of time before they realised it. Upon realising this they might .. see a major problem .. or threat.

That is what I have trying to be for the last 8 years.

Unfortunately for them .. they thought I had only done this for a few weeks when they discovered my dastardly plans. To counter dastardly plans you have to have equally dastardly plans but doing these in both a genuine, legal as well as factual manner .. well that is not easy. Especially when you do not have the resources of a big news network like Rupert Murdoch. Ooh he has just sold Fox for $54 Billion plus .. maybe he is coming after me?!

Well I did get warned about this .. many, many times. The first few weeks in which I started .. to a few days ago 5.5 years after I started. Plus others in-between.

Now I thought I would succeed a lot quicker then this and thought it wold be all over in a year or two and .. well no. It just did not happen like that.

I had built up a lot of evidence before I even started blogging .. thought it as enough .. thought I would hit the ground running and in the first yer or two the stories would race around and people would slowly flock to read my blogs.

I said it before it is like an illusion conjured up my a Magician. You are ‘wowed’ by the illusion but as soon as you know how it is done the lustre wears off .. so to speak.

Oh .. Spire Healthcare are on the TV for lying and it turns out that my daughter worked for them and knew about the lying. Should have seen the loo on her face when I explained not only did I know who Spire Healthcare was and that I covered them four years or so ago when I thought I had Charcot Marie Tooth Disease before later realising it was Fibromyalgia.

The story involves a weird one when I was on my way to the appointment but in the main part of the building, which was the wrong one. A tall blond man was walking towards me while speaking to someone else and he glanced at me. He stopped mid sentence and did ore or less a double-take. Dominick Mort.

As I passed by I wondered why this man had done this .. realised. or came to the conclusion that this was the man I was about to see, in a completely different part of the building and that he recognised me. I asked myself ow in the feck he knew who I was because at no point in my medical history had anyone taken a picture of me. At least not while I was conscious.

Of course he later turned out to the man I was about to see and someone I was in contact with at the time checked him out and told me all about Spire Healthcare.

I digress. Well in my defence it was something on TV and something that I covered and told the news media about years ago.

So I was tagged in something tonight.

The Work & Pensions Select Committee was contacted by me over a week ago .. in fact I had a response at the end of last week. They wanted to use my case and I blogged about it. I told them I would send a way better and more detailed report that would likely contain three times the data that I had already sent them. After all .. I only complained about UC and NEA. I did not go into details about DLA, PIP, IB and JSA along with HMCTS.

I then blogged that I did that.

I am sure that the powers that be have been trying to find a way to stop me for a very, very long time and I have seen instances where websites have been closed down. Even the infamous Calum’s List is now gone but can be found on Facebook. That is no safe refuge either and I spoke to someone a few years back that was closing his Facebook page down because of threats from solicitors.

In fact is it not funny that all solicitor tend to do now is evil deeds? In my mind around 90% of the protect those with large amounts of money that invariably got up to no good. Those that are innocent tend to be the poorest and .. there is no recourse to justice anymore because justice commands a huge fee.

Yeah there are these ‘pro bono’ solicitors but you would stand a better chance of finding rocking horse shit! Where are they?

Five and a half years of blogging my guts out, uploading videos and audio recordings at my own expense .. putting up with my various issues and continuing on almost unabated. Where are all the contacts? Where are the offers of help? Advice even?

You start asking yourself whether or not 80% or more of he British populace are just amoral and just hide it from the public eye?

It may be too early to come to those conclusions and/or that may be because something else may be at play? Maybe the majority of the population is not .. amoral and maybe something is preventing the ‘word’ from getting out? Who knows?

So what was I tagged in?

It would appear that there is a

Victory for claimants as Government agrees to reform PIP & ESA process


But it is a start. I think?


So Atos, Capita and Maximus are going are they and half of the staff and heads at the DWP going to prison for breaking the laws and then manipulating and changing the laws so they can keep on causing suffering and .. well breaking the laws .. just the previous laws?!

Oh and that was the Parliament website and to do with the Work & Pensions Select Committee.

Just keeps on happening does it not? If you have not gone through my 3200+ posts you will note that things like this have occurred dozens of times.–esa-process-statement/


Funny is it not?

For countless years the Job Centre and the DWP have had this … thing in place where if you do not wok or cannot find work they normally try to force you to do … something. At times, maybe always, this would be a course of some kind. Something that is supposed to help you into work, o so they always claimed.

