I am not sure what is happening to me or what to do about it.
Today I had one of those afternoons where I am in effect, high. As in ‘high as a kite’, intoxicate or stoned!
I had been out to pick up something and just have a quick scan around at phones in these gadget shops as well as phone shops. Need to replace my phone, have one in mind and I seem to find it’s sister phones, it little brothers but not the one I want. Which is a Motorola Moto X Style. Did want the Moto X Force but then found it is not entirely waterproof as it seems to suggest kn adverts.
I have had a great many Motorola phones and going backwards a Moto G, Motorola Atrix ( do … NOT get me started on that phone), Motorola Defy and some odd other models going back the the StarTacs.
I have had others too.
Looked in half a dozen places over the last couple days and not found the one I want but not in a position to buy just yet so just looking. Idea being if I found one I would put down half the money.
There is one I have thought about getting in my local Game Store but it is a previous, 2nd, generation model and no SD Card reader. Only 16GB too. I have a 8GB Moto G and I would never have a phone with low memory ever again. Do not get me wrong the phone has been great for the money but you are just so limited with what you can do and install on the phone. You can forget music.
Anyhoo I had to pick up some things from a friends shop but when I got home I was a little out of it so I waited it out a couple of hours. Instead I felt sleepy so I went out as I did not want to go out tomorrow. As I was walking along I suddenly noticed I was walking along normally, which is rare as I normally limp, and my pains had died down. I suspected I was having one of these weird afternoons I have had recently where this does happen but then I end up feeling a little … ‘high’ and I mean … STONED ‘high’. Like you have had a weak spliff, or cannabis.
As I was walking I started to feel it coming on and to my shock I continued on even higher and I even started getting the ‘munchies’. If you do not know you get these cravings to eat when your stoned on cannabis. It is very weird and very enjoyable, even a little euphoric at times.
I was nearing a local shop and all I could think about was drinking and sugary things and when I went in I bought a can of Monster Ripper, I normally go for the green standard one, a carton of Orange Juice and a Snickers Duo along with chocolate raisins, strawberry pencils and some fizzy blue bottle … things. Oh I recall the packet saying ‘Bubblegum Flavour’.
I felt like Francine Smith in an episode of American Dad where she lets Jeff, Hayley’s husband, smoke cannabis which he gets on prescription for his very over active libido. She gets stoned with him when she gives in, catching him … well, pulling it several times, and downs a bottle of orange drink of something or other. Cannot recall what she called the drink, lol.
I downed everything as I was walking along and carried on getting higher and just wanted to stop walking and sit down. It was mad … I kept thinking about just sitting on the floor or a wall and before long I did!
I eventually moved along but sat down again. Eventually moved along and then sat down yet again. I sat down around four times over a distance of about 100 metres. It was mad.
I get to my friend’s shop around 4pm and I was very lucky as he was closing early, had to pick up his daughter from somewhere or other I think he said.
I had consumed everything by the time I reached him, grabbed what I needed, paid him and left.
Around another 200 metres later I started feeling like I was coming down but still remained light headed. I recall wondering if it was like some type of diabetes thing and that the sugar or perhaps something else, like caffeine, had brought me back up?
If I am in when this happens I wake up in the dark wondering what happened and most of the time do not recall falling asleep.
This is when I would get one of the major fits, or grand mal if that what it was. I always feel light headed first and it is always in the afternoons and early evenings … it is very weird and you could set your watch to it.
About 1pm in the afternoon is when it would start and around 4pm is when it is at its strongest.
Now I have been ordered to go to A&E if I was to have another full blown fit and am also awaiting a hospital appointment letter, along with a colonoscopy letter too.
I had considered going to the hospital, bad time of the day for me and public transport, as the feeling might give the positive results needed to any tests done on me at the hospital. But then again they may not do and I may waste my time.
I deliberate over it and I still needed some things for home, like milk I have tried to remember buying for three days, and decided not to go to hospital. Me travelling on packed trains and buses is an absolute no-no and this is me being both cautious and responsible. I have one other problem with travelling on buses, less so trains except tube trains, and this is when it is hot.
I do not handle the heat well … I really, really hate it and have done for years and often think about living in the antarctic! Or Siberia!
I will experience increasing pain if I am forced to stand still for more than a few minutes and with that I get short tempered and someone rude will be knocked unconscious in the blink of an eye. That is me being … RESPONSIBLE!
That is only the feet pain and not being able to handle heat.
There are a great many other things in things in my pain list and there is also a separate list for embarrassing things that could occur that often stresses me out no end.
Then there is the blacking out and now these seizures. It is just too much and if not for these things I would have had a job and actually something to do and get me out of this damned house, long, long ago!
It is funny as this feeling I get is quite weird and edges closer and closer to euphoria until your completely feeling euphoric. A great many people would pay good money to feel like this but when it happens when it feels like it at some point in the afternoon and you live on your own it is becoming a major bug-bare. Things are hard enough as they are without this screwing things up.
So there I was walking down this road and heading straight for Euphoria.
I do not know if it just something else developing and you have to understand that with 120 symptoms there is always something knew developing every now and then. Or perhaps it is a drug I have recently been prescribed or an interaction between this new drug, Methocarbamol, and something else.
- Methocarbamol 2x 750mg
- Metoclopramide (cannot be bothered to look lol)
- Lansoprazole 30mg
- Quinine Sulphate (50mg?)
- Ramipril 10mg
- Amitriptyline 30mg
- Gabapentin 500mg