So what is funny about that?

Well in each major feck up they do, the government and the DWP, there is always this line form them about learning lessons and a line from victims, or victims relatives about them hoping that the government has learned lessons form said feck up.

Let us get a couple of things cleared up because I have seen this for years and years and years and over and over and over again and it drives me mad.

First off they did not need any lessons at all and damn well knew what catastrophic and even fatal effects their actions would have on people.

You got that? Good.

Secondly … even in the rare event that something they did not expect happened … unlike what they force upon the poor … they do not want lessons. They are not interested in lessons or improving things.

They balance books. That is it.

If someone on benefits dies then they will balance those books a damn site quicker each time … or so you might think? But no …

Because it does not matter how long you put people’s lives in jeopardy, a living hell or even how many you kill you can do this for the next ten years and you wont change a thing.

Well … that is not strictly true … you wont change the figures in the books … not by any substantial amount that would let anyone off the hook, anyway.

But it will change things.

In fact what is going on, or more accurately created, is something that we only recently discovered has happened in the past. A sea of victims was created.

That first one involved the BBC, Jimmy Savile and a number of other famous people and celebrities who were pally with Mr Savile. This still continues to this day … just really curiously we have not heard much about it of late. Other than the Cliff Richard fiasco. Yeah it is a fiasco but not for the reasons that you might think.

God knows how many victims there are in the world dealing with this and Lord only knows how many actually died. All the time their lives made a living hell by those around them that did not believe them and I know only too well exactly what that feels like.

Even when the truth comes out everyone who did not believe or like ‘Oh? Seems like they were telling the truth? Oh well’ and very rarely is a thought given to how many years of suffering not being believed and the toll it took.

I can tell you that time in these instances can go very, very slowly and the pain and suffering can seem like it is being extended out before your very eyes.

There are those that eventually give up, disappear into a shell and any difficulties or battles they end up trying to fight alone. They do not want to face that situation of meeting person after person who simply wont believe them. I know because I became like that too.

In fact I am in an unusual situation where I have found myself approaching people once again only this time and for me it is very different.

Because I can prove everything I say and have said.

This does not necessarily mean that I will win as it is down to others and so much can be done against me to slow me down or stop me altogether.

Stopping me altogether would mean putting me in a position whereby I have nothing to lose and so anything I have held back from doing I will just think ‘oh fuck it!’

I have been told I will be getting a letter later next week and it will likely be asking me to leave my home.

My rent has not arrived though it could still come on Monday.

If you have been on this blog lately you will know that my rent payments stopped without any warning, unless you consider a letter telling you your rent was stopped the day before?!

I had to jump through some hoops to prove I was not working … fucking annoying because they wee not told that I was working and heard nothing from me.

Well it looks like it might be happening again. My rent is normally paid on the 27th or 28th though there have been times when it has been the 29th or 30th it is normally one of the former two dates. As it is the 29th today and as I know for a fact that previous payments have gone through on a Saturday … it is now technically late. So by Monday night there will be no doubt left and once again they have stopped it again without warning. Nice. Nice people the British public services, so very nice and compassionate.

So I am now going to have to sort that out while I spend four days a week shopping, as that is what I do due to my condition, and at the same time looking for work for 35 hours a week. Is there a planet in the solar system that has a ten day week? If there is I will have to move there so that I have time to do everything expected of me? Lol.

Yeah I am in a pickle and I kind of thought I had gotten through half of it while I worked in the second half of the problem but now they have hit me with the first half once again.

My landlord had stated that he had asked someone to leave one of his properties because his rent was paid late…twice. I might be getting that letter over the next week or so? Oops!

So I had a go at them three months ago and they have not earned because they do not care. They damn well care enough if you do not pay your unfair parking fine or your council tax, do they not?

In fact that can be used to describe most of the public services in the UK, double standards.

But hey, that is only a couple of months. How can they be expected to learn in that short space of time?

Well in my recent post I linked a story of a man with diabetes who died of a heart attack after being told by the DWP they were stopping his benefits. Now that story turned out to have occurred in August 2015! Yet only a week ago Theresa May stated what I had already divulged in that three welfare services are being merged into one. Or in other words everyone is being kicked off ESA and PIP and put on Universal Credit which should now be clear to even the most naïve idiots why they called it Universal Credit in the first place!

Iain Duncan-Smith must have panicked before pressing the button for this to go through, realised he would by solely named throughout history as something akin to a Nazi figure and ran.

Do you not think that a tragic death well over a year ago is not enough? Did you think there would only be one? I did not. I was sure there were deaths starting from eight years ago when they kicked a bunch of people with mental health off the then DLA. There is at least one face locally I do not see any more and have not done for a fair old while.

Hey, well if a bunch of people with mental health suddenly die no ones going to notice or even care, right?

I do not know how far back revelations proving this and proving that they do not care about human life, will go but I would wager it would go back six years.

How about one that I am shocked actually got a mention in one national tabloid but do not remember hearing in the mainstream news?

What if I said that I had the link below to at least one MORE death than the one from over a year ago and that this one dates back to well over THREE years ago?

The Guardian newspaper which oddly enough is one of many that got sent four DVD’s full of my evidence .. umm four years ago. Lol.

This one was also published on DPAC’s Facebook page and they really do seem to be coming thick fast lately and seem to be speeding up?!

As for those morons that are amoral and somehow thin that this attitude and actions will help them … no you foolish idiot. This only serves one purpose and that is to make it look like they are reducing the debt while keeping the deaths under wraps so that they look good, morons vote for them and they keep their jobs as long as they can. The longer they keep them the more chance they have of getting a book deal out of it.

It will have to be a damn site longer then David Cameron, in case you do not know I read a report that said that he wrote a book and it was rejected! Lol, go figure!


I know someone who is not going to like this story.

Something got posted on DPAC’s Facebook page hat had my angry, despite the very thing I was expecting.

There is a row going on regarding a coroner, the DWP and their ESA and the family and friend’s of a man that died of a heart attack. A heart attack he had mere moments after he told someone that the DWP were going to stop his benefits. Mere moments.

He had diabetes.

He had also previously been homeless.

Of course they are trying to avoid any blame but some are not having it. I commend those that are standing up to this and it must take some enormous amount of both strength and courage to do that?

The man’s name is Alan McArdle and I wass shocked to find he died last August, 2015 and was reported in November 2015.

He apparently read the letter to a carer before he collapsed.

McArdle had attended the first couple of Work Programme appointments in the Maximus offices with the support of a local charity, but his health and mobility had continued to deteriorate. “As long as a proper metric for deaths due to policy cannot be determined then policy can continue to be harmful; there just is no proper feedback system to connect actions to consequences.” – Disability News Service (see below)

Is it not worrying that this death occurred well over a year ago and therefore so did the allegations and yet their determination to kick or move people of benefits continued unabated?

Is it not shocking that Theresa May, despite this evidence, only recently stated that she was going to do the exact same thing to each and every person in receipt of ESA and PIP only very recently? Well in a roundabout way, she did not mention the services by name but every single disabled person know knows exactly what she meant. Mainly because I myself reported this both on this blog as well as on DPAC’s Facebook site and some other Ostriches I tried to help.

Disabled activist Rick Burgess said the case highlighted the difficulty of holding DWP to account over such deaths. – Disability News Service (see below)

It is truly shocking … that a system exists that forgoes accountability when it results in causing the deaths of innocent victims.

But this was exactly where I knew this was all heading and they have shown in their decisions that they simply do not care. After all, all the more money saved if people die, right?

But there will come a time when this affects someone close to the person dying that can and will bring a whole load of hurt to the British government and I cannot wait for that day. It is just a crying shame that it will take at least one more innocent life and more likely a whole long list of them before that day comes.

You can read about this sad but always inevitable story here ..


Not got a chance to really talk about this as I do not have the time currently..

But as I normally end up forgetting to do 50% of my posts I did not really want to miss this one.

No one on a train wanted to give up seat for someone disabled!

It is just one of many reasons I do not travel,, like I told the DWP and Atos who then twisted my words … if I travel I will be in pain in several areas, sweat far too much and contend with embarrassing things that are permanent and spontaneous.

So I will be peeved all the time.

Throw in some idiot who is rude and it would be akin to lighting the touch-paper.

Also there was recently a programme on Channel 4 about the disability issues with the DWP I am always talking about. Did not see it, probably would have annoyed me anyway.

Just another thing in the news media that is short and sweet and designed to make the general public,, you know lie those arseholes on the train that only gave a shit about themselves, reason to carry on not taking any notice.

And so it continues.

What was also interesting is that someone else on Facebook commented just as I did about it and stated that fifty years ago, a time I often dream about living in, everyone would have care and offered their seat.

This is the Disabled People Against Cuts Facebook page ..

Well at least it has some airr time and now maybe another news media in another country will take notice and start reporting about how we treat our own people?

Think about it this affects everyone …

If they treat the sick, disabled and vulnerable like this then what chance do you have?

The only time your not affected and that is if you have large amounts of disposable income whereby hiring a solicitor at £220 to £400 per hour is nothing to you. If you cannot, there is no legal aid and you are just as fecked as the rest of us.

I wonder if anyone bought up the fact they have been not only breaking the law as well as being immoral but that there is an attempt to take a couple of ministers to court over all this? One of them being Iain Duncan-Smith.


​Hmm interesting.

A link to a story below tells about a guy who suffers with Multiple Sclerosis who lost his mobility, or enhanced component.

He was told he could travel 15 miles to work without a car.

Luckily his employers kept his job open while the court case went on but others would not be so lucky.

He won the court case.

Of course the DWP claimed that the ‘extra’ evidence provided made him eligible?!

That was quite obviously a lie and even in the tiny chance that they were being honest it proves that their assessors are shit.

Just interesting is someone in the comments section called PhobosAndDeimos remarks about the laws being broken by the DWP.

Yet despite the hundreds of court appeals there have been and will be no one pulls the DWP about this or better still takes them to court.

MS Claimant Wins Motability Car Appeal After Being Told To Get A Bus 15 Miles To Work


The Turing Test.

“Can you imagine what the world would become like if the arseholes in charge now lived forever?”

“Yeah, exactly!”

Those were two lines spoken by two women who was playing the game called The Turing Test. A puzzle game that involves an Artificial Intelligence, sounding a lot like Jeremy Irons, and a few human people all on Europa, one of Jupiter’s moons. A girl called Ava Turing is woken up on a ship and guided by the AI, called TOM, through a building full of rooms with each one containing a puzzle you had to solve before you moved on.

An organism was found that when your … contaminated by it, for want of a better term, you become immortal. The ground team, made up of four or five people, wanted to return to Earth with the organism while Tom and just one of the humans wanted to prevent that.

One side thought it was a wonderful thing to cure death.

The other side believed that the immortality was a bad thing with over-population happening fast and other things and possibly viruses becoming immortal too.

I watched this video at the end of a very long day.

A day that turned out just as interesting and intriguing as the philosophical and logical conundrums of this game.

With a slight blot on the landscape.

You probably did not guess it from my recent posts and if you have probably too late but today was the day of my MRI. The one on my head and boy was it an unpleasant experience.

Originally the appointment time was 5.45pm but they called me yesterday to move it forwards by several hours.

I had posted last night about having some more serious difficulties with the anxiety attacks returning and even turned to an extreme method of coping I never had before.

I was watching a black and white classic sci-fi movie when the Internet went off at midnight.

It was a difficult night.

It was an even more difficult morning.

I had not had the damned bath I wanted to out come s pile of cleansing wipes while I pondered at 6am what I was going to do until the 12.30pm appointment time came around? I had also not got anything to drink or smoke the night before, as I had intended.

Get out, get some cash from the ATM and go to my friends shop for a cup of tea or two before jumping on the bus outside up to the hospital.

I told him about the letter that I had received the day before about the PIPs assessment and he hung his head and then shook it slightly. He looked at me and said “This time you have got to go!” to which I then said “Its in Brentwood!” and he shook his head again. “You going?” he asked “No” I answered.

We chatted for nigh on a couple of hours when a mate of our walked in …. lets call him ‘Forky’. I told hom not to take it personal but I had to go to the hospital shortly. He said “On a Saturday?!” to which I said “Yup, have an MRI on my head” and then explained what happened with my seizure and I could see that ‘Oh crap’ look in his eye.

Just like the puzzles in The Turing Test life is full of puzzles. Standing in one of these rooms you have the right to your opinions and your ideas. The fact that you have a right … does not make you right. But many confuse the two. In The Turing Test only the one right idea will see you progress.

Puzzles in life are like that. You keep going along probing new things and coming up with new ideas to find a way through.

Hmm and I just came up with this post’s title just then!

Just as the two geeky girls found on progressing through each room sometimes when you try things the answer simply comes to you.

Two answers I did not expect and equally shocking both came to me today in the most unusual of ways.

After deserting Forky and Steeeve I found myself in the MRI unit. I filled in a safety questionnaire and it was duly collected from me. I noticed a sign on the wall about the procedures of MRIs. It stated that for non urgent results they would be sent through in 8 weeks but for serious or cancer results they would go through in 2 weeks.

I never thought much more about it.

Eventually I found myself not so naked and lying on the platform to the MRI machine. Bizarrely some huge headphones made for a 5 year old were placed on my head. Then a cage was pulled down over the top of my head that had my nose pressed against something. And me with claustrophobia. I close my eyes for the duration which I was told was about 15 minutes.

Yeah, we lit was more like 30 minutes, which I found a little odd.

After what seemed like a lifetime the test was eventually over and I was pulled out. They raised the cage away from my head and I was asked to take the headphones off, which I could not wait to do.

“Your results will be through in two weeks” the guy said.

‘OH CRAP!’ I thought!

That notice on the wall in the waiting room about MRI test procedures?

In this instance that darned number 2 is proving to be somewhat unlucky.

In the morning and as it was Saturday and I had experienced the anxiety the night before I decided it might be an idea to go to the Urgent Care Centre after the MRI? I might be told I can take a Propranalol pill at night as well as the morning to cope until I get to see the GP again? If the Urgent Care Centre was still there and the building it was in, the old A&E, I am pretty sure had been demolished for a new building? Checking the map in the hospital I noted it was indeed still there but had moved. I also noted a building that said ‘GP’ on it and wondered what it was.

In the Urgent Care Centre I saw a very nice and compassionate nurse called Karen. I told her why I was there and she looked worried but said that they could not help. They do not have access to patient’s medical records, bizarrely. She said that there was a GP on the site and I said I had noted the building on the map. She said that they cannot see people unless they ring ‘111’ and the appointments were done that way which was silly. She even went and double checked this and tried to get me in. Spoke to someone called Barndoc, who I do not have a good reputation with but they have likely forgotten me. I was told to come back in and they would send me in a car to Barnet Hospital if I could not get to see the GP on the site.

So I thanked them for their help and went outside and phoned ‘111’. After chatting to this guy he then starts telling me, after discovering I had self harmed myself, to go to a different hospital. I ask why he cannot just make an appointment with the GP in the hospital I am in and he tells me they cannot do that.

I agree to his wants and I go back into the Urgent Care Centre to let them know what I am going to do. When I told them that ‘111’ told me that they cannot and do not make appointments with anyone over the phone they remark “That’s twaddle!” and shake their heads.

Cutting out my being confused how to get to this other hospital and my brain suddenly springing back into life I head out.

On the journey I think about how nice the nurse was and how quiet the hospital is these days, I even remarked this to the nurse and she laughed and said “Yeah”. I even stated it was like an old haunted hospital at moments and she said it probably was haunted.

After some crisps, orange juice and a bar of chocolate in the other hospital I sit around for my 30 minute wait. I thought that was a bit too fast when they told me that was how long I would be waiting. Well that was the first Doc that told me that 10 minutes after being told I would be waiting an hour before seeing that first Doc.

So the first hour they quoted turned into like ten minutes or so.

The following 30 minutes they quoted ended up over 2 hours and I had thought I had missed my name being called out at one point.

Eventually I cam called into a room …

“What are you here for?” I was asked.

“I was ordered to come here” I replied.

I explained the situation and told him about the MRI and coming here from the other hospital and said I just wanted someone to say it was OK to double up on the Propranalol for a couple of days until I see my GP.

He asked what had bought on the anxiety and first assumed it was the MRI and possible brain tumour and asked me why I thought it was a tumour. Wow! Someone actually asks a question. I told him why and he nods and I explain that is NOT the cause of my anxiety.

I then tell him about the DWP, the assessments, stopping the Incapacity Benefit, stopping the Housing Benefit, possibly being homeless in as little as four weeks and then the letter about my Personal Independent Payments.

He squints slightly and says “What?!” before he places his elbows on his desk and drops his head into his hands before letting his head drop as his finger ruin through his hair and then speaks …

“These public services?! What are they DOING?! They are just blanketing large numbers of disabled people and hoping things stick!”

My mind is like ‘…….wow!’

He then raises his head up and looks at me and nods to the screen before saying …

“Mr Haswell … looking at your medical notes here there is no GP or Doctor anywhere that wont stand there and back you up on all this! Not with your medical history!”

My mind is like ‘…….wow!’

He then goes on to say to me that there is no way on Earth I will lose the court case with the DWP over either the ESA one … or the likely upcoming PIPs one!

My mind is like ‘…….wow!’ LMAO. It is was pouring with rain when I was in the waiting room and I was like ‘Oh great!’ but suddenly I simply did not care as I sat there as he talked and went …


I was then prescribed an extra 40mg of Propranalol to take at night and some diazepam.

‘……just … wow!’

Was this really happening? Did he just say all that stuff he just said to me? Really?

They had no Propranalol but gave me the Diazepam but I just didn’t care. In fact after feeling the way that I did after that Doctor reacted the way that he did, was as compassionate as he was and understanding he was … well I had an affect on me made actually by a Doctor and not his medications!

‘Just …. wow!’

Oh boy here is someone I would dearly love to have as a GP!

When I left I made it to the bus stop and it was going from a drizzle to a medium heavy rain and I just stood there looking like Bishop Brennan from the Father Ted comedy when he travels an entire journey from Ireland to Italy to see the Pope but stunned the whole time because he is sure Father Ted just kicked him up the arse but cannot quite believe it and for the whole journey is in a frozen state of shock and confusion. Until in front of the Pope when he suddenly comes to and says “He did kick me up the fecking arse’ and knocks out the Pope with a right hook before running back the the airport!

That was me … just staring at the rain in stunned confusion thinking ‘…’

I think that is enough ‘wows’, lol.

Suddenly a few things started to make sense. I was explaining the Fibromyalgia and how it affected my feet, arches, ankles and other things along with memory. He was just nodding. I completely missed it as I normally get blank looks from Doctors. He must have been familiar with Fibromyalgia and more than most. I remembered he still did not look confused when I told him about the anxiety attacks shutting down my legs the way that it did.

But I am sure that none of this finer detail is on my medical notes and I am sure the Costochondritis is not on their as every time I get a letter from a GP with my ailments it … seems … to have a different collection of ailments … on each letter? Oh feck!

I cannot believe I missed that.

I have three GP letters and they are all on here and each one’s list fails top match up with any of the other two!

That must be how they do it? If pulled up on it is given as an honest error. It would LOOK like an honest error or oversight. The funny thing is that the letter I have which contains the most of my ailments, pre-Fibromyalgia diagnosis, the DWP claimed to me that she filled in the form wrong and unable to fill them in correctly. Because there was too much on the form … they would have had to accept my DLA application at the time. Which they did not and saved another 3 or 4 years of not paying me.

Except when I asked for them then they would have realised I would have spotted the omissions and so every medical file they had on me vanished. Oh and I am not speaking metaphorically here … they really did vanish when I asked for them! Lol. Or as I prefer to put it and just as I put it to them … “You burned them!” and ten days later £4,500 was paid into my account.

He basically said in a roundabout way that if the court found in favour of the DWP on either court hearing then they were corrupt. He also said ‘…these public services …’ and did not single out the DWP so it was plural.

Only two were mentioned and that was the DWP and Enfield Council and the only others involved in this would be the NHS and HM Court & revenue Service. So was he thinking only about the DWP and Enfield Council or one or both of the other two as well?

This was without the bloody possible outcome of the MRI or the drastic measures I had resorted to the night before.

There’s my ace and it was a surprise ace on the day and I ended up with two aces, thought he other one could turn out to be the worst type of news admittedly.

Oooh you better believe I have a very good ace card now.

Oh yeah … I forgot, it was three aces.. Three aces were gathered up today and I had already acquired one ace. Just that normally the aces are … well, not very nice. Except for that last one.

Back in that windowless room of puzzles you have to see and visualise all the angles and sometime … just sometimes things just pop into view.

Sometimes its a little bit of luck and other times its a little but of planning and persevering. Sometimes its a bit of both.

Oh and the two geeky girls were American, that said about idiots running things today.



I completely forgot, yeah I do that, but in speaking with the best Doctor I have ever met … I even bought up my blog when we talked about corruption. I told him what it was on and he pulled it up on the monitor?! Lol.

I did mention very briefly that I had a dozen in all and mentioned astronomy, computing, and animals and a couple of other things, maybe Orchids too, but did not go into detail on them.


Sorry I could not resist that title … I mean the Department of Work and Pensions and despite the fact there are thousands of employees being paid between £50,000 and hundreds of thousands per annum all coming out of the public purse they do not give a shit about anyone that is ill or old.

Now I actually thought recently that I may have made a mistake?

They sent me that patronising email about getting a letter from my GP to state why I cannot travel and I had already sent them several GP letters and Hospital letters confirming all the diagnosis I have had along with the fact I am about to have colonoscopy and a scan on my head, so have that on my mind. Umm no pun intended, lol.

Now where I made the mistake is that I sent off to emails and that I considered that it may have been possible, after  I ripped them a new one, that they may have sent the email asking for the letter prior  to reading the letters I attached in the last email.

Like I said … I sent two emails.

I attended the GP Surgery, as I stated, to my new GP, the brother of the one who just moved to Ealing, who, incidentally, does not know me.

He knows nothing of my medical records or my history whereas his brother does and I pointed it out that I find it something of a hard coincidence to believe that the DWP demand an assessment just as the GP moves without warning?

You would think that these moves would take months and months to set-up? I mean it is not like going for a normal hob is it? Your a Doctor, for Christ sake. There have to be checks, checks on your records, criminal records and medical background, knowledge and where you acquired your degree?

Mind you saying that … it does tend to arise in the news every now and then that some Doctor Death, I like that, has not been given the proper checks before he killed a load of people, intentionally or otherwise.

Maybe these checks are just for mere mortals?

Anyway I have given the email asking for the letter from my GP, possibly again, below along with all that I sent them along with the latest letter to be posted to them.

As it turns out that no, I was not wrong. They did state that the medical letters I sent them of all my diagnosis is not actually good enough and that I needed a letter from my GP as to why I cannot travel?!

Two problems …

  • Do they not claim they have medical professionals?!
  • How many of your Doctors follow your backside around for days on end to see what you are capable of or if you are having the symptoms you claim that you are or not?!

Do you know what ignoring the stuff I sent them means? That is after they were all like ‘Oooh we will send this off the the DWP’ crap?

It means they are incompetent morons and that there attempts to stick the knife into people with disabilities is nothing more than pathetic and that they have the law and the NHS twisted around their finger and do not care who knows?!

Ooh? Did I mention the United Nations?! I cannot recall, oh well good to have a few things up for round 3!



Dear Mr Haswell

If you wish to be assessed at your home for your work capability assessment, the onus is on you to provide a letter from your GP explaining the reasons for the request.

Please be aware that if your GP charges you for providing the letter, we are not in a position to refund you for the cost of this.

with regards

Customer Relations

Centre for Health and Disability Assessments

Room 4E04, Quarry House. Quarry Hill. Leeds. LS2 7UA

Letter from DWP as they seem to be suddenly clueless to what I have and only NHS, Doctor and Specialist letters that have been falsified and … doctored, ahem, are acceptable?!

DWP Ass Reply 110616

Note above how they have given me from Monday 13th June 2016 to Wednesday 15th June 2016 to get an answer to them with a Second Class Post envelope they themselves provided?! LMBFAO!

Evidence I sent them PREVIOUSLY which was not good enough, told them about the head scan and the colonoscopy as well along with GP contact details …

NECK X-RAY BACK X-RAY MID Chase Farm Wrong Back Chase F Pain M 2011 Chase F Pain M 2011B Guys Letter 1 NHS Podiatry Diagnosis Ort Ft Ank Kn Groin Back 0311 Podiatry 0812 S Ortho Whipps 2003

These are likely not all that I sent and I believe I remember there being 12?

I quite deliberately sent them one letter from back in 2003 to show them that I can prove not only what they have been up to but how far back it goes.

The other funny thing is that I never pointed out, quite deliberately along with other things, even on here is that I knew I was being lied to and messed about and could not figure out how they were so sure they would get away with it …

…until I discovered that I had Fibromyalgia Syndrome, what it does to one’s memory and that they had known for at least two years that I had it.

I had a real bad history of forgetting and missing appointments some years back and found it strange that I kept doing it, how can you forget there is somthjing wrong with you, you need to sort out?

Even stanger was the fact that I was never ever once charged the £10 fee for missing appointments?

I naively used to think that it was because Dr Rhaman and I had a good rapport and I used to do him favours by helping him train medical trainees once a month?!

Ooh … did I not mention this? Well I have! If you go … far enough back into the archives.

If you go far enough back you will also discover that I stupidly turned down an offer of a PhD from a Peter Pasmore of Middlesex University to program the software to teach medical students how to perform KEYHOLE SURGERY!

Ooh, did I fail to mention that too?!

Check my archives, lmao!